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“Dad, you like Ryo kun way too much! I hate you!”
When I returned to the room, Toka started sulking angrily. Even though she said that, her expression looked just a tiny bit pleased.
Dad’s words were stuck in my mind—
I care deeply about Tohka. That much is certain. That’s why I want to give her what she desires. Even in a romantic relationship…
“How pathetic am I?!”
I blurted out loud without meaning to.
“Ryo-kun!?”
Toka gasped in surprise at my sudden outburst.
How pathetic I’ve been since falling ill! Toka kissed me without a word, kissed me without permission, kissed me before I even realized it! I was being groomed by Toka, hook, line, and sinker. Just now, I almost let myself be swept away again.
Is that really okay, Ryo!?
Even if it was a situation set up in Kagurazaka… Doing something like that… As a man, as Toka’s boyfriend, isn’t that incredibly lame!?
“Ryo-kun, are you… angry…?”
“I’m angry!”
“I-I’m sorry… Did I do something…?”
“No! This anger is directed at myself!”
The more I thought about it, the more furious I became at my own inadequacy.
I’m not gifted like Toka…! So if I let my feelings become passive too, it’s over!
“Toka! I have something to say!”
“U-uh, okay…”
Toka looked up at me with an incredibly frightened expression.
“I want to do more sexy stuff with Toka!”
“Whaaaaaaat!?”
“But…! I don’t think this place Kagurazaka prepared is right for that…!”
Frustration made me clench my fists tightly.
I still don’t have the strength… If things turned out like Toka’s dad said they might, I wouldn’t have the power to take responsibility. I’d just cause trouble for everyone. That would make me no different from the people who were just trying to use Toka as a tool!
“You really are serious, Ryo-kun.”
“Shut up.”
“But… you wanted to do naughty things with me too, didn’t you…?”
“…Of course I do.”
“I thought maybe you didn’t like that kind of thing because you’re so serious. But I’m happy you’re naughty too, Ryo-kun!”
“What are you happy about?!”
Toka looked delighted as she threw her arms around me.
“Aaaah! Stop hugging me!”
“But I’m happy!”
Toka was rubbing her cheek against my chest.
Whoa…! I could practically hear my rationality gauge grinding away…! This is bad. If I keep this up, things always end up getting weird.
“Touka, I like you.”
“Huh!?”
I didn’t even know what to say myself, but all these feelings piled up—my feelings for Touka, my self-pity, meeting her dad earlier—and I started thinking this.
I want to get closer to Touka myself.
“I’m really happy you’re my girlfriend, Toka. Just having you here makes this the best summer vacation and the best birthday ever!”
“H-huh… really?”
“Toka, can I hug you too?”
“H-huhhhhh!?”
Without waiting for her next words, I pulled Toka into my arms. I hugged her petite body as tightly as I could.
“Ryo-kun, that kinda hurts…”
“Sorry, but I wanted to do this with Toka.”
“Mm…”
She went quiet in my arms.
People might call this old-fashioned, but I really wanted to do something for Toka as a guy.
“Want to continue what we were doing earlier…?”
“I want to, but I won’t. Like I said before, I think having Kagurazaka prepare it for us is a bit off.”
“You really are serious, Ryo-kun.”
“Shut up.”
“But I like that about you.”
“…I like you too, Toka.”
The words slipped out honestly. Toka’s face flushed bright red in an instant, and she buried her face into me even tighter. So cute. I really do love Toka so much.
“Hey, Ryo-kun.”
“Hm?”
“Hold me tighter.”
“…Got it.”
I pulled Toka’s small body even closer to me. Our heartbeats overlapped, our heat mingling. Somehow, I wished time would just stop like this—I was that happy.
“Toka…”
“Ryo-kun…”
Toka stood on tiptoe, bringing our faces closer. Just as our lips were about to touch, I held her shoulders steady.
“Ryo-kun, what’s wrong?”
“I’ll do it.”
Saying that, I pressed my lips to hers.
“Huh, a surprise kiss is so unfair… My heart almost exploded with zero warning…”
“If it didn’t explode, then it’s safe.”
“Your definition of ‘safe’ is messed up!”
“From now on, I’ll be the one to kiss you. No, I want to be the one to kiss Toka.”
“Ahhhhhhh…”
Toka seemed to puff out smoke from her head like a steam engine and collapsed onto the bed.
“Suddenly Ryo-kun’s all aggressive…”
“What’s that supposed to mean, ‘aggressive’?”
“Myuuu…”
Toka let out a cat-like sound and started writhing in pleasure by herself. Even though she’s the one who usually takes the initiative…
“It means I’m not just going to take it. I won’t let Toka control the pace!”
“W-what about my Ryo-kun training plan…?”
“That thing wasn’t finished yet?! Well then, I’ll start a new training plan for Toka too!”
“A new training plan?”
“Not telling you yet.”
“Noooooooooo! I kinda know what it is! It’s definitely the kind that makes your chest explode and kills you!”
“Don’t go dying on me.”
“I feel like my training plan and Ryo-kun’s training plan are clashing! Training Plan vs. Training Plan has started, oh noooooo!”
“…Actually, wasn’t Toka’s training plan just for nursing?”
…If I kept talking with Toka late into the night like this, I’d end up falling asleep before I knew it.
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