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“What is it? Request? You can ask me anything.”
I can do whatever my idol wants…or rather, I want to do it.
I would like her to say it without hesitation by all means.
“Anything?”
“I’ll do anything.”
I nodded to Kusunoki who wanted to confirm. I’ll do anything. I’d stop if it was a crime or something, but…no, she wouldn’t ask me to do something that doesn’t have common sense.
“……Then.”
Perhaps because of her nervousness, Kusunoki swallowed hard. Even the onomatopoeia is cute. I love her more !
My foolish thoughts were blown away by Kusunoki’s words that followed.
“Every Saturday. I wonder if you could come over for dinner like you did today.”
“…… Hmm?
Eh? What?
Although I wanted to say that, I don’t want to make the same mistake again.
“D-dinner?”
“Yeah…..is that a no?”
“……I don’t have any reason to say no.”
“Really !? Well, then !”
“W-wait a minute. Can I ask you why?”
The smile hardens and turns into an affectionate smile as it flows.
“Erm. Are you gonna refuse if I don’t say it?”
“No, if you don’t want to tell me, it’s fine. I’m just curious. That’s no reason to refuse.”
I would have liked to hear it if possible, but I can’t help it if she doesn’t want to talk.
“Uh, no. I’ll tell you. If I don’t talk about it, I think it’s a bit harsh.”
She didn’t have to force herself, I thought, but I didn’t want to say that, so I kept my mouth shut.
“Do you remember what I said to you about me being a little mentally unstable right now?”
“I remember.”
‘Yeah…….actually, my parents are not at home for some reason.”
Kusunoki clenched her fist tightly. Then, with a sigh, she opened her fist.
“It’s not that I’m not loved. It’s just, you know. ….There are a lot of things going on, and my mother and father don’t know the details of why I’m unstable right now.”
“Hmm.”
I try to think about it for a minute and then immediately stop.
“But, I don’t want to be alone too much right now…I’m always like that at home.”
I remembered when she was crying in class.
…..Is she always like that when she’s at home?
“I think Kasumi andTsumiki would come if I called them. But they’re not good at disguises. I’m afraid they’re being identified. ….That’s why I can only ask Yukito kun to do this kind of thing because.”
The serious expression of the always cheerful Kusunoki. The serious voice.
It softened as she spoke the following words.
“…..I thought it would cheer me up if I could watch live performances and official channel videos again like we did earlier. Also, you ate the food so deliciously. I wanna continue to thank you.”
Her words did not seem to be a lie.
“So I ask you again. I’d be happy for you to come for me.”
“I understand.”
I nodded to Kusunoki who bowed her head.
It was a request that I had no reason to refuse.
Now I have a reason to accept it.
“Every Saturday evening…Is tomorrow and Sunday okay?”
“O-okay….”
“You didn’t seem to agree at all.”
“Ah, ha…..I’m sorry. But I don’t like being alone after all.”
Hmm, in that case…is that really too much of an offer?
No, let’s just ask. If she doesn’t want to, then so be it
“If you don’t mind, can I come on Sunday too?”
“…..Really?”
“As long as I don’t bother you.”
“You’re not.”
Kusunoki shook her head. The sweet smell of the hair is wafting in the air because of the shaking of the hair. Why does it smell so good…..
“I’ll be happy if Yukito kun comes. Really.”
“Then.”
“Thank you. Really.”
“—“
My hand was grasped with both hands so that it was wrapped around the palm of her hand. I can feel her body temperature…and my face feels hot, like the sun is shining on me.
“I-I’m sorry ! M-my friend from my previous school used to hold me like this…”
Wrapped in Kusunoki’s palm? How envious.
I mean, are the girls in all girls’ schools really close to each other?
“I-I don’t mind, but…ah, if you do that too much to boys, they’ll get the wrong idea, so be careful.”
“Y-Yukito kun is the only one who I can do this with……”
“Ahhhh.”
My heart dies when I hear something like that. I’m seriously in love, but I’m falling in love with her even more…
“I can feel safe with you, Yukito kun. I feel like you’re different from other guys.”
She raises her voice, which is inexpressible, and exhales heavily as she looks at the ceiling.
I’m so happy.
I guess I’m properly recognized as a good fan.
But hey, if this keeps up, I won’t be able to say anything. Only Kusunoki can praise me.
“Ah, tomorrow, the same time as today, is that okay?”
“Yeah. I’ll come pick you up again.”
“….You will?”
“Well, actually, I’m getting a little scared of the chime sound right now.”
When she said that, I let out a gasp. It’s scary to be identified. Security seems fine, but that’s probably not the issue.
“I see. I understand. I’ll finish my part-time job at the same time as today…..so please contact me.”
“I’ll be there at that time. Oh, and I’ll make dinner, too, so you can tell your family at home that.”
“……Got it.”
No one was home, but I didn’t need to tell her that much.
And I started to get ready to go home. I only have to pick up my luggage.
When I got up, Kusunoki saw me off at the door.
“See you tomorrow, Kusunoki.”
“Yeah, see you tomorrow. Yukito kun.”
……Tomorrow. This means that I will see Kusunoki every day, right? I see her at school on weekdays.
Is this really okay? Is it really okay for Kusunoki’s…[Sunlight Hope] fans to do something like this?
That’s what I screamed deep inside me and shook my head slightly.
I can make my favorite idol happy. Besides, this is just a little side treatment.
That’s what I told myself.
“……Okay, I’ll work hard at my part-time job tomorrow.”
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