Episode 11 – Visible Disturbances

＜Matsuura Sera, point of view＞

Have I lost everything?

That day, Shoma found out I was cheating on him and told me to break up with him.

At the time, I didn’t think anything of it.

I was happy to think that now I could meet “him,” the man I had been cheating on him with.

However, the reality was not so.

After school, when I made an appointment to meet with “him” for the first time since I broke up with Shoma.

“I’m sorry, I’m late.”

“Yes, it’s fine. That’s unusual.”

“Yes, listen to me. Today, my boyfriend Shouma dumped me.”

“Ha?”

He was surprised by my words.

“It seems like he caught me hanging out with you. It’s bothersome for me too, so I changed my mind and broke up with Shouma.”

“…W-Wait a minute. Did you break up?”

“I told you so. From now on, I can see you every day.”

“No, I can’t.”

“Eh?”

“I can’t. Because I have a girlfriend.”

I was stunned to hear him say that.

“I recently got a girlfriend. I wasn’t sure when to tell you, but this is a good opportunity. We’re not going to see each other anymore. I don’t have time for you anymore.”

“…L-lie”

“I’m not lying.”

“No.”

“I wish you all the best.”

“No.”

“I’ll see you later.”

“No.”

“Bye.”

Saying that, he left me.

Standing there, I was left standing there alone.

It was Shoma who brought me back to reality.

On a weekday morning, I couldn’t sleep so I went to school early and saw Shoma.

Moreover, he had been dating me until recently, but there was already a new girl next to him, and it was one of the three most beautiful girls at school, Sakahara Hinano.

I was convinced that this was the reason why he had left me behind and gone to school first, but at the same time a thought came to mind.

[Let’s get back together with Shoma.]

After all, I am one of the three most beautiful girls at school.

“Shoma. Can I talk to you for a minute?”

I immediately called Shoma.

“What’s the matter, I have nothing to say to you.”

“Shut up. Just come over here for a minute.”

I’m sure he’s interested in me too, so I start talking to him.

“You seem to be getting along well with Hinano lately.”

“I’m not sure what’s wrong with that. It’s none of your business.”

“I think you’ve figured it out by now, haven’t you?”

“What?”

“That you’re grateful I was your girlfriend. You realized that when you lost me a week or so after we broke up. I’d be happy to get back together with you if you insist.”

Well said me. Shoma loved me. He must have loved me.

I knew there was no way he would say no if I said this to him.

That’s what I thought.

“No, it’s fine.”

“Hee?”

I let out a crazy voice at the unexpected refusal.

“Is that all you have to say? I’m busy, bye.”

“Wait, ・・・・.”

I tried to stop him, but he 《《too》》 brushed me off and walked away from me.

I lost everything.

I lost my place in the world.

When I went home, my parents would say, “What’s wrong?” “You don’t look good”. “You should talk to mother.”

There is no way I can talk about this.

Even if I told them, they would say it was my fault and that would be the end of it.

My parents may be worried about me, but for me it’s just an inconvenience.

On my day off, I felt like staying at home, so I went out for a walk in the morning.

I somehow ended up at the park where I was meeting with 《《him》》.

What brought me here?

Was it regrets?

A memory?

As I was thinking about this, a familiar figure caught my eye.

It was Shoma.

As I watch him from afar, I see a shadow approaching him.

It is Sakahara Hinano.

They talk for a bit, then join hands and start walking.

[This is my place.]

[You took it away from me.]

I was so concerned that I decided to follow Shoma and the others.

If they found out, I would tell them that Shoma had done it too.

Then Shoma went to a cat cafe, had lunch, and went on a normal date?

Come to think of it, I had never been on a boyfriend-girlfriend kind of date with Shoma.

As I continued to follow them, I came to a familiar road.

Yes, this was the road to Shoma’s apartment.

I know it because I had been told about it only once.

I remember correctly that Shoma and her went into the apartment together.

“No way, right?”

I returned home with an unbelievable sight.

Even though I had returned home, I could not forget what I had seen, and when I closed my eyes, I could not get that scene out of my head as it replayed on repeat behind my eyelids.

It kept replaying in my mind when I ate, took a bath, and even when I went to bed.

Realizing that I couldn’t even live a normal life in this situation, I sent Shoma a message for the first time in some time.

[Are you with someone?]

[Can I go to Shoma’s house tomorrow?]

I then lay down on the futon and didn’t sleep for a while as the day passed.

I woke up and looked at my phone, but there was no reply from Shoma.

I tried calling him, but he didn’t answer.

I wondered what he had been doing last night.

I got ready, left the house, and came to the door of Shoma’s apartment.

I took a deep breath,

“Okay,”

and rang the intercom.

The door was opened with a clattering sound from the back of the door.

And the person who comes out from inside is not the landlord, Kakuta Shoma, nor is it Sakahara Hinano, whom I saw yesterday,

Yesterday I saw her, but it wasn’t her,

It was a girl I didn’t know.

(TL/N : Begone tot)

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