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To tell the truth, I am rather popular.
I have been confessed to many times in the past.
In fact, just a few days ago, I was confessed by someone.
The man who confessed to me was a third-year senior who proudly told me that he wears No. 10 on the soccer team.
But I didn’t really feel like it–I felt bad about it–and I had turned down all of them, including that person.
I mean, I don’t know what he means when he says he’s the No. 10 on the soccer team.
Does it mean he’s the 10th best on the team?
But this time was different.
It’s not like he confessed his feelings for me or anything, but I couldn’t help but feel curious about Sota kun.
My mind is strangely restless.
All I can think about is Sota kun.
For some reason, I strongly want to know how I feel about Sota kun and how he feels about Kuzugaya san, with whom he broke up with.
I ask myself such a question with my mind.
“I think the biggest reason is definitely because he helped Mizuki…..it’s also definitely because Mizuki is fond of him.”
Since Mizuki is so fond of him, he’s definitely not a bad guy.
When the two of them took a shower together, I secretly listened in just in case something happened, but I didn’t even pretend to do so.
“But that’s not all. Sota-kun’s sincerity made me think, [Oh, that’s nice]……”
Do people around me think of me as a “woman who likes playboy”?
The boys who confessed or talked to me were often, how should I say it, flirtatious.
Or they were strangely confident, flaunting how great they were or making fun of others.
To tell the truth, I was not very good at those types of people.
It was my first experience to make friends with a quiet, sincere, and gentle guy like Sota kun.
“Now that we’ve exchanged contact information, maybe I can send him a line later?”
It wouldn’t be weird if I just said thank you again for today, right?
“Ah, but ! I just thanked him in person earlier, if I start thanking him again now, he might get a little annoyed…”
Nanaka chan also said that while savvy girls are out of the question, troublesome, heavy women are also disliked, right?
“I don’t wanna be thought of as an annoying woman. I don’t want Sota kun to hate me…….”
Besides, Sota kun didn’t contact me after that. ……
If I haven’t heard from him, doesn’t that mean he doesn’t want to get to know me that well?
“I knew it, yeah…….”
I nodded repeatedly as if telling myself.
We decided to “get along from now on” in front of Mizuki, though.
It’s Sota kun, a kind-hearted man who helps others without worrying about his own safety.
I was sure he didn’t have any special feelings for me.
“But we had a pretty good conversation today, didn’t we? Ah, maybe that’s just what I thought? No, that’s not the case, it must have been quite nice…but I think it might be annoying if I contact him after all…”
In the end, another half hour or so went by.
I soaked in the bathtub up to my shoulders and continued to agonize alone, asking myself if I should contact him and if this feeling is love.
I had never been in love before, so it was impossible for me to know if I was in love or not.
But one thing I can say is that I did not dislike the time I spent thinking about Sota kun at all.
At least, I can say that with confidence.
And finally, I decided not to contact Sota kun.
I thought it was better to be neutral and not think anything of him than to be thought of as a heavy girl and be disliked.
By the way, I was a little bit flushed because I took a bath for too long.
“Haa, what am I doing…..”
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