Episode 30 – Sakimiya Karen recalls (Side Karen)

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Earrings given to me by Kazakiri-kun……

When I got back to my apartment, I sat down in front of a short pink table in the living room, and looked at Kazakiri-kun’s present that I took out of my bag, as if licking it.

Even though these non-hole earrings were from my favorite store, I was impressed that he had chosen an item that had synergy with my fashion.

I truly felt that Kazakiri-kun was really thinking about me…

I’ve always never considered men to be on the same level, but I can’t help but think that Kazakiri-kun is something noble.

He is not only kind.

Kazakiri-kun sees through the true nature of me, Sakimiya Karen, and is kind to me based on that.

“I’ve never met such a person …… before.”

It is not a question of whether you are a man or a woman.

This is the first time I’ve ever met someone who has been so supportive of me, even though I’m treated as a weirdo in the world.

When I lowered my eyelids, bad memories from the past came to mind.

It was when I was in high school.

When I was a junior high school student, I was harassed by a boy, so I decided to attend a prestigious all-girls school in Tokyo, but I couldn’t adapt to the environment where I was surrounded by only innocent young ladies.

But there were more than a few girls who were interested in me as an ordinary girl who had entered a school outside of high school, and I even hung out with some of them when I first entered the school.

However, my interests were rejected outright.

On the day I promised to hang out with my friends for the first and last time in high school, she said to me.

“S-Sakimiya san, your outfit …… is..”

It was mid-April, when the winter chill was still lingering.

My friend, who had arrived late, turned to me as she waited, her body trembling, and said to me, her face twitching.

“Is that a landmine type of thing? Yes, that’s right! Why don’t we go to a boutique now? Sakimiya-san has a cute base, and I’ll show you the cutest and most trendy fashions.”

“….!”

Needless to say, I ran away from the place.

Not only did they not accept my likes at all, they denied them and tried to force a different value system on me.

I don’t like the word “landmine”.

This fashion is neither a sign of illness nor a way to show off that I am a heavy woman.

I just genuinely liked this fashion, which I thought was the cutest way to assert my favorite pink …….

“Why can’t …… they accept me?”

People around me often say I am pretty.

But that simply means that my face and style are attractive, and no one thinks my most favorite fashion is cute.

After that moment, I changed my thinking that my values were not accepted by the world.

But that was fine.

I was satisfied with the fact that my liking was complete within myself, and the evaluations of others were nothing more than their own self-satisfaction.

At that time, a rare existence …… that affirmed everything about me, Kazakiri-kun, appeared in front of me.

The rain may have been a blessing.

“I love you, Kazakiri-kun.”

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