Dasai translation….
Source https://ncode.syosetu.com/n9874hy/89/ When did I awaken to my destructive impulse? When did I begin to distort? What am ‘I’ in the first place? I no longer know the real ‘me’. I probably awakened to my destructive impulses when I was in elementary school. That was the first time I can remember. One rainy day. On … Read more
Source https://ncode.syosetu.com/n9874hy/88/ Lately, I’ve been so happy that it scares me. Shiori, Natsuki, Riko, and I are able to spend unchanging, peaceful days with each other. Although, Ruri came once. But it was a happy day, no different from any other day. I woke up in the morning, or rather at noon. When I looked … Read more
Source https://ncode.syosetu.com/n9874hy/87/ “Finally, tomorrow.” A little voice echoes in the simple room. Finally, all obstacles are gone. No one seems to have changed their mind, no one wants to kill him on their own. Now I could take my final revenge. I thought of going to bed early to prepare for tomorrow, but no matter … Read more
Source https://ncode.syosetu.com/n9874hy/86/ ……I need to stop reminiscing. I’m getting frustrated. “Damn !” I threw the TV remote control I had at hand at the wall. The remote broke with a cracking sound and the battery popped out. It seemed that the lid of the battery had broken off. The TV was already showing the next … Read more
Source https://ncode.syosetu.com/n9874hy/85/ …..From TV, there is a news report of an accident. Apparently, a woman my age fell off the platform and was hit by a train. I felt sorry for her. But more than that, I felt sorry for myself for the life I was leading. I was living in a small apartment with … Read more
Source https://ncode.syosetu.com/n9874hy/84/ I have always liked Otori Kaisei, that is, since the moment I met him. Even when he was hiding behind Yuuki, that part of him seemed cute, and thinking back on it now, Kaisei doing something like that would have been precious. I was absorbed in Kaisei while hanging out with Yuuki and … Read more
Source https://ncode.syosetu.com/n9874hy/83/ I think Ishizaki Shota likes me. I can tell that he likes me, and that in itself makes me happy. However, my love for Shota is so great that I don’t feel it is one-sided. I originally fell in love with Shota, so it is not surprising that my love is greater than … Read more
Source https://ncode.syosetu.com/n9874hy/82/ I went to a different university from Yuuki and the others, and ended up living together with Segawa Yuri, who went to the same university. We have been dating for about five years, and even now that we are in our third year of college, my passion hasn’t cooled down, and unlike Yuuki … Read more
Source https://ncode.syosetu.com/n9874hy/81/ This is Suzuya san’s part. We’ll start with a little distance from the main characters. I personally wanted him to be happy, so I write it from his POV I divorced my wife, and even though I know it was the right thing to do, I still feel sad. The business I was … Read more
Source https://ncode.syosetu.com/n9874hy/80/ The summer heat and humidity and the sound of cicadas awaken me and I get up. The ceiling, now so familiar to me, even feels reassuring. I felt like I was having a nostalgic dream, but I couldn’t remember much of it. “Yuuki kun, good morning. It’s hot again today, isn’t it?” “Good … Read more