It’s been a few days since I turned down Saori’s invitation to karaoke.

During that time, I asked myself why I was so stressed out about my childhood friend.

And I came to the conclusion that it’s because my relationship with Saori was half-baked.

What I mean is……

It’s not that our current status as friends and childhood friends is bad, but it might be a good idea if we could take the relationship beyond that.

Things have changed recently, but we were good friends to begin with. It might be good for us to become boyfriend and girlfriend.

But I don’t think it’s a good idea for me to confess my feelings and just be a regular lover.

If I do that, I can see her getting even more carried away.

I want to have an equal relationship with her.

On top of that, I want her to spoil me !

While thinking about that, I was doing some research on the Internet today, and I found out that Hollywood stars sign a contract before they get married and make a lot of agreements.

If they agree to it, they get married…..unfortunately, sometimes they get divorced,

but the contract is already decided about what to do in that case, so the story doesn’t get tangled up.

I saw that article and thought.

I see, if we’re going out with the intention of getting married rather than being boyfriend and girlfriend, we will have to agree with each other.

That way, it would be easier for me to tell her what I don’t like.

I would also be able to ask Saori what she really wants me to do.

To be honest, I don’t think that flattering “everyone” or some other unintelligible thing is what Saori really wants to do.

If “everyone” is important, there is no need for me to care.

I am not that “everyone. That’s why it doesn’t add up.

I’d like to talk about it, but I’m sure she’d get angry if I mentioned it in our current relationship.

Because she doesn’t realize it yet. I think I saw somewhere that people reflexively fight back when someone points out a mistake they are unaware of.


One day when I was thinking about such a thing.

Saori called out to me during break time. 

“Ikkun. Are you free after school today?”

“That’s not a fair way to ask. Well, I’m free.”

“Then, how about going to karaoke?”

“With whom?”

I asked her sullenly.

“Well. That’s….I thought that Ikkun didn’t want to go. But the others asked me to invite you… it not good?”

Of course not ! !

I told you last time that I don’t  want to go with strangers !!!!

Don’t you say the others asked you to ! ! ! ! Oh god, I can’t take it anymore!!!!!

This is bad. I can’t just lose your temper like this.

Take a deep breath. 。。。。。 Think about the universe. 。。。。

“…………Hey, Saori san. I have something important to tell you.”

“Eh? What?”

Just when I thought she suddenly fell silent, I made a serious face and Saori was confused. 

It was a little cute to see her unusual expression. She used to wear glasses and look so timid.

“It’s something we can’t talk about in the classroom……. Can we have some time before you go to karaoke? Maybe behind the school building.”

“Y…..yeah. Okay……..”

“Okay. I’ll see you later.”

I was at a loss, but I had to do it now.

The next time something like this happens, I’m sure I’m going to explode………..


After school, I was waiting for Saori behind the school building.

I was more nervous than I thought I would be.

I never thought I would confess my feelings to my childhood friend in such a way.

Not in a bad way. Now Saori is cute, has big t*ts, and when my little brother was at home, she often played with him.

She seems to like little kids.

Seeing her like that, I thought about dating Saori, getting married, and having a baby.

What a thought.

I think that would not be a bad idea at all. In fact, I would love to ask her.

But I can’t keep up with my current relationship.

If we don’t become comfortable with each other, we won’t be able to become husband and wife.

So I’m going to make our relationship clear today.

And then Saori came. I’m going to say it !

“Saori, I want you to go out with me with marriage in mind. I want us to have a relationship where we can support each other.”

“Eh……’s not possible.”

Guhaa……I was rejected…… hurts, it hurts.

The first shock of my life made me hang my head and nod, and I asked her.

“I see……..can you tell me why it’s not possible?”

Is there something I can do to improve it? I’ll do my best if I can, you know?

I just don’t want to be part of the  cheerful group.

“Well….maybe because I prefer someone who’s older?

……….Well. As expected, that’s not possible.

I see, my childhood friend prefers older people…………………..

“That’s…….not something that I can do…………… Then from now on, I guess you can say that we’re friends and childhood friends?”

“Yeah. Of course.”

“I see……… then I’m going home now……. I’m not in the mood to go to karaoke anymore. Not even with someone I know.”

And so I tattered home by myself that day.

I don’t feel like doing anything anymore……

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11 months ago

Girl ……. you’ve mess up…

9 months ago

Correction, MC sounds like a shithead. He blows up because she invited him out, and then immediately assumes she’s gonna wanna marry him, and he wants to go out with her so he will have a “legitimate“ reason to tell her how to live her life, i. e. like a social exile like him. There are so many things wrong with his thought process, I don’t know where to begin. That girl should stay far far away from him. Very good call rejecting him. I really hope his character improves later on and that this isn’t a reflection of the author’s ideals.

8 months ago

The MC in this moment its so stupid, she’s a good persont in this few chapter, but if the MC still with this mind… this novel will be a pain in the ***