Source
https://kakuyomu.jp/works/16818093086092278099/episodes/16818093087263033909
“……Fufu.”
“What’s wrong?”
“Nah, it’s nothing.”
I couldn’t help but smile while eating.
My mom sitting in front of me is tilting her head, but all I can do is pretend that it’s nothing…because you know?
I don’t know what she would say if I told her I was thinking about Kamiki kun.
[I’m not…..strong.]
Kamiki kun said that.
The look on his face at that time was not full of confidence, but his eyes were flickering with a hint of anxiety…I remembered the way he had tears streaming down his face.
“……………”
Kamiki kun is a very strong person,…..which he proved at that time.
When I was about to be attacked, he was so strong that he could hold his opponent off, and even when he saved his mom, he was overwhelming.
So he couldn’t have been weak,……but I thought his words about not being strong were also not a lie.
(……I can’t leave him alone,….there’s no way I can leave him alone.)
That expression…..doesn’t suit Kamiki kun.
I’ve come to care about him so much because of the way he helped me, and even the way I’ve spent time with him since then has a lot to do with it.
I enjoy talking with him a lot, and when he smiles, I get excited, and when he shows his shy face, I think it’s cute.
(I wonder if I felt this way when I was with Hibari kun……)
I don’t even think about him anymore.
I started dating him after I entered high school and Hibari kun passionately confessed his feelings to me-I wasn’t particularly interested in dating him, but I thought it would be okay to experience it while I was still a student.
(Even though I’m sure I thought it would be fun……)
I never thought that spending time with Hibari kun was boring.
I had a feeling that this is what it would be like to date a boy, and I didn’t care that Hibari kun wasn’t the type to tell me I was cute.
But……I gradually began to feel that this was not enough, because I got to know Kamiki kun, who could convey words to me with a straight smile.
(I…..)
What do I think about Kamiki kun?
I’ve been thinking this way all the time lately, but there’s another parallel thought–I don’t want him to have a sad expression on his face….a sad expression that brings tears to his eyes.
I want him to smile…..all the time.
I want him to talk to me with that smile all the time, and I want him to show me that embarrassed look only to me….hopefully, he will show me everything more than Rira.
“…Eh?”
At that moment, a scene appeared in my mind.
[Haha ! You’ve finally become honest ! After all, that’s not how women are !]
[Hey, please……more, more…..!]
[Then go ahead and ask for it.]
[Please ! Please love me~ !]
With a lewd look on his face, I was being forced by that guy……Togura.
It was a sight that made me want to turn away, but it was as if I was being shown the me that Kamiki kun couldn’t save.
[Stop……don’t get close to me….!]
[Ah….why did this….. Runa !]
My best friend, Rira, and my mom, who had changed, moved away from me with a look of despair on their faces.
I was defiled by Togura and he’s laughing without caring, but then the images flowed further and I lost everything…..and so I despaired, grew old, gave up on everything and hung my head on a rope.
“!?”
“Runa !?”
I came to myself in a huff, and my body shook strongly.
My mom ran over to me and rubbed my back as if she was worried about me, but still the shaking and discomfort in my body did not go away.
“Haa……haa……!”
I repeated deep breaths and somehow managed to calm myself down.
“……Oh……I see.”
Everything fits together in my mind.
I mean, I understood that Kamiki kun not only saved me that time–he changed my destiny and even changed my future.
“Are you okay?”
“Yeah. I’m sorry for worrying you.”
If he saved me, I should pay him back.
And that would lead to not giving Kamiki kun a sad look.
The scene I had just seen was already gone and I was back to my normal routine.
My mom still stared at me with concern, but I reassured her for the time being that everything would be all right.
“It would be better if you were okay.”
“I’m really fine.”
“……………”
“Mom?”
I was worried about my mom, but on the contrary, I actually noticed that she was acting strangely.
……I wonder if something is wrong.
▼▽
“G-good morning.”
“Good morning, Masato.”
When I went to take out the morning trash today, Sumiyoshi san was there.
She’s dressed in the usual rough style, or rather, she’s so naughty that she came out of the house in her nightgown.
Even though she is wearing a jacket, underneath it is probably a thin shirt? Is it called a camisole? The frilly cloth like that is slightly visible.
“You took out the trash today, too, great job.”
“Please give me more compliments !”
I say that, perhaps because I woke up so well in the morning.
She was probably wondering what I was talking about, but Sumiyoshi san widened her eyes, quickly smiled and approached me.
Sumiyoshi san stood in front of me, her large breasts peeking out from her chest, swaying gently, and gently stroking my head.
“Oh, um……I meant it as a joke…….”
“…………….”
Sumiyoshi san doesn’t say anything, just stares at me and doesn’t stop stroking me.
I thought I saw a hint of loneliness or sadness in her eyes, but I thought it was probably just my imagination, but Sumiyoshi san spoke up.
“You remind me of my brother.”
“Your brother?”
“Yeah……but he passed away a long time ago.”
“……………”
“He’s about three years younger than me, and if he were alive, he’d be 26……just when he was in high school, he got in an accident.”
“……I didn’t know that.”
I had no idea what Sumiyoshi san had told me, of course.
I thought that my mother probably didn’t know either, but I doubt she would talk about such things.
Sumiyoshi san stopped stroking, folded her arms under her chest, looked up at the sky, and continued speaking.
“I haven’t talked to Nachi about it, but Masato’s atmosphere is very similar to my brother’s. So maybe that’s why I was looking at my brother a little.”
“I see…….”
“I’m sorry to start the morning with such a bitter story.”
“Not at all ! I’m fine with that “
But I see,…..I thought she was being very friendly and I had my doubts, but that’s how it happened.
“Sumiyoshi san.”
“Yes?”
“You can talk to me anytime. Or rather, can I talk to you when I see you?”
“Ah…..yeah. Of course.”
“Thank you very much ! Well then, I’m off !”
“Be careful.”
I was seen off by a smiling Sumiyoshi san and headed to school.
As I walked to the school, I wondered what kind of person Sumiyoshi san’s brother was.
If I had the chance to talk to her again, it might be a good idea to ask her.
“……Hm?”
I was almost at the school when I saw a familiar back.
As I was staring at her, thinking that it wasn’t unusual to see her back like this these days, she turned around as if it were a matter of course–it was Aizawa.
Instead of heading straight to school, she walks toward me.
“Good morning, Kamiki kun.”
“Good morning, Aizawa.”
……There’s been a lot of this going on lately.”
“Yeah,……erm, so?”
“Well, since we’re here, why don’t we go together?”
“…..Are you sure?”
“You mean, like, rumors? Don’t worry–I’ll squash any rumors that start up.”
“……………”
Aizawa san,…… I wonder if there was some kind of change in her state of mind.
I feel like the demon lord or overlord I’ve seen in manga or anime…..but in the end, I head to school with Aizawa.
“Hey, Kamiki kun.”
“Yeah?”
“Can I call you by your name? In exchange, you can call me by my name.”
She also made such a suggestion, and I nodded my head in an atmosphere that made me feel like I was being asked whether or not I wanted to do so.
Kamiki Masato ♡←←←←Aizawa Runa….
Kamiki Masato ♡←← Aizawa←Ru←na….error
Kamiki Masato←♡←←←Runa Aizawa….connect
–
–
If you enjoy our content, feel free to donate, Thank you in advance !