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As my consciousness gradually faded away, I was seeing “something” that resembled a runaway light, like a fragment of a memory.
[Isn’t Sakimiya’s big boobs really sexy?]
[I want to squeeze those big boobs as much as I want. ……]
[I’ve been having fantasies about doing it with her. It feels so good.”
This memory is from when I was in …… junior high school and heard boys talking in the classroom.
It was the main reason why I started to dislike men.
Men always looked at my body and never paid attention to the real me.
They don’t care what I think about myself, they always think about my body, like how big my breasts are or how erotic I am.
But— it wasn’t just men.
[Sakimiya san, isn’t she getting carried away just because her breasts are big and she’s cute?]
[Yesterday, I heard a rumor from a girl in the next class that she and a senior in the third grade are having it and are always having a lot of fun.]
[Is that so? Well, she just acts like a nice girl on the outside, but behind the scenes she seems to have a strong sexual desire. So, why don’t we give her the nickname Bitch Sakimiya?]
[That’s great! Hahaha.]
After school in junior high school, I heard girls talking behind my back about me in the classroom where I went to pick up something I had forgotten.
Envy, jealousy, and hatred. ……
The world is full of people with nauseatingly bad character.
I didn’t do anything or hurt anyone. And yet it is strange that I am the only one who gets hurt.
After my worst experience in junior high school, I quit hoping for others.
My personality became clearly divided into front and back, and I even created a secret social networking page.
I think it was during this time that I became a landmine type of person.
Even though I did nothing, I was hurt because of the presence of others.
If no one sees the real me, I can only pursue my prettiness on my own.
Since entering university, I have had pink hair with a red inner color, and I wear only pink Lolita clothes that I like.
Expressing what I liked in my own world had become my way of life.
But then I met Kazakiri-kun.
When he first approached me with an umbrella, I was wary, thinking he was picking on me or something, but Kazakiri-kun protected my “cuteness,” and even after lending me his umbrella, he didn’t ask for anything in return.
It was strange and I didn’t understand what it meant, but for the first time in my life, I was interested in a boy.
He was the only one in the world who looked at me.
[For me, Sakimiya-san is a cool girl who loves pink things, has a strong sense of self, and is always full of confidence! I want you to continue to be the Sakimiya-san you’ve always been!]
When I was troubled by other people’s values as a minefield type, Kazakiri-kun revealed that he cared for me like that.
I was sincerely happy.
I began to really think about the clumsy but always desperate Kazakiri-kun.
So,…… I will continue to be …….
“….. Sakimiya-san! Sakimiya san!”
A voice calls to me from far away.
I want to keep hearing that voice with a gentle tone.
“Sakimiya-san!”
“……!”
My blurry vision clears, and there in front of me is the face of the man I love.
“Is everything alright? Sakimiya san.”
“……Kazakiri, kun.”
When I woke up, I was lying near the bath mat outside the bathroom, being cared for by Kazakiri-kun, who was holding an fan.
“You looked like you was drowning in the bathtub, so I got panicked. Maybe it was because you saw my lower body? Ahaha.”
Kazakiri-kun had already changed into his loungewear, and the “thing” I saw was well hidden.
“That’s not true. I’ve always been prone to getting hot.”
I stood up, a little wobbly.
Apparently, he had never taken off my bath towel, and there were no signs that he had done anything strange to me.
If it had been any other boy, he would have done something nasty to me, but Kazakiri-kun didn’t do that, and he was always worried about me.
“I’m sorry about before, Sakimiya-san. I showed you something strange.”
I was at a loss for a response as Kazakiri-kun said apologetically
“…I don’t mind. But I guess I was a little surprised.”
When I said this with a bitter smile, Kazakiri-kun let out a small sigh of relief.
“You need to get cold, so Sakimiya-san, go change your clothes! I’m going outside!”
“Yeah. Thank you, Kazakiri-kun.”
Kazakiri-kun hurriedly walked out of the bathroom.
Alone, look at my body in front of the bathroom mirror.
“Kazakiri-kun, you could have …… been more naughty to me.”
The body heated up and wanted Kazakiri-kun.
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After the bath one.
Sakimiya-san exchanged a few conversations and immediately went back to the next room.
We had had such a good time before the bath, but after the bath there was an awkward atmosphere between us.
“I had just shown her something unholy, and things got …… awkward.”
As expected, even Sakimiya-san drew back,…….
That’s what normally happens.
“Aaaah! But I don’t want to have a bad relationship like this! ”
If this happens, I’ll talk to that person…….
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