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That night.
I was sitting on the floor beside my bed with my back to the bed, staring at the screen of my phone in my hand.
On the screen was the name “Yuuka” and a picture of an incredibly S-ranked beautiful girl, smiling cutely and doing a double peace next to her cheeks.
I had been staring at the contact information of the school’s idol, whom I had become friends with through a series of coincidences.
“It’s already 10:00 p.m.. It’s been more than an hour since I thought of contacting her……”
I was wondering whether or not I should contact Yuuka, and before I knew it, it was already this time of night.
“But……it’s a little bit weird for me to contact me……”
Yuuka might think that I was trying to get close to her, the idol of the school, taking advantage of his difficult position as the benefactor who saved Mizuki chan.
“I’m sure she would think so. If I were Yuuka, I would think so.”
In that case, my reputation in Yuuka’s mind would fall to the bottom of the earth.
A man who takes advantage of a girl’s weakness.
I mean, it’s not just Yuuka, but any time you do that to a girl, you’re done as a man.
Besides, I don’t want to be thought of as a playboy who just got dumped by his girlfriend and is immediately jumping on the next girl.
I’ve already got a big, hard break with Kuzugaya.
But that is just a story in my mind.
I’m just a boy with a broken heart.
“It would be too terrible if she thought that I was just being nice to her because I helped her sister, but she mistakenly thinks that I have feelings for her, and that I’m a misunderstood guy who likes any girl…….”
Even though I had exchanged contact information with Yuuka, our relationship was so shallow that even though we were classmates, it was the first time we spoke today.
I’d say it’s shallow, or rather it was literally “zero” until yesterday.
Normally, it’s at a stage before you’re interested in someone of the opposite sex.
“But there’s a part of me that thinks that if we can get along, I wanna be friends with Yuuka…”
Yuuka is beautiful and cute like a princess.
But she doesn’t take it too seriously and is kind to everyone.
And when she goes home, she quickly transforms into a kind and caring older sister.
I was irresistibly attracted to her.
I mean, what guy, not just me, wouldn’t be attracted to such a nice girl?
But that’s beside the point.
“As for being dumped, it felt like a reset button was pushed on me when I saved Mizuki chan…..”
Being dumped by Kuzugaya was really hard.
When I saw her come out of the love hotel arm in arm with a handsome medical student, I couldn’t think of anything and my mind went blank.
I really thought my heart would stop.
But at that moment.
I was driven by a strong feeling that I had to save Mizuki chan from drowning in the river, more than thinking about being dumped, and I had to force myself to look forward.
Luckily, I was able to blow it off in a short time.
So I was really thankful to Mizuki chan for that opportunity.
But that’s just what I think, and from the perspective of others, especially Yuuka, I’m just a playboy, flirtatious guy who is interested in any girl.
A guy who breaks up with his girlfriend and then quickly switches to another girl, that’s just too shitty, even from my point of view as a guy.
A scumbag, to put it mildly.
“Yeah, I still don’t wanna contact her. It’s the right thing to do, no matter what I think.”
I don’t want to do something unnecessary and make her hate me after we’ve started talking to each other.
“And if Yuuka doesn’t contact me, she might think I have an ulterior motive for contacting her.”
After going around in circles, I came to this conclusion.
I can’t help but think back on the bad feelings every time I see them (even though I’ve blown it off, that’s not the same thing). After deleting Kuzugaya’s contacts and setting the number to block calls, I got up and stuck the charging cable that was lying on my desk into my phone.
“I’m gonna do my homework and go to bed. I’m gonna win at math tomorrow, so I need to make sure I do it right.”
Then, I went to my study desk and began to solve the math homework I had left to do to get rid of all the other thoughts.
～Notebook (Himemiya Mizuki)～
Sensei, you know, I met Sota Onii chan today.
Sota Onii chan is a very cool and very kind older brother who helped Mizuki, and he is going out with Onee chan.
Mizuki also loves him.
I want to see him again.
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