Episode 17 – I want to rely on this cold-hearted beautiful girl

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When I woke up, Nanase’s large breasts were right in front of my eyes.

They were large, but also perfectly shaped. Nanase really was flawless.

“Did you sleep well?”

“…Yes, thanks to you, I’m not tired anymore.”

Thanks to being allowed to sleep, the eye strain and dullness of thought I had before going to bed had improved considerably.

But because of that, I now realized that my thinking had been quite dull before going to bed. 

(Why did I so easily agree to let her rest her head on my lap at that time…)

It was an unthinkable idea under normal circumstances, but due to sleep deprivation and dulled thinking, my judgment had been impaired.

“…How long did I sleep?”

“About two hours.”

“I see. I’m sorry for putting you through such a long burden.”

“It’s okay. Compared to how you stayed by my side all day yesterday, this is nothing.”

“No, that’s different. Thank you.”

I was just there beside her, but Nanase had been giving me a lap pillow for two hours. If I had to choose which was harder, it would be the latter.

When I thanked her, Nanase smiled softly.

“You’re really loyal, aren’t you?”

“Well, as the heir to the Ichijo family, it’s only natural.”

“I suppose so, but from now on, rely on me too.”

“Huh? I already rely on you enough in terms of daily life, don’t I?” 

“No, that’s not what I mean.”

She shook her head and touched my cheek.  

Then she said gently.  

“I know you tend to keep your worries to yourself, so I want you to share them.with me”  

“…I see.”

Since I was a child, I was told to grow up to be a strong person, and as the next head of the Ichijo family, I have lived my life without ever showing weakness to others, keeping all my worries to myself.

It was a little difficult to do everything on my own without relying on anyone, but thanks to that, I am who I am today, so I have no regrets.

I intend to continue doing so.

I can’t let Nanase suffer because of the Ichijo family.

I do have feelings for people, after all.

“Ah…then please.”

“Yes, you can always rely on me.”

Seeing her smile in response to my lie made my heart ache.

I’m sorry…Rei.

“…Well, I guess it’s time to get up.”

As I tried to sit up, Nanase gently held me back.

“Wait, can’t we stay like this a little longer?”

“I’ve already rested enough.”

“You’ve only slept for two hours. You need to sleep more.”

“No, I’m fine—”

“Rely on me more.”

“…Then, can I stay like this a little longer?”

“Sure, of course.”

I rested my head on Nanase’s thigh again.

For some reason, being with Nanase calms my heart.

I don’t know why, but it does.

…I guess I’ll rely on her a little.

Thinking that, I closed my eyes.

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