Episode 35 – Blow up

“In return, you’ll take full responsibility, okay?”
“Oh, my strawberry milk……………”

I took the strawberry milk in his hand and said as he drank it.

“What do you mean, responsible for what?”
“Of course, I’m talking about Shiina.”
“Responsibility, you mean like managerial responsibility?”
“Yes, like a manager’s responsibility. Don’t let her touch me today.”
“You’re usually the one in charge, so I’ll give you a break.”
“When did I become her manager?”
“You’ve been her manager since high school.”
“I’m not.”
“So you’re her boyfriend now?”
“I’m not even her boyfriend. That’s not possible.”

I can’t imagine me and Shiina going out …………… at all.
When I try to imagine it in my head, I get a headache and I feel like I’m going to throw up.

“You’re so easygoing, aren’t you, with no strings attached?”
“I’ve got strings, too, you know?”
“What is it? What’s more restrictive than me?”

I’m getting a little argumentative.
I’m under a lot of stress because of Shiina.

I feel like I’m going to break a blood vessel when someone who doesn’t understand this pain says to me, “I’m more tied up than you are.”

“Of course. I have a girlfriend, too.”
“Your girlfriend is your string?”
“Isn’t that so? I don’t have much time for you guys because I prioritize my girlfriend, and I don’t have much time for myself. I’m happy, so I don’t mind.”
“……………”
“–Eh? What?”
“I’m going to kill you!”

And I go behind Hazuki’s back and tighten his neck.
Don’t you dare talk shit to me, this guy! How do you think I feel when I’m dealing with Shiina?

“If it were the other way around, you’d be hanging yourself right now, wouldn’t you?”
“No, well, I wouldn’t go that far, but there’s a lot going on over here too.”
“Shut up. Your life is not tied up.”
“It’s just a rear end.”
“Yeah, blow up.”
“But if you do, you won’t be able to deal with Sana smoothly.”
“……………, Sana’s doing a lot huh”
“That’s right. I’m asking her to do it. Sana thinks Shiina’s too much.”
“Anyone would think that was too much.”
“Well.”

I think for a week or so, you will be satisfied with the life of being cherished, but after that, it will be hell.
And if someone depends on you, you will never be able to escape. Like me.

Well, I have the added chain of being a childhood friend.

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