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It sucks. ……
Even though it’s been two days since I’ve seen Yui again……
Yesterday I didn’t get to talk much with Yui.
So today was the day we were going to have a long talk about the important things …… we need to discuss about our future.
When will we get married?
Where will we go on our honeymoon?
What will we do about our new house?
When will we have children?
No,……, in truth, I don’t care about those things.
All I want to do is just to look at him and talk to him,…… and that is enough for me.
No,…… it’s not just about talking, but even if Yui acted more boldly like yesterday,…….
Anyway,…… maybe we don’t need to decide the details now.
Because it was already decided a long time ago that Yui and I would get married.
Now I just want to be in touch with Yui for as long as possible,…….
I want to make up for the time we’ve been apart as soon as possible……
However, I started to feel unwell.
I had felt a little feverish before I went to bed, but when I woke up in the morning, I had a full-blown fever.
I put my hand to my forehead and looked up at the ceiling with my head in a daze.
I lay in bed for about 10 minutes.
Then I managed to drag myself up and stand in front of the vanity mirror.
The thought of seeing Yui moved me.
I had not seen Yui for three years.
I didn’t want to waste even a single day.
But my face in the mirror in front of me …… was still terrible.
No makeup in pajamas.
hair is messy and skin lacks luster.
My complexion was pale
I couldn’t stand in front of Yui in such a state.
If he saw me now, he would be disappointed.
Of course, Yui loves me deeply.
So I know he would smile gently at me without showing me what’s on his mind.
And he must be worried about my health.
I pictured his face in my mind.
At that moment, I strongly wanted to go to school and see Yui.
But ……I knew it …… was no good.
I shake my head and force that thought to the back of my mind.
I’m not going to take advantage of Yui’s kindness.
I want to be very spoiled by Yui, and he fully accepts me.
But because Yui is like that, I always want to show my best self in front of him
I decided to suppress my feelings and take the day off from school today.
I pour a glass of water and pour in the anti-fever medicine.
Then, with dizzy steps, I fall onto the bed.
I lay there for a while, but Yui’s face kept flashing in my mind.
I was so frustrated that I couldn’t help it.
Nothing will change if I don’t see him for just one day.
Even though I thought so in my head, my emotions were getting the better of me.
The faces of Shiori san and Reina chan flashed in my mind.
They should have come to see Yui by now.
No matter what the two of them do, there is no way that Yui’s feelings will waver.
But …… Reina chan aside, Shiori san is cunning.
She will not relent if it is for a purpose.
It’s okay,…… no matter what kind of cunning means that person uses, Yui’s love–.
Maybe my feelings are weakening because I’m not feeling well.
I tried to calm down.
What I lack now is the “Yui” ingredient.
I pulled out the “Yui Hugging Pillow version 3” that I had hidden …… in the closet and hugged it.
I never thought I would be using it again so soon,…….
Even though I should be able to hug the real Yui anytime I want.
However, after holding on to it for a while, I was able to calm down a lot more.
After all, it’s not as good as the real thing, but the “Yui Hugging Pillow version 3” is effective in its own way.
Maybe it’s because I put the underwear I borrowed from Yui’s house yesterday on the “Yui hugging pillow version 3” to make it more versioned up.
Anyway…I was still pretty confident in my ability to manage my physical condition…
I had perfect attendance at elementary school, and even though I was active as an idol with almost no time to rest, my health never deteriorated.
The next day, I was able to move without problems after a day’s sleep, no matter how big the concert was.
I guess yesterday was special for me.
The reunion with Yui.
It was definitely one of the most important events in my life.
I was probably straining my body a lot without even realizing it.
I have heard that people catch colds on Saturdays and Sundays.
It is said that the tension is broken after the vacations, and the body relaxes and becomes ill. ……
That’s probably what’s happening to me right now.
Yesterday was really …… a lot of things happened.
Reuniting with Yui…… I couldn’t react calmly even though I had such a simulation in my head.
So, I hugged Yui the moment I saw him
Even though I knew that Yui didn’t like to stand out in public too much. ……
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