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“Well, come on down when you’re dressed.”
“Yes, I’ll be ready in a minute.”
Once Tokiwa kun returns to his room.
I know he will be back soon, but that alone makes my heart ache.
But perhaps because we’ve been together for so long, I’ve gradually come to be able to be honest with him.
I’ve come to be able to laugh with him.
“Ehehe, I have a date with Tokiwa kun. It’s a date, a date.”
I writhe in agony as I hug Panda san tightly.
I’m never this excited, but I’ll ask him to hold my hand again when we go out.
“I’m looking forward to it. I hope there will be more cute little ones.”
After leaving Panda san in the living room, I quickly go to the front door.
I will not keep him waiting at any time.
I want to wait for him.
I don’t want him to wait, but I don’t want to wait.
It may sound contradictory, but this is my true feeling.
So it would be ideal if we could be together all the time and at any time.
That’s why I’m a little depressed about tomorrow.
At school, we can’t have classes in the same class.
He has friends.
I’m sure he will have more friends in the future.
Since he’s such a sociable guy, he’ll quickly become popular within a year.
That makes me sad.
I want Tokiwa kun to be my own, but everyone and the environment is tearing us apart.
I hate it.
I hate everything.
I want to hate why my mother didn’t give birth to me a little later.
I hate why my mother-in-law didn’t give birth to Tokiwa kun a little earlier.
I really don’t want tomorrow to come.
I want to be immersed in this world of just the two of us forever.
Tokiwa kun…….
I’m going to work harder.
I’ll do my best in cooking, laundry, cleaning, and whatever else is required of me.
I want you to love me more and more.
I will continue to renew my love for Tokiwa kun every day.
Please take my weight firmly.
It will get heavier and heavier, but Tokiwa kun will also get heavier and heavier to support my weight.
Promise me.
We are already connected by a red thread.
But a red string seems to break easily, doesn’t it?
I don’t like that.
“If I could, I’d prefer red handcuffs.”
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“Sorry I’m late.”
I thought I was in a hurry, but Senpai was waiting ahead of me at the entrance again.
She never had to change her clothes or change her makeup, she always waits before me.
“No, it’s fine. Let’s go.”
“Okay. m, the arcade around here is behind the station, is that okay?”
“Why?”
“B-because I know that Senpai got tangled up in a store around there. I was wondering if you are not scared.”
“I’m fine. I’m with you.”
“I-I see. If anything happens, I’ll be there for you.”
“Yeah, I trust you. I’m your girlfriend after all.”
“T-that’s……”
At that time, Senpai made fun of me for letting things come out of my mouth, and I blushed.
I remembered that.
It’s embarrassing……
“Anyway, if it’s okay, let’s go to the back of the station. If we get on the train now, we’ll be coming home late.”
“Yeah. If you need anything, please let me know.”
“Y-yes.”
“I’m your girlfriend after all.”
“P-please don’t say that, it’s embarrassing……”
The two of us left the house, still feeling embarrassed by Senpai’s jokes.
Then we headed to the game center behind the station.
It’s true that there are a lot of bad people in that area, but I heard in middle school that they have better prizes than other game centers because they get more customers than other game centers.
I had to show Senpai a good time today.
I want to get her a cute stuffed animal.
“But it’s a little surprising that you like cute things, Senpai”
“Is that so? Don’t we all like cute things?”
“I guess so, but I had the image of Senpai as a cool person.”
“I’m just not good at talking to people.”
“I-I see. I heard you said you don’t like to be in a crowd.”
“Yeah. Well, there are a lot of people here again.”
“You’re right.”
As we approached the station, the number of people gradually increased.
When I went out to the street leading to the front of the station, I saw a lot of people because it was a holiday.
Seeing this, Senpai next to me let out a sigh.
“A-are you okay, Senpai? I think there will be fewer people if we go to the back of the station.”
“Yeah. However, I still don’t like crowds. So, is it okay?”
“Eh? Ah…….”
Suddenly, Senpai intertwined her slender fingers in the gap between my fingers.
That indescribable feeling instantly destroyed my thoughts.
“S-sen-pai…….”
“I’m scared. Can I keep it like this?”
“Y-yes…….”
Every time I pass someone, Senpai puts pressure on my fingers.
And each time, my heart tightens.
My hands are probably sweaty too.
I’m holding hands with Senpai.
“Are we almost there?”
“Eh…..ah, yes, just after we get out of here.”
“Yeah. Still a lot of people.”
“Y-y-yes.”
When we went through the station to the other side, the station was also filled with many people.
Seeing this, Senpai clasped my hand tightly and said, [Please don’t leave me.].
I didn’t have time to reply.
I concentrated all my nerves on the sensation of her fingers, and gently put all my strength into it so that I would never let go of her hand.
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Tokiwa kun’s fingers were thick and big.
But they are soft and warm.
It feels good. I love it.
I love even the tips of Tokiwa kun’s fingers.
I want to glue Tokiwa kun’s hand to mine.
I want to tie and bind them with rope.
Your hands are sweating a lot, Tokiwa kun.
It’s so nice.
If it’s your sweat, I want it all over my body.
Ehehe, I’m getting used to holding hands.
I guess first-time experiences are becoming more and more commonplace.
But you still look shy, Tokiwa kun.
Fufu, you’re so naive. You’re so cute. I like it.
I like cute things.
I like the cute you.
I want to hold you.
I want to hug you.
“I want to hug soon.”
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