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I rented a boring movie with the intention of being bored, but of course I was so bored that I couldn’t get the content into my head.
In this situation, I was so concerned about Kurusu that I couldn’t help but think of other things to do,…….
Just now, we kissed
The first time.
In the park of our memories.
Having dinner together and watching a movie together with a girl who did things that friends would never do together.
That extraordinary feeling makes me realize that we really are now lovers.
…… Kurusu is the same as always.
I hear that girls grow up so fast, and maybe that’s seriously true. I’m starting to feel ashamed of myself for being so aware. I’ve been so nervous all the time, I’m too much of a kid. ……
I want to grow up and calm down a little more.
Otherwise, I won’t be able to move forward any further.
I want to tell Kurusu that I love her in more ways.
“…….”
I took a small breath and gently held her hand.
This is the only thing I can do right now,…….
I’d be happy if my feelings could be conveyed to her, even if only a little.
“………… can’t.”
“Hm?”
Suddenly, Kurusu let out a thin voice.
A dark living room with only the light from the TV. Her face, illuminated by the light from the screen, was so red it looked like it would melt at any moment.
“W-we can’t……….”
Can’t? You mean holding hand?
“Why no?”
“……W-why not, of course we can’t!?”
“Eh?”
We’ve held hands a lot in the past, and we even kissed a while ago.
I don’t know what’s wrong with it at all.
…I guess that means she doesn’t want to be touched right now.
If that’s the case, I’m sorry for what I did…
“A-At least put it on,……!!”
“Put it on?”
What do you mean “put it on?” ……
Ah, ……. You mean turn on the light?
“Why? It’s better if you don’t turn(put) it on right?”
“Haa?! No, but ……!”
It makes the movie more realistic.
It helps me doze off easily and is perfect before going to bed.
“Plus, you said you like it better without them on, too.”
“I-I like it better without it on? W-When did I say that?!”
“When? I think I’ve asked you several times before. ……”
“You didn’t! Just put it on!!”
I had no idea what it meant, but I had no choice but to sit up and go turn on the light.
The moment the room brightened up with a snap, Kurusu peeled her eyes and backed away.
“W-Why are you making it so bright!? It’s embarrassing!!”
“……, what are you seriously talking about? Are you drunk?”
“I’m not drunk! Turn off the light quickly!”
I had no choice but to turn off the light and return to the couch with a sigh.
There waiting for me was Kurusu, who still had a look of shock on her face.
“I told you to put it on!!”
“No, I turned(put) it on just now.”
“You are not wearing it! I know it when I see it!”
“Ah, yeah, …… sure, I haven’t turn (put) it on right now.”
“If you know, why did you lie?!”
“It’s not a lie, it’s true what you said just now…?”
“I said you are not wearing it!!”
“I turned (put) it on.”
It’s no use.
It’s as if I’m not getting the message.
“Even I…..! I want to do that with Arata, too! I want to do it so bad you know!!”
“…… hmm?”
“But I’m not ready to go that far yet! I want more memories of just the two of us together, and I want to do lots of loverly things!”
“……?”
I raised my hand and said, “Can I talk to you for a second?”
“This is about lighting, right ……?”
“…… Eh?”
“You mean turn on the lights, right? No?”
“….I-I want you to wear a contraceptive. …….”
“contraceptive”
“It’s fine to do that, but…I-I think we should do things properly until we can both take responsibility…!”
“That’s …… yeah, I agree with you, but ……”
“Eh?”
“Hnn?”
It turned out that we were hopelessly out of sync.
After much thought, I came up with a theory
“Maybe you saw me throw away a condom and thought I was trying to have a baby right away?”
“…………”
“You might think I’m lying, but the truth is, I got it from Inukai. I didn’t want Kurusu to see it and think it was for physical purposes, so I threw it away to show that I didn’t want to do it yet… ”
“…………”
“Somehow, I’m sorry. Really I’m sorry. I never thought it would be received that way. I’m really sorry—”
“Forget it now.”
With her face dyed bright red, she releases a voice of absolute zero.
She glared at me with a fierceness similar to Soichiro san’s, sharpening her gray twin eyes to the limit.
“Forget my embarrassing misunderstanding right away! Quickly!”
“W-What is that?!”
“Or I’ll give you an excruciating tongue-lashing that Arata’s heart won’t be able to bear!”
“I don’t know what that means—”
“Forget about it!!!!!”
She came at me with a force I had never seen before, and I fell backwards with a mighty thud.
Falling from the sofa, I hit the back of my head.
My consciousness just flew away.
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“I don’t remember what happened after I ate dinner. ……”
“That movie was boring, so you fell asleep.”
“Oh, I see,……, I’m going to take a shower. My head hurts like hell and I want to go to bed early today.”
“Y-yeah. Got it”
I saw him off to the bathroom and breathed a big sigh of relief.
The new method of memory erasure was a success.
……Ah, that was a close one.
I was about to make a terrible mistake on the first day of living together.
I found a discarded condom in my boyfriend’s room and mistakenly thought it was a signal to make a baby.
Questioning Arata’s ethics, I ranted and raved about putting it on and embarrassed him to no end. ……
Had I not wiped his memory, I am sure he would have been disappointed with me.
He might have thought that He should never have gone out with such a perverted prince whose skull was no bigger than a middle-school boy’s.
“This is our first night living together………”
I said to myself and shrank to my knees.
When I saw Arata naked, I got a nosebleed, cried, and was comforted.
We talked in the park of memories, told each other we loved each other, kissed each other.
I was in a panic when I Thought I was getting knocked as soon as I got home, and my stupid mistake was exposed, and I hurriedly erased his memory.
They say all’s well that ends well, and by that I mean today sucked.
My mistake ruined a day that should have ended happily ever after.
“Haa……”
A loud sigh echoed in the quiet living room.
If this is the first day, tomorrow may be even worse.
The day after tomorrow, and the day after that, something could happen, even if I were to be careful.
It was not a good start for me.
At the very least, I wish I could go back to the time when we kissed.
Such a wish lit up in my heart, but of course it would never come true, so I sighed once again.
My head was heavy like a low-pressure day.
“Whew, I feel so refreshed.”
As I was doing so, Arata came back from the shower
No, no. I’m going to make him worry if I look depressed like this.
I should act as usual …… and act like nothing happened.
Like nothing, like everything is fine. ……
“Kurusu.”
“Hmm? —Wait, ueee!?”
I was sitting on the sofa when Arata suddenly hugged me from behind.
The smell of fresh soap. The warmth of the still slightly wet skin and the warmth of the shower.
He brushes my hair out of my face a little too forcefully, and drops his lips to my neck.
“I’m sorry for the suddenness. Kurusu made me …… want to do it, too.”
A sweet voice rings in my ear.
“But it’s still embarrassing for me to put my own lips on it,…… because I probably wouldn’t be able to stand it.”
“……”
“I’ll get used to it little by little, and you’ll have to wait a little longer until I’m a more dependable guy, okay?”
“……y-yeah.”
“Thank you. I love you, Kurusu. I had a good time today, good night”
“Good night,…….”
Uhyoooo! ～～～～～～！！！！
First day of living together is the best. ～～～～～～～～～！！！！
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I really liked this one. Very cute romcom. It makes me want to read some other works where the heroine is an “prince” type.