Episode 7

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~Kisaragi Himehana’s Point of View~

I made Shinonome Tohru a rapist because he is a happier person than I am.

I, Kisaragi Himehana, am a very unhappy girl.

My mother, whom I loved very much, died when I was small.

My father’s domestic violence drove me into a corner mentally, and I committed suicide by cramping my neck.

“Mom died because…..you abused her…..”

“Shut up ! ! ! Shut your mouth ! You worthless ! ! I’ll throw you out ! ! !”

My father did not seem to feel the least bit sorry for driving my mother to suicide.

After a minimal funeral that cost as little money as possible, I began living with my father in a house without my mother.

At first my father was very kind to me.

It was probably a strategy to hide from the public’s view.

Rumors spread in the neighborhood that my father was to blame for my mother’s suicide, and he stayed quiet for a while, playing the role of an ideal father raising his daughter by himself.

But as time went on, the violent and static desires that had been directed at my mother were directed at me.

My father abused me and even forced me to have sex with him.

When I was seven years old, I was forced to lick my father’s thing for the first time.

The first time I was forced to do it, I had no idea what was being done to me.

I just remember the bitter stuff being spit out into my mouth and it was painful.

It was right after junior high school when I was forcibly raped.

“You’re growing up nice.”

My father, who had a lowly smile on his face as he said this, assembled me and raped me.

I could not resist.

I knew that if I resisted, I would be violated even more.

From then on, I was regularly sexually abused by my father.

I began to think that this world was hell.

I wanted to die quickly and even searched for ways to commit suicide.

However, I could not summon up the courage to do so, so I survived and eventually became a high school student.

“Kisaragi chan, you’re so cute !”

“What shampoo do you use?”

“What cosmetics do you recommend?”

“Do you have a boyfriend?”

Apparently, my appearance was considered very good-looking in the eyes of the public, and I was admired by my peers and frequently confessed by the opposite sex.

However, I always maintained a certain distance from girls of the same sex, and I never went out with the opposite sex.

If they knew the kind of family I grew up in and what my father had forced me to do, they would be disillusioned and leave me.

I was afraid of that, so I couldn’t get close to anyone.

We exchanged contact information and talked at school, but we never hung out after school or on weekends.

By this time, my father was spending his days on welfare and most of his money was spent on gambling.

I had no money to play after school or pretty clothes to wear on holidays.

He said he didn’t like hugging bones, and I was given the bare minimum of food, but that was it.

My father used to tell me, [You are my sex pet.]

“….I’m jealous.”

I was dazzled by my classmates who were enjoying the happiness that was commonplace at school.

They probably don’t have parents who abuse them or make them do sex work.

They receive allowance, buy whatever they want, have fun with their friends, go out with the opposite sex, and live a happy adolescence.

Why am I the only one who has to go through this?

“Why am I the only one…..who has to suffer like this, isn’t it unfair….?”

Gradually, the feelings of jealousy I felt toward my classmates turned to hatred.

Why should I be the only one to suffer such a painful torment?

What have I done?

Isn’t it unfair that they are the only ones who enjoy an untroubled and happy life?

“I want to see…”

I wanted to see people who were unhappier than me.

I wanted to feel secure by looking below me.

I didn’t want to think that I was the unhappiest person in the world.

So……I decided on a plan.

I decided on a plan to frame one man for raping me.

Shinonome Tohru was a male student in the soccer club with excellent grades.

He has a medium build and average appearance.

He was always surrounded by friends and seemed very happy.

It seems like that.

It was obvious from his usual attitude toward girls that he had never been with the opposite sex.

I thought that I could easily fooled him.

Then, after school, I called him to the roof of the school building with a letter and confessed my feelings to Shinonome Tohru.

“I…I like boys like you who are serious and work hard at what’s in front of him……so please go out with me.”

“I-if it’s okay with you…I’d be happy to.”

As expected, Shinonome Tohru was easily bitten.

From there I began dating him.

For a while I continued to be his girlfriend.

I wore a smile as much as possible and played the role of an ideal girlfriend who said she was in love with Shinonome Tohru.

Tohru did not even seem to suspect me.

After we had been lovers for a while, I invited him to my house.

When I made a suggestive gesture, Tohru easily followed me home.

He no longer saw only me, and the anomaly of my dilapidated parents’ house hardly seemed to register on his radar.

I took him into my room, stripped down, hugged him and did the deed.

