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After declaring to Kusunoki that I would tell her [I love you] every day. We talked about it and decided on a few rules.
One. Be the same as usual in the classroom.
One. When Kusunoki contacted me, and after school, I had to come to the designated empty classroom.
One. Praise Kusunoki a lot when she calls me.
One. Do not make this relationship public.
It’s all one.
When we decided on this rule, we also exchanged contact information. I couldn’t sleep well last night because my brain melted into mush when she said to me, [Yukito kun is the first boy I exchange contact to for personal use.[
Let’s get back to the story. To summarize the rule, I only have to tell her that I love her so much after school or when Kusunoki calls me. Otherwise, I just act as usual. It’s very easy and I don’t have to tell anyone.
It was…..supposed to be easy.
“Hey there, Yukito kun.”
“Afuh-oh-uh-uh-uh.”
“You really don’t get used to it.”
……I feel like Kusunoki is talking to me a lot today.
This is the third time she’s done so. Yesterday it was at most once a day.
“What were you two talking about?”
“Nerd talk….I’d like to say that, but we were discussing an assignment. This guy is smart.”
“You’ve got a good grade even though you’re an otaku.”
“Heh, you mean math? Can I join you?”
Too close. The sweet smell of the air evaporates!
“……?”
Kaname stared at me. And then he looked at Kusunoki and tilted his head.
Oh no. Come to think of it, this guy had really good intuition. Actlike I always do…well, it’s just like I always do.
“Oh, oh, I’m only good at studying, but I’m not good at teaching. I-I-I think you should ask someone else.”
“……? Really?”
“No, he’s really good at teaching. He probably treats his idol as a deity.”
“Then can you teach me, Yukito sensei?”
“Asskskskks.”
“You’re more desperate than usual today, aren’t you?”
I’m desperate because I’m somehow closer to Kusunoki than usual…..but I swallow the word.
And somehow, while I was teaching them something, I remembered something.
There was a program that had an academic assessment. [Suh] participated in it, and I think tKusunoki scored more than 90%.
Moreover, she answered correctly some math problems that are difficult for high school students to solve…..as I recall.
However, I thought it wouldn’t be a good idea to point that out in front of Kaname.
I continued my explanation with a twitch in my cheeks.
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“Isn’t this kind of close?”
“……? Is it just your imagination?”
“I hope it’s just my imagination.”
Kusunoki and I were currently in an empty classroom. I tried telling Kusunoki, who was sitting next to me with desks close to each other, but…it seemed like it was just my imagination.
Seeing that her hands were shaking slightly, I nodded and sat down.
Apparently, from time to time, she gets flashbacks of extreme remarks and harassment from antis.
At this time…..or after school, it seems like she used these deserted empty classrooms to stay alone until she calmed down.
When she came to this high school, the principal gave her permission to do so.
Incidentally, she said that she entered the rooftop yesterday because it was unlocked and she did not know that it was off-limits.
Since the rooftop was off-limits, we went to an empty classroom today.
“…I want you to praise me right away, Yukito kun.”
“It’s great that you’re alive !?”
“No, I’m serious about it. Idol’s survival is food for the fans. If you want to say more, say that you’re happy if your idol lived happily.”
No, really, no more. I was quite chilled when I found her on the rooftop yesterday. I thought my heart was being squeezed into a rag.
“I love you. I love you. It wouldn’t hurt if I had a hundred camphorwoods in my eyes.”
“I don’t know about that analogy, but….I’m happy.”
“You’re too cute?”
Maybe one day it will be effective against all diseases. This cuteness.
“…… I’m feeling a little better.”
“Eh? I can still say it. I can say it for another 500 in a row.”
“Fufu, I’m glad to hear you say that. ….It makes me want to work harder.”
“Isn’t it fine to take a break?”
“That’s where I have to compete with others…….”
No matter what you do, an idol is a hard worker.
“Taking a break means you’re taking care of yourself. That’s great.”
“……Hm, fufu. I guess so.”
