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★Yano Ai (Side).
“Embarrassing ……”
After I finished my study session, I was on my bed remembering today’s exchange with Akuru
I didn’t expect that Akuru would say something like that, and more importantly, I didn’t think I would say something like that.
At that time I was speaking honestly what I thought in my heart to the extent that I was surprised even by myself.
It was as if I had an indirect confession and said yes.
“Haaa”
It’s too embarrassing just to remember. ……
But it’s also true that I’m happy that I was able to tell him what I was thinking, albeit indirectly.
After the test results come out, either I or Akuru will confess. ……
To be honest I want to be confessed… but I also want to win the test against Akuru
No… ever since I came home, all I can think about is Akuru…..
But I wonder what would happen if we went out……
I’ve never really thought much about wanting to kiss a man or do anything more than that.
I was supposed to. ……
But ever since I realised my love for Akuru, I’ve wanted to touch him a little bit more and kiss him a little bit, and lately… and beyond that too. ……
“Aaah No no”
In fact, until recently, I hadn’t thought much beyond kissing.
And yet, recently, Haruka made an outrageous remark to me and Sara.
Two days after Akuru’s birthday party, we had an appointment to go shopping in the afternoon.
Sara and I arrived before the meeting time, but Haruka arrived about half an hour late and apologised.
Haruka had never been late before, so I was a little worried that something had happened.
But that worry disappeared immediately.
During the shopping, I was watching Haruka, but she was rather more excited than usual.
Seeing Haruka like that, I stopped worrying.
After shopping we went to a family restaurant.
Me and Ai were told an extraordinary story there.
That Haruka was confessed to by Akuru and they decided to go out with each other. ……
Well, that didn’t surprise me that much.
They usually flirted with each other and even kissed.. I thought it was rather strange that they weren’t going out.
The problem is what happened after that. ……
On the day they started going out… they went to a hotel. ……
And several times in one night……
And then she said it felt really good. ……
Or rather, that she had just been with Akuru……
I was too shocked to say anything afterwards.
Probably Sara was the same, or perhaps Sara was more surprised than me……
Haruka said she didn’t want to hide anything from us, so she told us without concealment.
To be honest, when I heard that story, I was very misty.
I found myself surprisingly jealous.
I also wanted to be in a relationship like Haruka and Akuru……
After I heard that story, I started to be aware of s*x a little bit.
But now I think that even if I could, it would only be up to kissing…….
Then I decided to try to get a little bit closer to Akuru
That’s why I decided to take modelling jobs.
To be honest, I didn’t intend to do it at all, but since Akuru said he would do it, I decided to do it too.
The modelling job itself wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be.
And I was very happy that I was praised by Akuru
“Overnight, huh? ……’”
Even though I know nothing will happen with me, I’m still a little nervous…
It’s Akuru, so he won’t make a move until we’re properly together.
Besides, if I’m going to kiss someone, I’d rather do it after we’ve been together properly. ……
“Haa, I can’t wait for the test to be over. ……”
What can I say, I’m looking forward to the day when I’m going out with AKuru right? ……
I suddenly looked at the clock and realised that it had been an hour since I started thinking about Akuru
“Haa, let’s study ……”
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★Aizawa Sara (Side)
I like Akuru kun.
If you ask me what I like about Akuru-kun, there are many things, but I would have to say it’s his eyes.
Ever since I first saw his eyes, I haven’t been able to forget him.
When I think about it, it might not be the same as love at first sight, but I think it was a feeling similar to that.
I’ve only recently realised that I’m in love with him, but since then I haven’t been able to shorten the distance between us because I haven’t had a chance.
If only there was a trigger ……
I say that, but in reality I’m just too embarrassed to make a move. ……
Then recently I heard a shocking statement from Haruka chan.
Apparently, she said that she had started going out with Akuru-kun.
As for me, I thought that they were actually already dating just because they hadn’t told us.
But that didn’t seem to be the case.
So I wasn’t that surprised when I heard that they had started dating, and I could honestly say congratulations.
It would have been fine if that was all, but I never thought she would say something like that. ……
Akuru-kun and Haruka-chan have apparently become adults. ……
I wanted to honestly say congratulations, but for some reason I couldn’t.
It’s probably because I thought Haruka-chan was the only one who moved on and was being unfair……
But that’s because Haruka-chan is taking action and I’m not making any moves… it’s only natural that there’s a difference. ……
In the midst of all this, I decided to cook for Akuru-kun and Ai-chan together with Haruka-chan at today’s study session.
It’s not that I’m not good at cooking, but I’m not as good as Haruka-chan.
I was a bit worried about that, and what if I couldn’t make it taste good… I thought so.
But Haruka chan encouraged me and told me that it was delicious.
So I decided.
There’s no point in dwelling on it forever… I’ll try harder!
Well, I said the same thing when I kissed Akuru-kun on the cheek. ……
“I wish Akuru-kun would come to me aggressively ……”
To be honest, Akuru-kun would never deny my or Ai-chan’s feelings.
I think Ai-chan understands that, of course…but that doesn’t mean she can’t just go for it.
Because we’ve never been in a proper relationship. ……
As for Suguru-kun, I fell in love with him when I was a child, but there was nothing romantic about it, and before I knew it, I was in high school.
That’s why I don’t know what to do with love.
But I can’t change if I keep thinking about that. ……
“Alright! Let’s go for it!!!!”
But I guess it’s important to have a trigger… until I find a trigger, I’ll work hard in moderation. ……
I was thinking about that without being known to others.
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