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“Arata, are you okay?”
“….fine.”
“Can I get you something cold to drink?”
“…… sorry, please.”
Arrived at amusement park, roller coaster after lunch.
No problems with this one.
Next, a cup of coffee.
No problems with this one either.
Then, with a full load, we went to the Haunted House.
This was nothing but problems.
As declared, I was hugged all the way from the beginning to the end, but I couldn’t shake her off because of the location. For the same reason, I couldn’t even princess carry, so I thought I was going to die because my arms were wrapped in something warm all the time.
Even Kurusu must know that she is a girl.
And yet, if she’s so attached to me, …… I guess she doesn’t think of me as a man. I guess she thinks of me as just a safe and harmless companion.
“Haa. …….”
A thick sigh escaped.
Kurusu and I have been together for almost ten years now.
Nothing has happened so far, so I wonder if it’ll be okay if I try to do one or two things. I wonder if complimenting someone on how cute she is will make her realize it.
I think it would be better for me to stop obsessing over her and support her to be happy with someone else. ……
At that moment such a thought crossed my mind.
“…… hmm?”
Someone tugged at my clothes as I sat on the bench from the side.
Who? When I looked up, there was a four or five year old girl who looked like she was about to burst into tears.
“Eh……What’s wrong? Did you want something from me?”
“….. M-Mama”
“Mama? What?”
“Um…U-Umm…..!”
“S-Sorry. I don’t understand you very well, can you tell me what it is?”
The girl began to tremble and eventually began to cry loudly.
People around me looked at me, wondering if it was me who made me cry. “Wait!” I say impatiently, but I don’t know what to say and stammers.
I’ve played with Yoina chan, who’s about the same age as this girl, a few times, but I haven’t been able to make use of that experience. Well Isn’t it natural that step sister and family members are different from strangers?
“….. Arata, what are you doing? You’re disgusting, making a little girl cry.”
“No, no! This child spoke to me, and then she started crying on her own….”
Kurusu returns with two drinks.
As if sensing the situation, she knelt down on the ground and met the girl’s gaze.
“Look”
And then, she gets the girl’s attention.
She puts her drink on the ground and then suddenly picks her cheeks with her free hands.
“Weid fish”
“”Bufufufu!!!””
She pulls her face from side to side as hard as she can and makes a strange, deep-sea-fish-like face that belies her perfectly formed face.
The girl and I both erupt together.
Kurusu saw this, nodded in satisfaction and picked up the drink she had put down.
“Are you thirsty? Do you want some juice?”
“…. Y-Yes”
“Then here, apple juice. Let’s have a toast with onee chan. Here you go. Cheers.”
“Cheers!”
She bumps the cup in an exaggerated manner and puts her mouth on the straw.
Then she breathes in a puff. The girl smiles and Kurusu pats her head affectionately.
“What’s the matter? Did you lose your mother?”
“Umm, yes,……Mei-chan is a bad girl,……Mama, I think she came back home,……”
“So your name is Mei-chan. Don’t worry, don’t worry. I’m sure Mamais looking for you, too.”
“…… Really?”
“Really, really! Right, Arata?”
“Eh? Oh, …… yeah! I think she’s looking for you!”
“Look, onii san says this, too. I’ll tell the people at the amusement park and ask them to call mama”
The girl nodded timidly and took Kurusu’s hand and started walking.
I quietly approach her and whisper in her ear.
“…… you’re awfully familiar with it, aren’t you? How can you talk to children you don’t know so well?”
“I have a lot of relatives and a lot of small children. When it comes to New Year’s and other such events, they get together and I take care of them.”
I’ve known her for quite a long time, but this is the first time I’ve heard of it
Kurusu walks slowly in step, holding hands with the girls.
The girl who is my best friend, a companion, my classmate, is now somewhat like a mother …….
I can’t verbalise it well, but I thought it was nice.
I felt strongly that I didn’t want to give her to anyone else.
“Come here, Onii-chan too”
And the girl waved her empty hand.
I went around to the other side of Kurusu and took the girl’s hand.
The distance between me and Kurusu is far enough for one child.
