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《Evil Eyes of Nightmares》
This is the most dangerous pupil technique.
Those who have been affected by the technique are placed in the most dreaded situation and cannot escape the suffering until they take their own lives.
For Nakayasu sensei, being deprived of a life of idleness was worth it.
For Otsuki Saki, on the other hand, the nightmare is to instantly lose the position she has built and to become the object of scorn and disregard by the men she has played with.
Sakuma appears after she lost everything.
As if Otsuki Saki had regained her breath,
“You’ve done it. What are you doing? Are you really that bitter that I left you? You are such a selfish man.”
Unlike Nakayasu, Otsuki didn’t attack him out of the blue, but her eyes were filled with resentment.
“…Certainly. I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t feeling better, so I guess it’s true that I was frustrated.”
Otsuki Saki is Sakuma’s first girlfriend.
“Haha. It’s really disgusting that you would go this far just because you were abandoned. Aren’t you crazy?”
Sakuma Ryunosuke falls silent at those words. He had a feeling in his heart that he really wanted to tell her.
“Just stop. Are you really that concerned about what others think of you? You care too much about what others think of you. You compare yourself with others who are superior and get depressed. But no matter how you try, you can’t compete with them. So all you can do is drag yourself down with jealousy, and all you can do is hate yourself. The future that awaits you, Saki, is hell, right?”
For Sakuma Ryunosuke, Otsuki Saki was in a sense a special person.
The reason is that she was the opposite sex that he really liked.
When he first met her, she was kind-hearted and decided to become a solid woman for Sakuma’s sake.
However, in the process of improving himself, Otsuki became addicted to the deadly sins of lust and jealousy. They are lust and jealousy.
No matter how hard she strove to create the ideal woman, there was always someone above her.
Those who are born without cruelty will never be able to reach those who are born with it.
Sakuma Ryunosuke was reborn in another world and spent three years there.
At first, he was unable to use his new powers and was poor at using them.
That is why he makes a friend with whom he can hone his skills. His name is Lance. He is Sakuma’s best friend.
However, as Sakuma continued to train and fight wars with the Demon King’s army, his latent abilities blossomed, and he began to accomplish more than even the bravest of heroes.
It is not an acquired realm.
Lance compares himself to Sakuma, is disappointed, despairs, and burns with jealousy—.
Eventually, in his search for power, he violated a taboo and became an executive in the demon king’s army.
In Sakuma’s hand, he still has the feeling of having thrust the holy sword into the chest of his best friend, with whom he had been in friendly rivalry for a long time.
He wanted the girl in front of him to change her mind because he had witnessed the end point of jealousy. This is a feeling that comes from the fact that he is the one who started the transformation.
However, contrary to his thoughts,
“What? Are you talking about Narukawa san? Everyone is always talking about Narukawa, Narukawa, Narukawa ! Why is she so important to you !? Tomonori, the boys in class, and the world ! Why not me? Why can’t I compete with someone who has it from the beginning !? That’s not fair ! So I realized. I realized that it’s okay for a cheating woman who is blessed by God and whose life is in easy mode to drag her feet ! She deserves that ! Because it’s not like I haven’t done anything ! Desperately chasing and chasing and chasing ! And yet I’m not even allowed to line up at the same spot ! Then all I can do is drag her down !”
Sakuma just silently listens to Otsuki Saki’s heartbreaking cries. A sharp pain runs through his chest.
She is not the only one who feels this way, because he has been hit by Lance before.
Sakuma asks her a question to strengthen her resolve in order to make her final judgment.
“–Saki. Do you feel responsible for Narukawa san’s depression?”
“No, not at all ! It’s a good feeling ! ! !”
Grrt
Sakuma clenches his teeth so much that they squeak.
He looked down, a drop of water sliding down his cheek.
If she were to take her own life and escape the nightmare.
Sakuma decides that the woman in the real world, Otsuki Saki, will not change, so he decides to erase her memories and rehabilitate her personality. Specifically, she becomes the kind person she was before she met Sakuma.
However, this means giving up the pleasures that come with committing the deadly sins of jealousy and lust. It is a sweet nectar that she cannot do without, comparable to narcotics.
To be rehabilitated into a personality that does not desire it is, in other words, synonymous with the death of the current Otsuki Saki.
“I’m sorry……Saki chan. There’s only so much I can do.”
Otsuki Saki instinctively senses danger and backs away as if she were being attacked by a rapist.
“What…what else are you planning on doing !? Stop ! Don’t come…don’t come ! !”
“Goodbye.”
Sakuma gently places his hand on Otsuki Saki’s head, who has tears in the corners of her eyes, manipulating her memory. At the same time, he locks her up so that she will never again indulge in lust and jealousy.
As Otsuki Saki’s ego slowly fades, the touch is uncomfortable, unsettling, and terrifying, and her chest is dominated by the despair of losing something precious to her.
“I don’t want to…disappear ! I don’t want to, I don’t want to, I don’t want to ! !”
When she wakes up from her nightmare, she is back to her braids and glasses–the kind girl that Sakuma Ryunosuke once fell in love with.
But there is no memory of Sakuma, the reason for her change.
Although her body is the same, what it means is the death of Otsuki Saki, who became a major sinner.
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