And after it was over, I suddenly screamed and yelled that he had raped me.

The window of the room was deliberately opened so that my voice could be heard better.

Usually at this time of the day, my father would come home after losing money on a gamble.

“Why did you…? Kisaragi?”

Shinonome Tohru seemed puzzled by my sudden change in attitude.

I left him stunned and just kept screaming that I had been raped.

After a while, I heard a thudding sound coming up the stairs.

As I had expected, my father had returned.

“Dad, help me ! This man assaulted me !”

“What the hell have you done to my daughter ! ! !”

When I pointed at Shinonome Tohru and hugged my father in my naked state, he snapped and punched Shinonome Tohru away.

It is not because he loves me…..but probably because he is angry that his own things were taken.

Shinonome Tohru was being beaten by my father with a dumb expression on his face, as if he didn’t understand the situation.

Seeing Tohru like that, I gloated that the plan had worked.

After all, on that day, my father beat Shinonome Tohru so hard that he threw him out with his luggage, leaving him naked.

“Hey, what’s with that guy?”

“Nothing.”

“Did you do that on purpose?”

“What does it matter?”

After Shinonome Tohru disappeared, my father asked me such a thing.

He seemed to have realized that I had intentionally brought him into my room and had him raped.

“Well, it doesn’t matter. Here, suck it.”

“……Yes.”

I served my father to the hilt that day and asked him to keep quiet about what had happened today.

The next day, I went to school and told the girls around me that Shinonome Tohru had raped me at home yesterday.

The girls were kind enough to listen to me, who goes by the reputation of being serious, good-natured, and cute, and word quickly spread that Shinonome Tohru was a rapist.

“Ugh…I didn’t consent to this…and suddenly I was being forced by him to assemble myself…”

I acted like I was crying in front of everyone and emphasized that I had been forced to have sexual intercourse without my consent.

They all saw me crying and were easily fooled.

Within a couple of days, the rumor spread throughout the school, and Tohru Tohkumo was attacked by all the students.

“Rapist.”

“Criminal.”

“Worst man ever.”

“Don’t come to school.”

“Die.”

Shinonome Tohru, who was being heaped with abusive language and looking depressed, seemed to be a more unfortunate person than I was.

The operation was a success.

Seeing him, who had been accused of being innocent but no one had taken him seriously, I secretly gloated.

“Fufufu…..fufufufu…”

We walk home after school with a laugh.

These days, I enjoy going to school.

I truly look forward to going to school and seeing Shinonome Tohru, who is unhappier than me every day.

Rumor has it that he is bullied and treated like a criminal even in his club activities.

I heard that the school’s Internet bulletin board is also filled with bad words about him.

I have succeeded in completely destroying his happy life.

He was now, without a doubt, beneath me.

I don’t know what will happen to him, whether he will become a recluse, commit suicide, or drop out of school, but I don’t care.

If possible, I would like him to come to school as much as possible and show me how unhappy he is.

A few of his friends seem to be defending him, but eventually they will stay away from him.

By now, the rumor that Shinonome Tohru was a rapist had become a complete fact in the school.

My repeated daily tearful performances led all the students to believe from the bottom of their hearts that Shinonome Tohru was a rapist, even though there was no evidence to support it.

“They’re all idiots…….who shall I choose next…”

When Shinonome Tohru commits suicide or drops out of school and is no longer in front of us, let’s choose the next person to be unhappy.

And just like Shinonome Tohru, I’ll make the most of my appearance and body and make someone even more unfortunate than me.

“Oh, you’re back?”

“…”

When I opened the door to my house, my father was waiting for me there.

Apparently, he had lost at gambling earlier today.

With a lowly smile on his face, he pulled down his pants.

“Here, pull them out for me.”

“….Yes.”

I was too quiet and didn’t want to give my father a hard time because of what had happened the other day.

I was quiet and sucked my father’s thing as usual.

“Ohhh…that feels good…”

The door was left open, but my father didn’t seem to mind.

He looked down at me as I sucked him and looked ecstatic.

I kill my mind, close my eyes, and move my mouth just to finish my father’s sex work quickly.

“Excuse me…can I have a word? I just got a call from the neighbors asking if you’ve had any trouble lately……what the hell are you guys doing here !?”

“…Eh.”

“…!?”

I suddenly heard such a voice from behind me.

From the open door, a figure was looking at us with a surprised expression.

The man was dressed in a police uniform.

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