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In the meantime, I need to find a place to sleep.
I can’t go back to the house anymore.
My wallet is in the house, but I don’t feel like going to that house to get it anymore, and more importantly, they won’t let me in if I go there.
Why am I in this mess?
What the hell did I do?
I’m filled with anger.
But it’s useless to feel that way.
“It’s all gone.:
My girlfriend, my best friend, my friends, my family, my place.
I lost everything.
But I don’t feel sad anymore.
It doesn’t matter.
No one believes me anyway.
Why is everyone putting me down?
You don’t have to do that.
I was sad and bitter that my girlfriend cheated on me.
But you didn’t have to go to such lengths.
Of course I was sad that she cheated on me, and I was angry that Satoru betrayed me.
But if they were happy, I would have accepted it.
But then they spread lies all over the place, and even took away my place.
How could they do such a terrible thing?
“I don’t see how thinking like this is gonna bring me more money, or a place to sleep today.”
Cursing the absurdity of the world right now won’t help.
The first thing I need to think about is how I’m going to get through today.
I have no place to stay at home, no wallet, no money.
All of my friends who might be willing to let me stay over are gone today.
“I really don’t know how I got into this mess.”
I was so stuffed up that I blurted it out in the street.
Not only was there no future in sight, but I doubted if I would be able to survive today.
I can’t get through this cold with just my uniform and jacket at this time of year.
I might freeze to death.
“Maybe that’s a good thing. There’s nothing I can do if I continue to live like this. I wanna go to school, but even if I go, I will be bullied anyway. I can’t even go home. On the other hand, if I could die here and now, it might be easier than I thought.”
I said this as I sat down on a bench in a park that I ended up walking through the city.
I don’t expect anyone’s answer to come back, but it seems I’m a very helpless person for saying it out loud.
“I’m not sure that dying would be easy.”
“Eh?”
As I was sitting on the bench and looking down, I was suddenly approached by a voice.
Who in the world is she talking to?
“Do you wanna die?”
The person in front of me was a well-known female student whose name and face were well-known to everyone in the school.
Her name was Amane Towa.
She was a second-year student in the same high school as me.
We were in different classes, but even I knew her name and face.
She had long, beautiful white hair and blue eyes as beautiful as the clear sky.
Rumor has it that she is half-Japanese and her parents are company presidents.
A successful person, to say the least.
And she was the complete opposite of the person I am today.
She was born with everything and I lost everything.
It is interesting that there is no similarity between us.
If there is, it’s only that we are people who live on the same planet.
“Why do you ignore me? I asked you if you wanted to die.”
She seemed to be in a bad mood, as if she didn’t like the fact that I didn’t respond to her question.
“I don’t know. I don’t know for sure either. But I think I’m gonna die if I don’t do anything.
“Heh～what do you mean you might die if you don’t do anything? YOu sick or something?”
She doesn’t seem very interested, but why is she asking me questions?
Well, it’s easier because she doesn’t have any malice toward me.
“No, I’m in good health. It’s just that I can’t go home and I don’t have any money on hand, and I feel like I’m gonna die if I have to stay here.”
“What’s that? What do you mean you can’t go home? Did you forget your keys?”
“It would be better if that’s the case. I was kicked out of my house. By my mom.”
I almost cry as I recall the events of just a few hours ago.
I feel so ashamed of myself.
“Did you do something very bad? You don’t seem like the type of person who would do something that bad. Come to think of it, you went to the same school as me, right? Tell me your name.”
“It’s Yanagi. Yanagi Sora.”
“That Yanagi that was rumored?”
Amane san’s eyes widened.
But she didn’t do anything more than that and didn’t try to distance herself from me or abuse me.
That made me very happy.
“I guess Amane san knows it too.”
“Well, yeah. But don’t worry, I won’t do anything to you because of it. I’m not the kind of person who believes rumors and assaults others.”
“Haha. I’m a little grateful. I’ve been receiving a lot of ill will today, and I’ve never had someone like Amane san who knows about the rumors and still doesn’t feel the same way.”
Even my parents didn’t trust me, but I feel a little relieved when I think that there is someone out there like Amane san, who doesn’t take rumors at face value.
“Perhaps that’s why you were kicked out of your house?”
“…..You could say that.”
“I see～that must’ve been hard for you. I’m sure you’re going through a lot more pain than I can imagine.”
Amane san is sympathizing with me in a cheerful tone of voice, as if she is concerned about me.
“Ahaha, I’m sorry I made you feel uncomfortable. Why is Amane san in the park at this hour? It’s already dark and I don’t think it’s the time for a woman to go out alone.”
The time is already past nine o’clock and it is the middle of winter, so the sun has completely set and it is pitch dark.
Even though there are streetlights, there are not many people walking around this park, so it is still dangerous.
“I went for a walk～well, it’s true that it’s a little too late. Since we’re here, you might as well drop me off. You’re free, aren’t you?”
“I don’t mind, but aren’t you worried? What if I am who they say I was?”
Who would normally ask a man who is rumored to have forced himself on his childhood friend to give a ride home?
No, there is none.
If there were, there would be three choices: a crazy person, an idiot, or a slut.
“I don’t think so. I can tell from our conversation that you’re the kind of person who would never do such a thing. Don’t underestimate me too much.”
She said, turning her face away from me.
The way she speaks is different from the way she does at school.
I wondered if she was just being herself.
“I see, I’m sorry I said that. If that’s the case, I’ll walk you home. Miss.”
I kneeled down and said the line.
“Don’t say that. Well, you’ll be my escort, won’t you? Sir Knight?”
Amane san said with a slightly lecherous smile.
Isn’t her character too different from when she was at school?
I thought she was supposed to be a neat and elegant young lady at school～
Thinking this, I followed her.
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