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“H-hey, Saki. Where are we going?”
I stopped Saki near the entrance of the shopping mall.
“Where you say…..a hotel.”
“Eh? H-hotel?”
Aren’t we supposed to go home? Suddenly, a hotel…
Perhaps Saki was surprised by what she said, and her face quickly turned red.
[Ah, s-shoot. I was planning to go home, but I suddenly said hotel !? Correction ! I have to make a correction……..correction, do I have to do it……? Isn’t it okay if I don’t do it? I really want to go to a hotel…….]
“Is there a problem?”
“……There is. What are you talking about?”
“What do you mean…. You know what it means, Onii chan. The reason why the three of us are doing this.”
“That is…..to some extent.”
“Then, you know how I feel, right? I….want Onii chan. And I really don’t want to give him to anyone else. Just thinking about Onii chan being with someone other than me makes me angry. If Onii chan chooses someone other than me…I don’t know what will happen.]
Saki’s number increased to [100]. The number is considered to be a dangerous level. If I choose someone other than Saki, Saki might really do something about that person.
[I’m sorry for being so selfish. I know that even if I say this, Onii chan will be troubled. I also know he will end up hating me, a child doesn’t listen well.
I know that Misaki sensei is an adult, and that Misaka senpai is not as childish as I am. But….but ! I need my Onii chan to be there for me ! Without Onii chan, I can’t be me anymore ! That’s why you have to choose me ! Don’t you understand !?]
As we stood still, other customers walked by us, looking a little annoyed. Still, Saki just stares at me quietly. There must be a raging passion swirling in her heart, but on the surface, it doesn’t seem so.
She is probably trying her best to suppress her overly strong feelings.
“Saki….”
Before I could think about what to do or what to say, I gently hugged Saki’s body.
[Eh? Eh !? Why are you hugging me !? What kind of situation is this !?]
“Let’s talk a little, just the two of us. Not here, so let’s go outside.”
“……Yeah.”
[Onii chan is hugging me…..and whispering in my ear……ah……. I’m so happy I feel like I’m going to lose my nerves…….]
I released Saki, and this time I took her hand and started walking. Then, we arrived at the back of a deserted shopping mall and Saki and I stood side by side with our backs against the wall. Our hands are still tied.
There, my phone tells me that it has received a message. Misaka san asked if something had happened. It is already past the time I was supposed to return.
I only replied that I would be a little late and put my phone away in my pocket.
“Sorry, Onii chan. It’s my fault…… Are you two mad at me?”
“I couldn’t tell a bit from the text. Well, there’s nothing to be mad about.”
“I see……”
“Well, that said,……how about a little kiss?”
“……………Eh? What did you say?”
[How about a little kiss? How about a little kiss? Eh? Why did you suddenly ask me out like that? I was just being selfish and dragging Onii chan, wasn’t I? There was nothing good about it, right? Are you rather excited by the forcefulness?]
Saki was plainly confused, her eyes darting here and there.
On the other hand, I’m surprisingly calm. It makes me blush to hear myself say something like this.
“Do you want to kiss?”
I asked again. Saki’s face turned red.
[I didn’t hear it wrong !? He’s asking me to kiss him !? Why !? Why !? Isn’t this turn of events strange !? If I had asked him to kiss me, it would be one thing, but to hear it from Onii chan !? Does it mean he likes me too !? I don’t remember any sign of that !? All that insensitive and strange behavior was just a pretense !?]
Hey, Saki. Do you really like me? an insensitive oaf….
“Is it, is it, is it, is it okay !? Is it okay for you to kiss me !?”
“Yeah. It’s okay.”
“Eh? Eh? Eh !? W-why !? Why !? That’s not how it is supposed to happen !? I just forced Onii chan out of the blue, and he was kind enough to accept my selfishness !?”
“…Well, if you ask me why, I can’t really explain it well. With Saki…..I guess that’s okay.”
“…What do you think about me, Onii chan? Do you want to kiss me? Or…are you just following along with me?”
“Hmm, to be honest, I don’t really understand either. What do I think of Saki…… As a family member, of course, you’re important to me, and as a girl, too, I’m not completely unaware of you….. I feel both the desire to kiss Saki and the curiosity to kiss you at the same time. I don’t intend to play along with Saki, but maybe if I kiss her, I can see a clearer form to this feeling a little more.”
“……Kissing me means you’re going out with me, right?”
“To tell you the truth, I haven’t decided that far.”
“What’s that? We’re not even dating, and you’re just going to kiss me? You’re so excited.”
[…It’s not like I want you to feel that way. But you care about me enough to think it’s okay to kiss me. Onii chan is also…not normal.]
“It’s not like God has decided that we can’t kiss unless we’re dating. We just have to do what we’re comfortable with.”
“……Does that mean we should do what we are comfortable with, even when it comes to relationships between siblings?”
“……I guess so. God doesn’t forbid anything. The law only prohibits marriage between siblings. As for the ban on love…there’s just that kind of atmosphere.
You should think and decide your own life by yourself. As for the love between siblings, as long as we are comfortable with it, it’s fine……. I’m sure.”
“……I see. Do you think so, even if we don’t necessarily end up happy in the end we agree on?”
“I don’t think happiness is the only purpose of life.”
“Yes,…..that’s true.”
“But…I still want a future where Saki is happy. I’m sure you’re just having fun, thinking that you don’t have to be happy and letting go of happiness so easily. It’s harder and harder to not give up on being happy, but I think it’s really worth it.”
“……Yeah. That, too, is true. So, Onii chan, what do you plan to do with me in the end? Will you put the world and happiness on the back burner and be with me?”
“I’m fine with that.”
Saki’s hand is filled with strength. I can feel such determination that she won’t let go of my hand anymore.
[He says he’s fine with it, that means he still passively accepts me. He hasn’t actively said he wants to be with me.
I think it’s just that I’m sure that I’m the top priority in his mind. This is not just lik, but…..love, right? I don’t think he feels the same way as I do. But maybe he has stronger love for me than I do…..? If that’s the case, I’m already……]
“Onii chan, give me a kiss.”
“Yeah. Okay.”
Face Saki head on. Just kiss her like this.
“Not on the mouth, but on the cheek.”
“Hm? On the cheek?”
“Yeah. That’s right. For now, that’s enough.”
“Y-yeah…..okay.”
Following the instructions, I gently kissed Saki on the cheek. The feel of your soft cheeks touching your lips. A sweet scent that you can feel up close. …I felt a deeper urge to connect with Saki.
I pull myself together and leave Saki in just a few seconds. Saki’s face turned red all the way to her ears.
[Kissed, kissed, kissed, kissed, kissed, kissed, kissed, kissed, kissed ! But on the cheek ! But on the cheek ! I love Onii chan, I love Onii chan, I love Onii chan, I love Onii chan, I love Onii chan, I love Onii chan, I love Onii chan ! My body is hot ! I’m tingling ! I It would be impossible without Onii chan ! I can’t imagine my life without Onii chan ! I love him so much I’m going crazy !]
“……T-thank you. Onii chan ……”
“……”
Saki looked down for a while, but then she entrusted her body to me. She hugs me, and I hug her delicate body in return.
“…Let me stay like this for a little while.”
“Yeah.”
“Then……let’s go back to the two of them.”
“Yeah.”
[Onii chan is mine. I will never give up. I won’t give it to them. But…it’s okay if I don’t take him away right now. Onii chan loves me. That’s not wrong. I’ll believe in Onii chan who loves me. It’s impossible for him to love someone else…]
Saki’s number was up to [107]. ……Am I doing something I can’t take back? I felt a chill run down my spine at Saki’s silence.
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