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“M-Memory ……? Why are you asking me that?”
“Just …… answer me.”
Whether or not my memories of my previous life have returned to me,…… come to think of it, I didn’t tell Charlotte san that my memories had returned so as not to confuse her, who was worried about me because of my collapse, and make her even more anxious. .
I thought it was unnecessary to go out of my way to tell Charlotte-san about my past life, since she is probably thingking about she loved in her previous life, so I guess she’s preoccupied right now…..How would I have answered this question? While I was thinking about this, the carriage seemed to have arrived at the Anastasia family mansion.
“We have arrived at the mansion, so please get off the carriage.”
The gentleman said so, and Charlotte-san and I got off the carriage together.
The other servants came to greet Charlotte-san, so the questions she had asked me earlier in the carriage became a blur, and Charlotte-san and I returned to our respective rooms.
“I wondered if I should tell Charlotte san that I had recalled a memory from a previous life. ……”
It doesn’t matter whether I tell her or not, but the question is why did Charlotte-san suddenly ask me such a question?
I’m sure that Charlotte-san predicted from something I said that I was recalling memories of my previous life,…… otherwise she would not have asked me something like that.
If I had said at that time …… that I didn’t recall memories of my previous life, I would have stayed the same, but what would have happened if I had said that I did recall?
Would it have changed anything about my relationship with Charlotte san if that was the case……?
“Do I have to tell her now?”
If I have to tell her, I will tell her, but right now there is no reason why I should risk the possibility of a change in our relationship and tell Charlotte san that I remembered a memory from my previous life, so I decided not to tell her now.
And even though my time at the academy is over, my free time is still a little further away.
I put my luggage in my room and knocked on Charlotte san’s door.
“Charlotte-san, it’s me.”
“You may come in.”
Charlotte san told me from inside her room, so I went inside her room.
Then Charlotte-san said a little apologetically.
“Al, I know I asked you something strange earlier, don’t worry about it.”
“Okay, I don’t mind. …… More importantly, I want you to tell me if there’s anything you want me to do as your butler today as usual, is there anything?”
“Then I will say as usual, but no, I want to be on an equal footing with Al as much as possible.”
Equal standing …… is fine with me in terms of feelings, but as long as there is this aristocratic system, it would be quite difficult to say that Charlotte-san, who is a duke aristocrat, and I, who am merely her butler, are on equal footing.
“Yes, Al, did you understand the content of today’s lecture on magic?”
“Up to the point where if someone uses ice magic, you can deal with it by instantly melting it with fire magic.”
“That’s what the teacher said about the third line, right?”
“It’s bad for magical studies, it would have been better if he said it plainly like he just did, but later on in the lecture, it was like he was trying to fit it into various molds, wasn’t it?”
“…… don’t you like it when they try to fit something into a mold?”
“I don’t like it. In magical studies or something like that, you just end up repeating the same thing,────.”
When I tried to explain why, Charlotte san covered my mouth and said, her voice trembling.
“Please Al, don’t say anything like that to him again… I should love him the most, but for the ulterior reason that he’s not around, I’ll start thinking about Al…that’s… It’s something I definitely don’t want to do to him or Al…”
“……”
Same thing with him… After all, it seems like that person and I have some similarities.
Then, just as Charlotte san was putting me on top of that person she said she liked, I ──── for some reason, for a moment, I saw Charlotte san as a her
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