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A week had passed since the day I had a firm grasp of a woman’s bulge for the first time in my life, albeit through her clothes.
Saki and I went shopping for clothes, and I had already submitted the first draft for Misaka san’s poster. Takuma has noticed that Misaka san has been a little quiet, but he doesn’t consider it a critical time yet. Well, there were many other things that happened during the week, but I’ll leave the details short.
In the midst of all this, Misaki sensei has yet to make any special requests to me. It seems that she has generally agreed to [ask me on a date] but she is still thinking about whether she can come up with something more interesting to demand.
And today is Friday again. I went about my day without incident, and then it was after school. Last week I was late because I had a photo session with Misaka san, but today I headed straight to the clubroom.
When I opened the door of the club room, I found that unlike usual, Azuma senpai was not there, and instead, only Misaki sensei was quietly drawing a manga by herself.
“Ah, Fujisaki kun. Azuma san is absent. She said she worked too hard yesterday and stayed up almost all night.”
“All-nighter….. I think that kind of thing should be done today.”
“I want to do it right away ! I guess that’s what happened. That kind of thing happens when you’re creating something.”
[I envy her youthfulness, but anyway, how nice of her to stay up all night ! Thanks to that, I’m alone with Fujisaki kun today……. I don’t think anyone else will be here today anyway, so I’m going to enjoy my time alone with him !]
I take a seat at the end of the room, which is my regular position. Then Sensei dared to come up next to me again.
“Are you nervous to be alone with me?”
“You shouldn’t say such things.”
“Ahaha. Surely.”
“No way, you didn’t touch any boys in school, did you?”
“No, I haven’t. Not yet.”
“What do you mean…… Do you intend to touch them in the future?”
There is something wrong with this exchange. It’s hard to pretend I don’t know anything.
“Well, what do you think?”
“What’s with that reaction……. Are you sure you are okay?”
Misaki sensei just smiled meaningfully. If it was me before, I’d think, [Oh, by any chance, Misaki sensei is..?] I must have been confused. But.
[I already want to say [Let’s date]. Even though I’m a serious person who is overly considerate of my partner, if an adult woman said something like that to him, he would probably fall in love with her. It’s ridiculous to keep the distance between teacher and student when I get such a thrill just by being around him, isn’t it?
Well, it’s not okay to have a shitty male teacher who takes advantage of a girl who doesn’t like him, but I don’t want him to be mixed up with that kind of thing.
There is also a point in broadcasting news with an atmosphere of absolute no-no for teachers and students. But if you just fell in love like this, you wouldn’t mind taking the romance seriously, right?]
Because of the way Misaki sensei’s feelings are leaking out, I’m not just nervous, I’m pounding.
For the past two weeks, I’ve been receiving so many affections that I’ve become very conscious of Saki, Misaka san, and Misaki sensei.
It’s really nice to be liked. If I had been offered such a liking from only one person, I would have started dating that person a long time ago. But since it was all three of them at the same time, I had my doubts and didn’t get to the point of going out with them.
“Fujisaki kun probably doesn’t understand it yet, but adults have their own circumstances. On the other hand, what would you do if Fujisaki kun really fell in love with the teacher? Would you give up on the idea of romance between a teacher and a student because it’s just not possible?”
“……Honestly, I won’t know until that time. I know that kind of love is not good, and that you should avoid relationships that have a sense of doom.
But……if I really love someone, maybe I won’t think that way. It might be a difficult love, but I think we would figure out a way to make it work somehow.”
I wonder if the reason I think this way is because I kept listening to Misaki sensei’s inner voice.
Even Misaki sensei is a woman before she is a teacher, and she may have uncontrollable feelings.
It is up to adults to somehow control those feelings. I can understand this thought, but it is not difficult to imagine the feelings that cannot be controlled.
I’m still only a child, but I could not find the words to deny Misaki sensei.
“Yup, yup. When you fall in love, you want to make it happen. Even though it is generally considered wrong for a teacher and a student to fall in love, as long as the feelings are mutual, it doesn’t matter.”
“I understand that feeling, but I don’t think it’s something a teacher should say.”
“Well, yeah. I am not a good teacher.”
“…I don’t think it’s a problem if you just think about it.”
“Oh my, you’re so kind. Fujisaki kun, you understand what I’m talking about.”
[Fufufufu. Fujisaki kun, your attitude has softened since last week, hasn’t it? If this is the case, there seems to be hope.
However, in the end, the biggest problem is Fujisaki-kun’s feelings……. I wonder what Fujisaki kun thinks of me?
I think I have a chance, judging from this reaction. But teacher and student is still quite an obstacle by itself, isn’t it? I don’t think I have the passion yet to make you really want to be with me even if I have to overcome that obstacle.
That said, there is no way forward for us if we continue with the teacher-student relationship. We have to take a step forward somehow.
I was thinking that it might be too early to do so….but if I had to make a request, it would be now. Phew,……I’m so nervous when it comes down to it.]
Misaki sensei’s thoughts have come together, and I brace myself as if it’s finally here.
“Hey, Fujisaki kun.”
“What is it?”
“Do you have some time tomorrow?”
“Eh? Well, I don’t have any particular plans.”
“Then, why don’t you go out with me?”
“Eh? Going out…… As I recall, it’s not allowed for teachers and students to go out privately, is it?”
“Ahaha. Well, yes.”
“What the heck….. Then it’s a no-go.”
“Fujisaki kun, do you remember our appointment last week?”
