“Hohou, you made him come to the classroom to see me off. Chifuyu is a very sick person, isn’t she?”

“Yes. Madoka, yesterday I became Sagara-kun.”

“What’s with this romantic comedy-like turn of events?”

“Uuum, I became one with Sagara-kun.”

“Did you guys combine?”

“Yeah, combine ……, it felt really good.”

“Well, you did what you had to do. Well, congratulations anyway.”

The loneliness of losing sight of Sagara-kun is quickly drowned out by Madoka.

She comes up to me as I painfully take my seat and immediately asks, “Anything wrong?” I like her because she asks me

So I tell her everything.

“You know, I’ve been told over and over again that he loves me.”


“And I’ve had him inside me over and over again, and it fills me up. He fills me up, too.”


“And, you know, he’s a little juicy there.”

“That’s enough, Chifuyu. It’s morning.”

“…… Oh, no, me”

“Well, you are very happy, aren’t you? But you should put it on properly. You’re still a student.”

“Yes, I understand. Madoka, you are so kind.”

“Well, I’ve known Chifuyu for a long time. Anything is fine with me.”

“Thank you. Then, will you buy me a rubber today?”

“No, thank you.”

“Hey, Sagara, what are you staring at?”

“Oh, no, I’m sorry. I’m just tired.”

“You’re not even in the club. Why are you doing this?”

“Well, I’m going through a lot.”

After returning to the classroom, I couldn’t stop thinking about yesterday.

I was just looking out the window and being dumbfounded.

My friends try to make fun of me, but I can’t seem to get a reaction out of them.

I was so stunned that neither the teacher’s words nor my friends’ questions entered my head.

Before I knew it, class was over and it was recess time.

The classroom was noisy.

No, recess is like that, but I felt something unusual and turned my eyes to see what was going on.

When I looked around to see what was going on, I saw my senpai at the entrance.

“Ah, Sagara-kun. ……”

“Senpai? W-What’s wrong?”

When I hurriedly approached senpai, her face quickly turned red.

“Sagara-kun,……, you look cool today.”

“T-thank you very much. Maybe that’s what you came to say?”

“I came to see you. Is it bad?”

“No, no. I’m glad.”


My heart was pounding too.

Just looking at senpai’s face makes breathing difficult.

I want to hug her.

But the air in the classroom became even noisier, so I hurriedly went out to the hallway with senpai and continued talking with her.

“I-I’m sorry, I should have been the one to see you.”

“No, I want to do it. I want to do everything for you.”

“Senpai ……”

“Hey, I made lunch for you. Can you eat it?”


In her hand, there is a lunch box wrapped in a big blue cloth.

When she hands it to me, she blushes again as she says, “I forgot to give it to you in the morning.”

“Thank you ……. I’m so happy.”

“Yeah. Also, I’d love to eat with you during lunchtime, but Madoka and I have something to do.”

“Madoka ?”

“My friend.”

“I-I see. Yes. I understand. Thank you very much.”

“I don’t want to leave. ……”


“No, no, nothing. I’ll see you later.”

Senpai slowly moved away from me.

Slowly, slowly, looking back at me over and over again.

After a while, she turned a corner and disappeared from sight.

“Good, well done, Chifuyu.”

“Sagara-kun …… I want to see him, I want to see him.”

“Patience. What are you going to do when you grow up like that?”

I intentionally forgot to give Sagara-kun his lunch box and was planning to take him out and make out with him during recess while I went to give it to him.

Madoka stopped me.

Even during lunch break, Madoka told me to go see him after I had eaten.

“But Sagara-kun was right there. Why can’t I go see him?”

“Well, put down your pencil before I explain that to you. I’m scared.”


“What’s that? listen? What are you going to do when your junior gets a job in the future and he leaves you at home while he goes to work?”

“……I come to work.”

“He’s going to get fired if he does that. Besides, we’re graduating first, so he should be able to tolerate not seeing you at school.”

“Can’t I just stay?”

“Um, no.”

“Shun ……”

I know exactly what Madoka means.

I understand that I have a bad disease that needs to be cured.

But I’m troubled because I can’t be cured and there is no medicine for this disease.

“Well, it’s the most fun time, so everyone gets fired up.. Chifuyu has to remember to be patient during this time.”

“Yeah, Thank you, Madoka.”

“Instead of being thankful, why is the compass needle pointing at me?”

“Because ……”

“It’s not because. You really need to change that or you’ll be hated.”

“No, no,…… I don’t want Sagara-kun to hate me,…… no, no,……”

“Oh, don’t cry anymore. I’m sorry.”

Yesterday, I was held by him.

My illness is getting worse.

My feelings for him are getting bigger and bigger, too big, and I myself feel like I’m going to be crushed under the weight of them.

I can’t stop crying when I think of him hating me, and when I think of Sagara-kun smiling with someone else right now, I want to jump off the roof.

“I’ll die. ……”

“Chifuyu, calm down. You’ll see him soon.”

“Yes,……, I’m going to see him.”

“Okay, okay, at least for today. But remember my advice.”

“Yes,…… Madoka, you are still very kind. though not as kind as Sagara-kun.”

“You have a lot to say, don’t you?”

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