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For the first time in my life, I experienced a kiss.
Not that I believed in the superstition that the first kiss tasted like lemon, but I guess I was wrong.
It was sweet, as if melted chocolate had been poured directly into my mouth.
That was the taste of the kiss I knew.
“Sagara-kun, let’s go home.”
She said with a happy expression on her face.
My consciousness has not yet escaped from where it stopped a few seconds ago.
Words cannot describe the pleasure I felt.
That feeling of pleasure stuck in my mouth and wouldn’t go away.
It’s burned into my brain and I can’t forget it.
“……”
“Sagara kun, what’s wrong? Was it hot?”
“Ha…… no, no,…… uh…”
“Is this your first time kissing?”
“O-of course. …… Um, S-Senpai, is this…”
“Payback for that time, is that not enough?”
“……”
That time probably means the time I saved senpai
But when the reward for helping someone is a deep kiss from a beautiful senpai, it’s all too much.
Not just not enough, but enough to make change.
No, it’s not just change, it’s something you can’t get even if you pay money for it.
“Senpai …..I-I.”
“Let’s go home, shall we? My hair is sticky from the sea breeze.”
“Y-yes.”
“I got wet. ……”
“Y-Yes?”
“No, Sagara, you’re looking energic.”
She lowers her gaze a little and smiles, and her gaze is on my lower body.
There was no way I wouldn’t react after something like that happened to me, and unconsciously I became completely energetic.
I hurriedly hid it.
“Ah, I-I’m sorry. ……”
“Unn, you’re so cute. Sagara-kun is so cute. cool”
“S-senpai ……”
“Shall we go home?”
“Y-Yes.”
Not being able to change my mind at all, I stood up feeling dizzy.
Then, I walk along the beach with senpai, and eventually leave the ocean behind.
I don’t really remember how I got home or what I talked about with senpai on the way home.
I found myself near my house and instinctively wanted to go back to my apartment, but senpai asked me, “Can I go back to my house because I want to change my clothes?” I only remember that my senior said to me
I finally woke up from the dream when I came back to my quiet room alone.
♥
I did it…….
I couldn’t hold back and did it.
And I did it twice, and it was so dirty.
What should I do, what should I do?
“What should I do, Madoka?”
“What’s with that lovey-dovey talk? Go and breed with your junior.”
I was already soaking wet in front of his apartment.
Today is a sunny day.
So I came back to get a change of clothes.
I wanted Sagara-kun to follow me, but I wanted to talk to Madoka first, so I went home alone and was on the phone in my room on speaker while getting dressed.
“Sagara-kun’s was getting excited.”
“That’s natural, isn’t it? I mean, you are too, aren’t you?”
“Yeah, ……, I stained his jersey again.”
“Ah, you are really sick. So, how was your junior?
“His face was bright red. It was cute. No, he was cool. No, no, no, I think it was both. And it was really delicious.”
“That’s enough, I’m so full, I’m getting heartburn.”
“Madoka, is your stomach upset?”
“…… Haaa.”
After a sigh of exasperation, Madoka pauses for a moment.
She asks me
“But you have to not only bond with him, you have to make him like you properly, Chifuyu.”
“What do you mean?”
“I mean that he is a man, so if he was kissed by a beautiful woman, of course he would be happy, and if you showed him your naked body, of course he would be horny. But that’s not the same thing. You may think that you only want to be hugged by a man you like, but there are many people who can do that even if they don’t like you.”
“Does that mean he doesn’t like me, …… Sagara-kun? Eh, lies, What should I do, Madoka, I’m going to die.”
“Calm down. Rather than that, it’s time to confirm that you truly love him. If you let yourself have sex with him easily, you’ll be disappointed.”
“…… Sagara-kun is not such a terrible person.”
“Well, I think you’re right. In case you are a friend of mine, I don’t want to see you get hurt by being taken advantage of.”
“Madoka….Yes, I like you second only to Sagara-kun.”
“Oh, yeah.”
After muttering in shock again, Madoka says, ‘If you need anything, please contact me’ and hangs up.
After all, Madoka is kind.
She knows me well.
I know exactly what she said.
I know Sagara-kun isn’t like that, but since it’s my best friend’s advice, I’ll take it to heart.
In other words, I should be a little hasty, right?
I’ve been rushed too much already and I’m at my limit. ……
♠
It seems like it’s been a long time since I’ve been alone in my room.
The time without senpai, the space without senpai, now that I can’t hear senpai’s voice.
I feel as if I am left alone in the world.
I can’t think about anything anymore.
My thoughts and memory are filled with thoughts of my senpai.
Holding my head in my hands, I wait for my senpai to come.
No, she didn’t say anything about coming, so maybe she won’t be here today.
She said she was thanking me with the kiss she gave me earlier, and she might not come to see me again, saying that the matter of me helping her is now a done deal.
This time, all I could think about was that anxiety.
My chest was aching.
My breath became labored.
But that time of despair is over.
“Pinpon”
The doorbell rings.
I run to the front door and open it in a hurry.
“Ah, Sagara-kun. ……”
There she is, dressed in the same pink sweatshirt she wore the other day.
I was a little embarrassed and looked at her with a superior look.
“…..I changed my clothes,”
“Y-yeah”
“Can I come in?”
“O-of course. Sorry I couldn’t come get you.”
“No, it’s okay. Sagara-kun, you are so kind.”
If I look closely, I can see that the sweatshirt is a little firmer than the last one, and senpai looks a little younger than usual in it.
But when she came to my room, she gave off her usual sweet scent.
I remember the kiss with that scent.
“…… Senpai.”
“Sagara-kun, come to think of it, you haven’t had lunch yet, have you?”
“Y-Yes”
“…… do you have anything you want to eat? I’ll cook anything.”
“A-Anything?”
“Anything. Any requests?”
“…….”
The first words that popped into my head were, “I want to eat senpai”.
Of course, I rejected it, I would never say it because she would think I was a pervert.
I had to think it through properly or I would embarrassed myself.
“Well, I might want to try some curry today.”
“Curry……Yeah, okay. Then, let’s go shopping for ingredients, shall we?”
“Y-Yes.”
Since I was alone in the room with senpai, I was a little reluctant to go out.
But of course it’s fun to go shopping with senpai
Because of the kiss we just had, my head is turning pink, but if I keep thinking about that, she’ll end up hating me.
I tried to shake off my evil thoughts and went outside to look up at the sky, listen to the birds chirping, and look at the elderly couple passing by, trying not to look at senpai
But as she walks next to me, she comes up to me.
“… hot again today, isn’t it?”
“Y-Yes, it is. But isn’t it hot in that sweatshirt?”
“Yeah, a little bit. But it’s hard to tell with this.”
“Difficult to understand?”
“No, it’s nothing. Hold my hand.”
“……”
Senpai intertwines her slender fingers with mine.
At that touch, my delusions begin to run wild again.
I’m glad we’re outside.
If she does this in my room, I won’t be able to stop.
I can’t wait to go back to my room.
I want to go home and hug senpai.
I was thinking about all of these things when I realized that I was standing in front of a supermarket.
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