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She wants me to tell ……Nanahoshi about me in depth?
Before …… she said she wanted to do whatever it takes, but didn’t that mean, in today’s case, that she wanted to cook with me?
I was listening to her just a few moments ago, but suddenly I can no longer understand the meaning of her words, so I ask.
“Nanahoshi, what do you mean by ────?”
As I was about to ask the meaning of those words, Nanahoshi continued and said in a sweet voice.
“I want to see what only I know about you, Toiro-san,……! I was too embarrassed to …… prepare, but it doesn’t have to suddenly be the real thing today. ……”
“Preparation, real ……?”
“…… eh?”
Seeing that I was bewildered, she also raised her voice in further bewilderment.
Speaking of it, she said that she was too embarrassed to prepare …… I was wondering why she was embarrassed to go out to buy ingredients. ……
And what do you mean by the real? The cooking is already done, so there’s no real thing, there’s nothing to do, and even the preparation shouldn’t need anything more────, I thought, and then I understood everything.
Preparation, real thing, Nanahoshi’s room, we won’t be able to stay friends …… given all those things.
“Nanahoshi, could it be ────”
“I-I’m sorry, I’m sorry! Please, please don’t say anything beyond that!”
She stopped hugging me and said so with a red face.
But this Nanahoshi’s reaction …… was that, was that it?
“Its …… I’m sorry, I couldn’t realise Nanahoshi’s true intentions.”
When I apologised to her, she waved her hands and said.
“No! I-I was too sudden! really! There’s nothing wrong with you! It’s just that I jumped up on my own…”
That’s what Nanahoshi says on the surface, but as someone who lies about himself all the time, I can tell that right now, Nanahoshi is desperately lying about herself and trying to make things better.
She’s doing her best to suppress her emotions so that they don’t overflow… If I had realized this sooner, I wouldn’t have made her sad, but there’s no point in having such regrets… What I have to do now, as the cause of her sadness, is to leave this place as soon as possible.
I stood up and said to Nanahoshi.
“I’m sorry for staying here so long, I’m leaving now.”
“!Wait, please!!”
When I told her this and went out into the corridor leading to the entrance, she came out into the corridor as I did and said in a loud voice
“I don’t want our fun time to end like this because of me! I’m totally fine with it, so let’s watch the movies together now────”
“Nanahoshi”
I hug her, who is still mending herself.
“T-Toiro-san!”
“…… you said that this summer, the two of us will go to the beach together.”
“…… yes, I did.”
Nanahoshi seemed confused by me suddenly bringing up another topic, so I continued.
“I don’t know if I have the right to say something like this since I made you sad again, but would you like to go to other places with me this summer, not just the sea?”
“…… Eh?”
“Nanahoshi told me that I can do anything, but that’s really not true…I can certainly study and exercise in a wide range of ways, but on the other hand, I’m really ignorant of other things…Of course, I’m not going to use that as an excuse for what happened this time…However, the fact is that I’m ignorant of most things right now…But—-I feel like I don’t want to be ignorant of Nanahoshi at least right now. ”
” ……!”
“So, Nanahoshi ……, I want you to tell me about you.”
When I told Nanahoshi exactly what came out from the bottom of my heart, Nanahoshi hugged me back and said,
“That’s… isn’t it obvious! From now on, I’ll take my time and teach you everything about me, Toiro san!”
“Thank you …….”
After that conversation, we stopped hugging each other and looked at each other’s faces and said.
“Nanahoshi, see you later.”
“Yes, see you again …… I’m looking forward to lots of other things as well as the sea, so let’s make this summer the best summer ever for both of us!”
She said this in a very happy way,──── and there is no pretence there any more.
“Yeah.”
After answering that, I put on the shoes at the entrance and left her house.
I want …… one day ──── to treat her without pretending anything.
On this day,…… such a desire began to grow inside me.
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