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I came home after finishing all my college classes, but the tension was quite low. The fact that I ran out of the house in the morning in high spirits felt like a lie.
“I guess Suzuno chan is still Yuito’s No. 1.”
I had actually planned to skip all of my classes today and spend the whole day nursing Yuito, but my feelings were completely dampened.
“I feel like an idiot for getting all worked up on my own……”
Originally, I had no intention of getting physical with Yuito today. I was planning to end the day by making fun of Yuito, who was in a panic after seeing me naked.
As expected, I had no intention of putting too much stress on Yuito, who was suffering from a cold. Also, since it was my first experience, I would have liked a more romantic situation.
Well, if Yuito insisted, I would have given it a try. But what came out of Yuito’s mouth was an apology to Suzuno chan.
I thought I was able to make Yuito more aware of my existence during our trip to Hakone, but it seems that there is still a high wall between Suzuno chan and me.
I was so miserable and in pain that all I could do was pretend that everything was just a dream that Yuito was having and run away from the situation.
“I’m really jealous of Suzuno chan.”
Why is it that Suzuno chan can so easily get what I have really wanted for a long time?
I was supposed to love Suzuno chan, but I couldn’t help but hate her. It’s not the kind of feeling that a normal older sister would have toward her own younger sister.
I was really ashamed of myself for having such feelings for Suzuno chan. While I was thinking that, I heard footsteps from outside the room.
“Oh, you’re home already, Onee chan.”
“Suzuno chan, welcome back.”
Suzuno chan opened the door and came into the room wearing a sailor suit. It seemed like it was after school before I knew it.
“You always come home late these days, but it’s rare to see you today.”
“Sometimes your sister has days like that too.”
“Speaking of which, Yuito kun was absent today, do you know anything about it?”
“Yeah, I heard Yuito caught a cold and has been in bed since this morning.”
“I see, Ayato kun has also been looking depressed all day long, so both of them are not feeling well today.”
Suzuno chan said such a thing with a serious look on her face. Suzuno chan doesn’t seem to notice at all, even though we sisters are the cause of Yuito and Ayato’s illness.
“…..Hmm, Onee chan, your face is looking paler than usual, is something wrong?”
“Yeah, I’m pretty tired because of everything that’s happened to me.”
“Even a girl with amazing physical strength gets tired sometimes. I see. That’s why you came home early today.”
Hearing my words, Suzuno chan was convinced on her own. Suzuno chan is really simple.
“Suzuno chan looks a little happy, did something good happen to you at school?”
“Actually, a boy that my friend liked confessed to her and they started dating. I’ve been rooting for her all this time, so even I was happy.”
“Oh, I see.”
“I’m going to take this opportunity to share this story with Onee chan.”
Suzuno chan, who doesn’t know anything about my worries and struggles, starts talking with a happy look on her face. To be honest, I wasn’t really interested in what Suzuno chan was saying, so I just thought I’d just give her some advice and ignore it.
I was not in the mood to listen to other people’s love stories. That’s what I thought, but before I knew it, I was hooked.
“In the beginning, the boy had someone else he liked and he didn’t even seen her as a romantic interest in the first place?”
“Yeah, it’s really amazing that she went from that to making him fall in love with her and make him confess his feelings for her.”
“I’m really curious as to how on earth she managed to make him aware of her?”
“That’s the thing……”
I was completely hooked because my situation was quite similar to Suzuno chan’s friend. The more I listened to it, the more it resembled me now.
“……I see, that method was indeed a blind spot.”
“Yeah, so if the person you like doesn’t look back at you, I think you’ll need a lot of courage, but I think you can give it a try too.”
After saying that, Suzuno chan leaves my room with a satisfied look on her face. Apparently, I like Yuito too much, but my own perspective has become quite narrow.
“I think I know a little bit more about how I should approach Yuito.”
Honestly, the risk is quite high, as it requires a major change in approach from before, and if I fail, Yuito may dislike me. Also, I have to put up with a lot of things.
However, I was convinced that this approach, which utilized male psychology, would definitely be effective. It may cause Yuito a lot of pain, but it is all for the sake of our happy future.
“Wait for me, Yuito, and I will definitely make you mine, both body and soul.”
I quietly expressed my determination. Now, here comes the second round.
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