“…..I remember.”
“Well, tomorrow we’ll go out together, right? That’s what you promised, right?”
“I made a promise. But…..Misaki sensei, if we get caught…..”
When I’m invited, I hesitate a lot. From Misaki sensei’s point of view, this is an extremely risky invitation.
“Don’t worry. You don’t have to worry about me.”
“But……”
“It’s okay, it’s okay. I’m fine. We each had our own holidays, but we happened to be in the same place, so why don’t we just spend some time together and then go home separately?”
“….Would that work?”
“If we go through with it, that’s what we’ll do.”
“So pushy……. Even if you say so, Misaki sensei, it’s too risky. In the first place, why would you take such a risk to go out with me?”
[Of course it’s because I love that kind of thing. You know that, don’t you? It’s just that I’m not used to this kind of thing, so I’m not sure, okay? I want to tell you how I feel, but…..not yet.]
“I’ll tell you when you go out with me.”
“I see…….”
I guess I’m getting better at pretending I don’t know the answers to all the questions.
“I’ll give you my contact information. Don’t tell anyone, okay?”
Sensei handed me a piece of paper with her contact information on it.
I wondered if I should accept it or not…… I was almost hesitant, but in the end, I accepted it. I couldn’t reject Sensei’s crazy affection for me. No matter what I usually think, when it comes down to it, my will is too weak.
“I won’t tell anyone.”
“Yup. Don’t tell anyone about our date tomorrow, okay?”
“……I haven’t said I’m going yet, have I?”
“Eh? What now? Once you receive my contact information, you can’t back out, okay?”
“You’re being pushy…….”
“Sometimes I have to.”
“Is that right…….”
“Yeah. That’s right.”
[Hmm, it doesn’t seem like a complete problem, but it seems like there’s still some confusion. I thought he would be more enthusiastic about it if I invited him, but I guess she was just being shy….. Even so, it’s just the beginning. I’m sure there’s hope when he didn’t explicitly refuse the date.
However,……I’m starting to get nervous. The date is tomorrow, and after thinking about it all night, what should I do if he says he doesn’t want to go? I’ll be so depressed……. I might cry all day tomorrow…… Oh, I’m going to cry when I imagine it…….
If I think about it calmly, what I’m doing is unethical……. It’s unbecoming of a teacher……. Even if he had some fondness for me, Fujisaki kun might not like someone who commits such ethical violations. I didn’t think he was that kind of person…….
Ugh……oh no. I’m going to cry seriously. Before I asked him out, I was so excited that no unnecessary worries came to mind, but now I’m getting anxious…….
I wonder if I shouldn’t have done this, considering my position as a teacher? But I had this feeling that I couldn’t give up on him just because I’m his teacher.
That’s why I knew the risk and asked Fujisaki kun out. I knew I wouldn’t regret it.
Fujisaki kun, I know you’re thinking about it too……. Can’t you say something quickly……? At this point, even if it’s a refusal like, [I still can’t] or something like that, no, not that, but I want you to say something…… Ugh, my heart hurts……]
Misaki sensei just smiles calmly and only waits for my words. But inside, she is struggling a lot and showing her weak side.
I thought Misaki sensei was a strong person. I thought she was confident and never hesitated in her actions……. But I guess that’s not true. She is just a normal person who is a little older than me.
When I think about it, Misaki sensei seems even more adorable. There is some resistance to doing things that shouldn’t be done, but…..
“Sensei.”
“Hmm?”
[H-here it comes ! What !? What’s wrong !? I’m an irrational bitch !?]
“Um……okay. Let’s go out.”
“Yeah? Yay. By the way, is there anywhere you want to go?”
[Yaaaaaaaaaaaaay ! It’s a date, a date ! Tomorrow I finally have a date with Fujisaki kun ! The world is shining brightly ! I have no choice but to go all out ! It’s a hotel, a hotel ! I’m going to have to make sure that I give him so much pleasure that he can’t think of anything else but me !]
“Ah, let’s see…….I don’t know where exactly I want to go yet.”
I mean, do something about the fact that your thoughts are really erotic. I haven’t experienced women yet. I don’t intend to go that far with this outing. I feel that if I were to choose someone, I should get to know them before making a decision, so I decided to go out just for the fun of it……
“You know…….”
Misaki sensei looks calm, but her heart is full of tension. I can’t respond to all of her feelings, but just knowing her heart makes me irresistibly happy.
After that, Sensei proceeded to talk about tomorrow’s date plan, and that was about half of the club activities. In case you are wondering, a hotel was not mentioned at this time, but she kept saying hotel in her mind, and my lower body was reacting.
Was it really a good idea to accept the invitation? I still have my doubts……but it is also true that there is a part of me that is looking forward to it. No, I have no intention of doing anything naughty. I’m pure , so I’m not going to go that far. Yeah.
I mean…after I agreed, I started to worry again, but it wouldn’t be good if Saki found out about my date with Misaki sensei, right…..? She was also showing jealousy toward Misaka san, and if she found out that I was on a date with Misaki sensei…..it could have dire consequences.
It’s hard to tell Misaki sensei, who is so excited, that it’s impossible after all. Will I be able to complete this date safely?
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This mc is very pathetic, he just needs to be firm and decisive, he already has an overwhelming advantage over them which is that he knows what they think. In fact, the normal thing would be for him to take advantage of this to get involved with others and better understand what types of actions are well regarded and are not, both for his friends and for girls. After all, this power can be used for much more than just being passive.