Episode 71 – It’s Okay

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“……Nn.”

“Good morning, Sendai kun. It’s morning.”

I woke up when Senpai woke me up, still feeling as if I was still in a hazy dream.

When I opened my eyes, I saw Senpai in her usual school uniform.

“G-good morning.”

“What’s wrong? Your face is red.

“N-no…….”

The moment I saw her face, I remembered everything that happened before I went to sleep, and I turned my face away from her.

Yesterday night.

And then this morning.

Senpai and I……

“Ah, I’m going to the bathroom.”

I felt like I was going to get horny early in the morning, so I tried to run away to the bathroom.

But Senpai grabbed me by the arm.

“Where are you going?”

“Eh…..um, I’m going to the restroom.”

“No, you can’t. I feel lonely if you leave me alone. Sendai kun, come here.”

“Ah.”

She hugged me so tightly that my whole body lost its strength.

Her chest was pressed against me, and the feeling of Senpai from last night came back to me.

 

“S-Shion san…..”

“I don’t want you to use honorifics anymore. Can you call me properly?”

“……Shion.”

“Yeah. Hey, I want to kiss you.”

Senpai, who suddenly became sweet to me, lightly brushed away my nervousness, confusion, and lingering feelings.

She was so cute that I just kept kissing her.

“…..It’s bright, is it okay?”

“Yeah. I’m glad I could see your face so clearly. I’d like to do it again today, Sendai kun.”

“……Yeah.”

She’s so cute that I want to push her to the ground.

But it was almost time for school, so I stopped here.

While feeling horny, I eat the breakfast that Senpai made for me.

And when I finally feel calm after drinking the coffee she made me after breakfast I start to feel a little bit worried about what happened yesterday.

I let it go without putting anything on, even though I let the momentum get the better of me.

All the way to the end.

Senpai said it was a safe day, but would it really be okay?

“Um, would you like to stop by a convenience store on your way home today?”

“Is there anything you want to buy?”

“N-no. If we are going to continue to live like this, we might want to buy, you know, a rubber……””

I’m a high school student, so I need to do something about that.

It’s embarrassing, but when I think about Senpai say that, for some reason she widened her eyes.

“Should we?”

“Eh, because, well.”

“Are you okay? If it’s me, it’s okay.”

“…..B-but.”

“You don’t like doing it with me as it is?”

“I-it’s not like that. But it’s not good…….”

“Not good? I didn’t think it was bad.”

“……”

Apparently, Senpi doesn’t want to use it.

I’m sure it would feel better if I didn’t wear it either.

But I don’t want to have a child in high school and then drop out of school.

I’m sure my mother will get mad at me.

“Was it really better not to do that?”

“I don’t know what it would feel like then. But I don’t want to.”

Of course, yesterday was the first time for me, and it seemed to be the first time for Senpai as well, so we didn’t know what it felt like to wear such a thing.

But it is just a certain amount of knowledge.

However, there is a reason why I don’t have to go this far…

Is it too much to ask for?

“…Then how about just not wearing it on days when it’s safe?”

I asked her in a strained tone of voice.

Then,

“Only on days when it’s safe……Yeah, okay?”

“I-I see. Then let’s stop at a convenience store on the way home.”

“Yeah.”

It was a strange conversation from this morning, but we agreed to do it anyway.

I’d like to feel more of the real her.

I’m still in high school, so I need to be patient. 

Of course, it’s not so much patience.

Nothing would make me happier than to be able to hold Senpai in my hands.

From now on, every day will be the beginning of more fun.

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Sendai kun is so full of enthusiasm.

Yesterday, too, he gave me so much…..happiness.

Only on days when it’s okay, wear nothing.

When my body is safe.

I wonder if it’s just a matter of time before we have a baby.

Ehehe, I love it.

Marriage will come soon.

I’ll have to put on a dress before my belly gets bigger.

“Oh, Sendai, are you and Senpai still love dovey as usual?”

When I arrived at school and parted from Senpai at the shoe box, Kaneko called out to me.

“Oh, good morning, Kaneko. Well, things are finally happening.”

“Oh wow, seriously ! Hey, how was it?”

“No, I was crazy about it, but it was great. I’m kind of happy.”

“That’s great. I haven’t been able to go out with Takaya san yet. I’m going to make up my mind today.”

“Haha, you always say that.”

To be honest, I didn’t want to go to school today.

The thing that Miyama san and the others were upset about after school yesterday.

That was still unresolved.

So as soon as I enter the classroom, I might get tangled up.

Maybe the girls will collude and ignore me.

I might be bullied because of the contagious atmosphere.

Such negative feelings have been somewhere in my mind since this morning.

“Hey, Sendai, are you okay with Miyama san and the others?

“Thanks for your concern, Kaneko. But I don’t need to worry anymore. I don’t want to make someone I care about cry.”

“Wow, you’re so cool, Sendai. I’m on your side for life, so don’t waver.”

“That’s reassuring. I’m counting on you.”

I have someone who understands me.

That’s all I need.

“……”

When I entered the classroom, I was met with a lot of stares.

But I didn’t mind the stares and went to my seat.

I was replying to a message I had received from  Senpai,

“Um.”

It was Miyama san who called out to me.

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Droopy
Droopy
2 months ago

Wait “Only on days when it’s okay, wear nothing.

When my body is safe.”
Did she flip what he said? wear a condom on safe days and when not safe don’t wear the condom? Bruh is she actually trying to get pregnant