But her profile from this position is more beautiful than anything I’ve ever seen.
…I mean, I always thought Kurusu didn’t like children, but if this is the case, I guess it’s okay to introduce Yoina-chan. Next time, if our schedules fit, let’s meet.
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On the way to drop Mei chan off at the lost child centre, I was lucky enough to meet her mother.
We were supposed to say goodbye right then and there, but she seemed to have taken to me somehow and we decided to play together. When it was getting dark, her mother pulled her back to her home, sobbing loudly.
“Mei chan, she was so cute.”
“Yeah”
With the still audible cries in the background, we walked back to the centre from the exit of the amusement park.
With the appearance of that girl, I lost track of what we were doing here, but it’s good to be like this once in a while. It’s not everyday that Arata and I go somewhere alone, but it’s the first time we’ve had trouble like that.
“…. hmm?”
Suddenly, I was curious about what Arata had said earlier and tilted my head.
You didn’t say it …….
Me! Today! Still!
You haven’t told me I’m cute!
Hey, what does this mean?!
I’m really cute today, aren’t I?!
You used to call me cute, and then suddenly you stopped saying it, and now you’re asking me out on a date or something. ……! And yet you don’t call me cute, which in this day and age is a crime punishable by death! I mean, I’m going to bring you to justice, you idiot!
“What do we do now? I think we should leave the amusement park and have dinner outside.”
What are you doing, ending the date on your own!
Don’t be a jerk,…… I can’t allow you to do that,……!
I’m going to press him. …..
You’re letting your guard down just because it’s an amusement park, aren’t you?
There are plenty of places like this where you can be made to feel that way. ……!
“outside ……no”
“Okay. then…”
“Arata.”
I stopped him and gently took him in my arms.
eyes are full of moisture.
I look up at him like a small animal and open my mouth sweetly,
“–Shall we ride the Ferris wheel?”
Before I could say a word, Arata had already said what I wanted to say.
“No, no, I’ve been thinking about it and ….. wondered if we could be alone together somewhere …….”
“………..”
‘Before dinner, how is it. The last time we rode together was when we were in primary school or something.”
“…… Ah, yeah. Okay, let’s go for a ride.”
I was taken aback by the completely unexpected proposal.
No, no, no, calm down, me.
At the time of the condom, I expected a lot and in the end nothing happened, right? I’m sure nothing will happen this time either.
“Why …… do you want to be alone….?”
I don’t want to get my hopes up, so I just asked.
I guess it’s because he got tired of the crowds or something. Because I know.
“It’s ……–“
Scratching his head in embarrassment
“Because …… I want to do something that we can’t do unless we’re alone together?”
…………………….
……………….
………….
Hm?
pi-ga-ga-ga a sound goes off in my head.
The Kurusu computer predicts what “can’t be done without the two of us being alone” and bursts out with the result.
—- s*x.
He’s going to do it in an amusement park, of all places, on a Ferris wheel!
B-addd Arata ……! He’s a hell of a guy ……!
Is it okay..my first time to be on a Ferris wheel, a situation I’ve only seen in naughty manga…!?
“K-Kurusu? Suddenly shut up, are you alright ……?”
Think, think, think it through.
I clenched my fists strongly.
–Yes! Well, okay! Whatever!
I’ll think about it after I’m done with the details!
All right, let’s get fired up!
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I’ve been thinking about Kurusu ever since I met her today.
–I want to say that she’s cute.
Not because it would make her happy or anything, but because it’s what I want.
Every second I feel that she is cute, every time I see her, but I’ve always been suppressing my desire because I was warned not to say it so casually. It’s like eating something delicious and not being allowed to say it tastes good – it’s torture for me.
That’s why the Ferris wheel.
If it’s just the two of us, the elegance and atmosphere are perfect. I won’t embarrass Kurusu.
“Fuuuu! Fuuu! Ferris wheel……Ferris wheel……! Fuuuu! Ferris wheel…… Fuuuu!”
But why has Kurusu been breathing hard since a while ago, ……?
I wonder if she liked Ferris wheels that much.
I didn’t know that.
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