Episode 68 – Feelings of Yano Ai

★Yano Ai (Side)

The next night after spending the night with Akuru, I decided to contact everyone as I had promised to report back to them ……

I have to say that Haruka seemed to be looking forward to it a great deal ……

I sent her a chat in a group with 5 girls in it except for Akuru

“Um, I’m back.”

I wasn’t sure what to send, so I ended up with this sentence.

“Welcome home, Ai-chan! Did you have fun?”

“Yes, it was a lot of fun. ……”

“That’s great, Ai chan! Congratulations!”

“Congratulations! Ai chan♪”

“Fufufu I’m so happy you guys are having fun. Congratulations, Ai chan.”

“Yay, that’s great, Ai-chan!♪”

I feel so embarrassed when people congratulate me like this. ……

But I feel happier than that. ……

“Thank you, everyone. ……”

“You were so nervous, Ai chan.”

“Yes, she was very cute.”

“Yes,…… thank you so much for that,…… I followed your advice and it went well,……”

“That would have been great!”

“I’m so happy for you!”

I answered what I could, but I kept my answers vague about things I was too embarrassed to answer.

I thought again how fun it was to be able to talk with everyone like this.

It was very embarrassing, though. ……

After the conversation with everyone was over, I sat on my bed, relaxing and thinking.

I still remember yesterday vividly……

I’m still embarrassed……

But I feel so happy and happy.

“I wonder if Haruka and Sara felt this way too……”

I had heard some stories from both of them, but they probably felt the same way……

My heart is warm and very fluffy inside.

I feel like I’ve become even closer to Akuru as well……

I used to watch dramas and hear people say that it’s a very happy thing to fall in love with someone, but I didn’t really understand it in the past.

But now I understand clearly.

My first love was probably Akuru……

And I’m glad my first love was Akuru……

I can feel so much happiness to love someone. ……

Akuru is very kind and very dependable……

And he understands me well.

That makes me very happy.

I feel so relieved.

I’m so glad that my mom and dad have given me their full-fledged approval.

It was very embarrassing to introduce my boyfriend to my mom and dad, though. ……

I arrived at Akuru’s house and talked with him, but I was a little nervous.

I don’t know how Haruka and Sara were, but I had no knowledge of such things.

I told that to Akuru honestly.

Then, he said to me.

“It’s your first time, so it’s not surprising if you don’t do well. I mean, you can leave it to me, and since it’s your …… first time, …….”

I was so happy and embarrassed that I couldn’t stand still, so I went to the bath.

I thought about what would happen next in the bath.

Then my heart began to race like never before.

It was pounding so hard that I couldn’t control it.

The pounding continued when I got out of the bath and went to the room where Akuru was.

I wondered if it would be obvious that I was blushing, but sure enough, it was.
“Um, Ai? Are you okay?”

“W-What’s wrong?”

“You’re blushing. Did you get sick?”

“I-it’s not like that, I’m fine. …… Come on, you too, Akuru, go take a bath quickly.”

After that, there was this exchange, but the truth is that I was embarrassed and I just wanted him to go to the bath as soon as possible.

I wanted to somehow calm down after he went to take a bath, but I couldn’t.

So I decided to talk to everyone, even though I was very embarrassed.

“Everyone…. umm…… right now, Akuru is taking a bath and I’m waiting in my room. …… well… … my heart is pounding so hard that I can’t stop it even if I try …… to stop it, and I don’t know what to do.”

“Don’t worry, Ai chan! The first time is the first time for all of us!”

“That’s right Ai chan! I felt the same way!”

“If you’re nervous, just get started and you’ll be less nervous as soon as you get started.”

“I’m sure I felt the same way too. ……”

“If so, Ai-chan! I’m sure you’ll feel less nervous as soon as you start.”

“W-Well, I’ll try to do that……, okay……”

I was playing with my phone when I saw Akuru getting out of the bath and called out to me from behind.

I was so surprised that I didn’t even need to hide my phone, but I did.

Then I told him the truth.

“Akuru…… honestly, right now my heart is racing like never …… before and I’m in a bit of pain …… I can’t even try to calm it down…….”

“So, you know, …… let’s get started …… quickly …….”

When I said that, Akuru kissed me and pushed me down.

I woke up in the morning feeling unbelievably embarrassed.

Remembering the night, I wanted to do something to drown it out, so I decided to take a bath anyway.

But the shower made little difference.

When I returned to my room, I found Akuru up.

“Hey, Ai, good morning”

He greeted me with a smile.

“G-good morning …….”

I was very flustered, but somehow I managed to reply.

But it was obvious that I was flustered and he was worried about me.

“Um, ……, are you okay?”

“W-What do you mean, ……?”

“You’re acting really distant, aren’t you?”

“N-No…..”

“Well, let me see your face, okay?”

I didn’t think I could look at his face right now, not very much.　

“Yeah, but I’m a little …… embarrassed.”

“I see. …… then.”

Then, Akuru hugged me and said

“You don’t have to look at me now, okay? Can I hold you like this until you calm down?”

I heard that and hugged him tightly.

I felt a great sense of security being hugged by his big body.

I felt my racing heart becoming calmer and calmer.

I told him that I was okay now that I had calmed down.

“I see… that’s good… I’m glad you’re okay… …… but more importantly… are you okay that I hugged you even though we just got into the bath?”

I was not concerned at all when Akuru asked me about it.

I sent Akuru to the bathroom.
　　

After getting out of the bath and eating dinner, I was told by him that he wanted me to be more pampered.

He told me that he wanted me to be more pampered …… and that he wanted me to rely on him more ……

I felt very happy to hear that, but on the other hand, I thought that I certainly hadn’t been honest with myself.

I certainly wasn’t asking for anything from him or kissing him.

I think I was basically always passive ……

Even if I couldn’t be as good as Haruka, I wanted to be able to do it like Sara.

I decided to be more honest with myself.

As a first step, I kissed him on my own.

I knew that being passive and doing it on my own were completely different sensations.

After kissing him, I felt embarrassed and my face turned red.

I tried to hide my embarrassment and said.

“Come to think of it, I’ve never initiated a kissed before. …… this is a step toward being honest with myself. ……”

“I was so happy to hear that,” he said in response.

S”peaking of which, you can do more and more of that from now on, Ai….., and I’ll be happy to do the same.”

I’m glad …… Akuru said that to me with a smile.

Even I was happy when he said that.

I said, thinking that if I kissed Akuru, he would feel happy.

“Y-yeah…… okay, you can look forward to it…….”

I was completely embarrassed.

I felt that from today I could be more open and honest with him
　

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