“Hey, they’ve been talking about you since morning, Sendai.”

“Don’t say that, Kaneko. I’m embarrassed too.”

It’s recess time.

Kaneko teases me happily.

“You’re a celebrity now. If you talk about the first-year student who seduced Hyori senpai, there’s no one in this school who doesn’t know about you.”

“You’re exaggerating, and I didn’t seduce her. She’s just a very caring person.”

“Well, how did you two become friends?”

“Well, she was an acquaintance of my mother’s. We started seeing each other frequently.”

“Then you became friends with her and pushed her down.”

“Don’t be ridiculous. I’m still a virgin.”

“But it’s only a matter of time. Come on, take a look outside.”


Kaneko told me to look toward the hallway.

Then, there stood Hyori senpai.

“Hey, it’s Hyori senpai.”

“Ah, she’s as precious as ever. I want to hold her.”

“She’s a very beautiful woman. But when she came here, it’s definitely.”


“It’s really disgusting.”

The guys who had been admiring Senpai’s figure all looked back at me and gave me a resentful look.

Everyone seems to believe that Senpai and I are dating and have no doubts.

We’re not.

“Hey, Sendai, are you sure you don’t want to go?”

“No, but isn’t it bad to go in this kind of atmosphere?”

“But you know, Senpai has been looking at you.”

“….Okay. I’ll be right back.

I got up from my seat and left the classroom while receiving piercing stares.

Then, Senpai slowly came towards me.

“Um, what’s wrong?”

“No, I just want to make sure you’re in class.”

“Y-you don’t have to do that, I’m still in class.”

“No, I just want to make sure. I’m worried about you.”

“Don’t worry too much. I’m fine.”

“Are you sure? You’re not talking to any girls?”

“Ahaha, I won’t do that. Besides, Kaneko is sitting next to me.”


“Yes, I swear. I’m doing everything right, so don’t worry.”

“Yeah, okay. I’ll see you later.”

At first, she seemed anxious, but then she finally seemed satisfied and left.

She was like a mother in the way she worried.

I wonder if all seniors are motherly like that.

I would never talk privately with a girl in class.

Many teachers are quite strict, so there is no room for chit-chat.

She really is a very worrisome person.

She’s the complete opposite of my mother. It’s a wonder how they became friends.

“Hey, could it be that Senpai is a menhera?”

(TL/N: Mentally ill person)

Kaneko asks me with a smirk as we return to our seats.

“Huh? Of course not. She was worried about whether I was taking the class properly.”

“No, no, no, that’s not how it feels. I’m sure she was just checking to see if you were getting along with other girls.”

“You guys really like that kind of thing, don’t you? That’s not the case with Senpai. To begin with, we’re not even dating.”

“Well, I don’t know. I thought for sure she was jealous.”

“If that’s really the case, I’m happy. Don’t get your hopes up. I’m the one who will be disappointed later.”

If Kaneko is right and she’s jealous, I’ll probably jump for joy right here.

I’m nothing but happy that such a wonderful person loves me so much.

It wouldn’t be an exaggeration to say that I don’t need anything else.

It’s impossible, though.

I really don’t want to get my hopes up.

Senpai is still just my guardian.

She may have stayed over at my place or slept with me just to keep an eye on me to make sure I don’t go out and have fun at night and get into any trouble.

“Well, Kaneko, how are things going with you and Takaya san?”

“Oh, we have a date today, too. I failed to confess my feelings to her last time, but I’m going to ask her out today and make a firm decision.”

“Finally, it’s time. I really envy you.”

I’m also thinking about getting to know Senpai better and eventually doing something like that.

I can’t do that, not yet.

I’m afraid that if I were to tell her that I like her now, she would just brush it off.

Sigh, we have a long way to go.

“Well, Sendai, didn’t Miyama san say something to you the other day?”

“Eh? Did you hear it from Takaya san?”

“Yeah, exactly. You’re really popular, aren’t you?”

“No, it’s the result of various coincidences. Besides, I felt like I was rejected right after she confessed her love to me.”

“Well, those two think that you’re dating Hyori senpai. However, if you want to have fun with Miyama san, I’ll talk to them first.”

Kaneko then continued, [Well, from my point of view, it’s easier for you to hang out with classmates than with a senior.]

“I understand where you’re coming from, but Senpai isn’t such a bad guy.”

“Heh heh, I knew you would say that. Well, in that case, I guess you’re done with Miyama san.”

“Yeah, I felt bad for her, but still……”

“Ah, you are totally bonded to Senpai, aren’t you? Just take it easy.”


The class starts again after such a conversation has been settled.

I wonder if the day will ever come when Senpai will be jealous because fo me like Kaneko said earlier.

If there is such a future, I sincerely hope it will come as soon as possible.

If it is Senpai’s jealousy, I want her to be jealous as much as she can.

Tokiwa kun wasn’t talking to a girl.

Yes, he is thinking about me properly.

But he might be talking to someone else when I take my eyes off him.

Even as I’m doing this, he’s skipping class with another girl and…, I have to believe it, but it hurts my heart.

Just thinking about whether he’s really playing with anyone right now is painful.

“It hurts…….”

My chest aches as if it is tightening.

Even though I was in the middle of the class, I crouched down clutching my chest.

“Hey, Hyori, are you okay?”

The teacher comes towards me with a worried look on his face.

But I don’t want you to come.

I don’t want anyone other than Tokiwa kun to touch me.

“I’m fine. I’m going to the infirmary.”

“I-I see. Is it all right if someone doesn’t go with you?”

“Yes, I’m fine. I’m fine by myself.”

I left the classroom alone.

But since I had always been unstable and often went to the nurse’s office, no one seemed to find the scene strange.

I breathe a little easier as I leave the stifling classroom.

I took a few deep breaths to catch my breath, and my feet naturally turned toward his classroom.

“I can’t wait to see Tokiwa kun……”

I need to make sure that he’s taking the classes properly.

I’m a bit of a worrier.

That’s right, I’ll wait outside until his class is over.

Then I can see him during recess. 

But even as I’m doing this, my heart is aching again.

I don’t want to be without Tokiwa kun…….

“I want Tokiwa-kun to take me to the infirmary. Yeah, so we can be together forever.”

So I have to go to Tokiwa kun quickly.

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