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Lately, I’ve been so happy that it scares me. Shiori, Natsuki, Riko, and I are able to spend unchanging, peaceful days with each other.
Although, Ruri came once. But it was a happy day, no different from any other day.
I woke up in the morning, or rather at noon. When I looked next to me, three naked people were hugging me. Shiori was hugging me from the front, straddling me.
I guess Shiori is actually a spoiled girl. Maybe she couldn’t do that because she is my older sister.
I carefully got off the bed so as not to wake her and started looking for clothes.
Every Saturday is tough. I have to deal with three people at once.
I’ve decided that instead of doing it on weekdays, I’ll only do it on Saturdays; it’s like the four of us live together, and if I don’t set rules, it’ll just become a lawless zone.
If that happens, it’s me who suffers.
“Ouuch…..my back hurts.”
I was hit with a backache right away, but I figured it was a kind of compensation for happiness, so I went to look for a compress. I think I must have kept it in a shelf in the living room. It was going to be tight all over anyway.
Putting on a T-shirt and short pants, I headed for the living room.
There I saw something I couldn’t believe.
There’s no way she’s there. In this house. I thought she would never appear again. But there she was, standing there in all her finery, a woman with a face I could never forget.
Her body, which I had once found attractive, now held no attraction for me. I did not want to see it.
On either side of the woman, there was a head that smelled a little strange……and something that looked like a head. Something that looked like it had been shaped to form the shape of a head. Are these……those two? The smell and the foreign object made me nauseous and I held my mouth.
It’s disgusting. I don’t want to see it. The woman, despite my inner thoughts, begins to speak frankly.
“Hi, Yuuki. Long time no see〜”
“……What are you doing.? Did you….kill them?”
“What do you mean…I wonder? I had a hard time cutting this head off, you know〜? It was harder than I thought it would be.”
Eri looked straight into my eyes with a nasty smile on her face.
I felt a shiver run down my spine as I noticed the lack of light and the depth of darkness in her eyes.
…..This is so unsettling. She looks eerily calm, yet something huge and terrifying is shining through behind it.
“Oh well. Let’s just get this over with.”
“Huh? What do you mean—“
Before I could finish, Eri was swaying toward me. I couldn’t move. I was sweating. I couldn’t get my strength right.
Right in front of me was the murderer of two people. The murderer was right in front of me. The tension and fear made me feel like I was going to collapse.
That’s why I couldn’t do anything.
Eri had a kitchen knife hidden behind her back, which she held out in front of her and swung it wildly. So I put my hands in front of my head as if to protect myself and squeezed my eyes shut.
I was going to be killed.
At the moment I thought that, something hard was placed in my hand.
I wondered what it was, and when I opened my eyes and brought it to my chest, I realized what it was.
It was a kitchen knife.
As I was looking at the knife, Eri suddenly grabbed my hand and
As she hugged me, she stabbed herself in the chest with the knife I was holding.
I stabbed her……?
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—Ahhh, what a nice expression.
A face contorted with pain and despair. If I die from this, he must suffer for the rest of his life thinking he killed me.
I feel great. It’s a pity that I can’t see him suffer, but I’m sure I can break Yuuki now. I can finally destroy him.
I’m sure he’ll be deeply scarred and think to himself that he’s a criminal. It’s Yuuki after all. I’m sure he’ll keep blaming himself.
And the women around him will suffer with him. They must be suffering because they are crazy about Yuuki.
Even if it’s only because he saw a fresh head. At that point, it must be a traumatic experience.
Yuuki kneels down next to me, and with a pained expression on his face, he touches me, trying not to move the knife that is still stuck in my chest.
“Damn, the blood…..won’t stop…….”
Yuuki makes a grim face as he sees the blood slowly spreading on the floor, then leaves the living room and returns, grabbing his phone.
“This is an emergency ! —Yes ……”
……What are you doing? Why are you trying to help? What is a friend?
Yuuki’s behavior, which makes no sense to me, baffles me. Is it necessary to call an ambulance? He must hate me. Why help someone who would die if left as is?
—Oh, I feel terrible.
If I had to go through this, I should have stabbed them all to death. That would have surely caused more pain.
If I could see any hope in their suffering faces, I would not have done it this way.
Before you save me, you should be sorry for what you did and suffer. Show it to me.
Holding feelings of neither regret nor anger in my heart, I stared at Yuuki’s face for the last time and said.
“…….I hate you.”
A thumping sound echoed through my brain as I became more and more bitter, and eventually my consciousness disappeared into the darkness, consumed by a whirlwind of doubt, rage, and regret.
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Eri lost consciousness, and I brought a towel and held it to her chest to see if there was anything I could do.
The scene is so gruesome that it almost makes me want to vomit. I wanted to look away, but I couldn’t.
Was she stabbed in the heart?
But even so, it seems like there’s not much blood loss. Please don’t die. Otherwise, I’ll……
…..I’ll become a scumbag and a lousy criminal like my former childhood friends. I’ll be a murderer.
I didn’t stab her because I wanted to. But I’m sure that Eri was stabbed by the knife I was holding.
Don’t put yourself on the same level as the thing you hate the most, the thing you least want to be…
My reasons for wanting Eri to survive were impure, and I felt nauseous at myself for doing so.
I continued to tend to Eri all the way up to the girls’ waking up as the rumbling sirens approached.
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