In other words, great. You’re great no matter what you do.
“Thank you for being alive. I love you.”
“……!”
As I was worshiping hier, the air in the classroom changed.
Hm? What’s wrong?
If you look with eyes that are so beautiful, I’d think it was a star-filled sky were staring at me. Maybe there is a heaven behind those eyes.
“Ummm, hmm. It’s nothing. I think it’s just my imagination.”
“Hmm? Is it? Well, that’s okay then.”
“…But I’m sorry. Show me your face.”
“Eh? Should I just rip it off?”
“No one wants that kind of bizarre development. Excuse me.”
Oh hey, don’t flip my bangs. Because I’ll fall in love harder. I already am.
I love you.
“……”
“Breath properly, okay?”
“……..I will. I love you.
I’d been exposed. I don’t know if it’s okay to breathe in such close proximity. I have been brushing my teeth three times in the morning since Kusunoki’s arrival, but I wonder if it is okay to eat a little bit of Brescia.
All jokes aside, I try to breathe as much as possible. Ah, it smells good. I’m dying.
“…I think I’ve seen you somewhere before? Maybe you’ve come to live shows or something…? We haven’t been able to do it lately, but maybe a handshake event.”
“Oh, no, um. I don’t have much of a presence.”
“Hmm. Even so, I don’t often forget it. What’s the name of your SNS?”
“Give me a break, I’m really gonna die.”
As expected, being recognized by my idol is a little embarrassing.
“I-I’m sorry. That wasn’t very delicate.”
“Since my idol apologized to me, I will commit seppuku and apologize.”
“Why would you do that !?”
I’m starting to feel like an annoying otaku. I need to calm down.
“…I wanna calm down, so Kusunoki, could you please leave for a while? My heart feels like a construction site in the neighborhood.”
“Ah, sorry. I’m still getting used to being around boys.”
Hmmm? She’s not used to it? I feel like she’s getting along with everyone.
Kusunoki smiled bitterly, as if she could hear my inner voice.
“…..I still don’t know how to get used to the distance between boys. I went to elementary school, junior high school, and the one I went to before that was an all-girls school.”
“Eh, really?”
I didn’t know about the school Kusunoki attended. I’m sure I could find out if I looked it up, but that kind of thing might be the kind of thing that a specific group does. It must not have been released on radio or television.
“Yeah. When I’m with everyone else, I’d keep the distance, but when Yukito kun is my opponent, I tend to get closer.”
“Oh, no, I’m falling for you.”
“Fufu, you still love me?”
“I love you ! ! ! ! ! !”
The fan service is too divine. Is it fair that my idol shows a bit of a devilish side? She was a goddess… She’s like a secret boss in an RPG, having both the goddess and the devil. I wonder if I can find a bug to make her mine.
“….I’m having a great time talking to Yukito kun.”
“Are you trying to make me fall madly in love with you…..? I’m already in love with you…..”
“But you understand moderation, Yukito kun.”
“Well, my life is for my idol first.”
It’s no exaggeration to say that I live for my support rather than for myself. Yeah.
“…I feel really comfortable next to you.”
Kusunoki rests on her chin and looks at me. It looks too picturesque when a beautiful girl does it.
Her expression is smiling, but it looks so fragile that it could disappear if I reach for it.
“……”
“……”
From there, the conversation disappears.
I have to talk about something. That’s what I was called here for. Too many words were floating around in my head, and nothing was coming out.
“It’s fine, you don’t have to say anything else. You’ve praised me so much that I’ve forgotten everything that I don’t like. I’m fine just being next to you right now.”
And she said that to me first.
Then I couldn’t do anything except just stare at her.
……By the end of it, she looked refreshed as if possessions had fallen away, so I think this was probably the right thing to do.
It will continue to be like this every day from now on. It’s not painful at all, and if Kusunoki is happy…….I’ll be really happy if I think that Kusunoki will no longer be in pain.
A few days after I thought about this, a little incident happened.
At that time, I never imagined that Kusunoki would be found out.
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