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“……”
After returning home.
I left Arata to order the pizza and I stayed in the bathroom.
“……”
Sitting on the toilet seat, not doing my business, I ruminate on the events at the park.
I trace my lips with my fingertips and feel the warmth that still lingers there, making my heart burn.
“He,hehehe fuehehhee ……!
Oh, baaad …..I’m so bad! I kissed him!
I was comforted by the fact that I was down with heat stroke and fell back in love again with Arata.
There was a nice atmosphere in the park, Arata was overreacting to me and I loved him too much, and I was so happy that he liked me so much that my heart felt like it was going to explode…
I was so excited that I didn’t know why I was so excited, and I just did it.
I wanted my first kiss to be from Arata, but …… well, I’m happy, so it’s all good!
Aaah, I can’t wait to get my face back to normal! I’m a little too sloppy right now, I can’t show this to Arata!
But still,…… I see, I can make a move on my own now,…….
So far I’ve been expecting Arata to make a move on me, whether it’s by dosing with aphrodisiacs or dressing up in cute clothes.
This is because I didn’t know what he thought of me. I didn’t want to make a bad move and make him hate me.
But now I know that we are in love.
We are now in a relationship where kissing is no longer a problem.
Then, wouldn’t it be okay if I attacked him ……?
“…….”
I gulp and swallow my spit.
The corners of my mouth naturally turn up at the black desire, and my body moves to get that thing before I can even think about it.
I leave the bathroom and quietly go to Arata’s room.
Then, I open the desk drawer and take the condom he had prepared.
“Nn……?”
It’s not there.
The contraceptive that should have been there is nowhere to be found.
I went through the drawer lightly, but still couldn’t find it. I opened the other drawers, but the result was the same.
Did Arata move it somewhere else? Why ……?
Tilting my head, I looked around the room, and my gaze suddenly fell on the trash can.
–There it was.
The condom I saw had been thrown away.
“I didn’t throw it away, did I? Then why did Arata ……”
Why did he throw away an unused contraceptive?
The Kurusu computer moved and tapped out a single hypothesis.
He threw it away. In other words, no longer needed.
No need for contraception.
That means–.
Y-you mean Arata wants to have a baby with me ……!???
No, no, no!
Sure I want to have a child with Arata too, but not right now!
I have school, work, and I’m not even married yet! I mean, if that happened, I think even as expected father would drown Arata in the Pacific Ocean!
“What are you doing in my room?”
“Biya!”
Arata emerged from the open door.
He noticed that I was looking at the trash can and raised his eyebrows awkwardly. Then, scratching the back of his head as if to cover something up, he smiles bitterly, “noo…..”
“I’m sorry I showed you something weird. Don’t worry, I won’t use that.”
“!?”
Unexpectedly, a declaration of low birthrate from the person himself.
The man who was so embarrassed when I told him I liked him has already made that kind of decision.
What’s going on with this guy’s emotional state? Is he crazy?
This brain-dead pink bastard!!!
C-calm down, me……!
This is not good. If I don’t say it properly,…… child, not ready,…… properly!
No,…… but if Arata insists,……
Ughhhhhh!
I don’t know which one is my real intention!
“Whoa, looks like pizza’s here.”
As I clenched my fists and shook, Arata went to the door.
……Well, okay.
I don’t think he’s going to put his hands on me while I’m eating.
For now, we need to fill our bellies for now.
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Unpacking.
“I guess I’ll throw this away after all. ……”
I opened the drawer again and took out the condom Inukai gave me.
Kurusu and I are already lovers. If so, the day will come when I will do something like that.
However, that isn’t today, and it won’t be in a week or a month or any time soon.
If you carefully put away your contraceptives, people will think that you are full of motivation. Don’t worry about it being a gift or anything like that, just get rid of it.
“…Maybe if Kurusu finds what I threw it away, she’ll feel at ease. Yeah, that’s good.”
I threw it in the trash can and took a deep breath.
…I wonder if I’ll start buying things like this myself someday.
I can’t even imagine myself like that…
◆
“Pizza was good.”
“Y-Yeah, it was. ……”
It’s a lie.
I was so nervous I couldn’t taste it at all.
“Well, I guess it’s time to—”
“!!”
“Watch a movie.”
“……Ah, yeah”
Why am I so disappointed?
I have to say it…I have to say it, but my instincts are against it. Even though I know it’s not good with my rational mind, my body is telling me that I’m not even full! !
……Now that you mention it, I guess I really like this guy.
There’s something about him that’s irresistible on a genetic level…….
No, no, but what’s not good enough is not good enough!
“Which do you prefer, sweet or salty sweets?”
“……, the sweet kind?”
“I thought so.”
After grabbing some snacks from the kitchen cupboard, he dimmed the lights in the living room with a snap and set up the DVDs. When he was finished setting up, he sat down next to me.
I could feel his body heat on the left side of my body.
The movie started, the boring beginning of the movie played, and after a while
“……!”
Suddenly, Arata held my hand.
This is the one I saw in the echi book ……!
It’s a situation where you get into a situation with a boring movie as background music. ……!
I-It’s about to start……!
It’s going to start!!!!!!!
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