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Suddenly, Mai’s appearance seems somehow strange.
No,……, it has been strange since a while ago, but now her eyes are even more bewitching,…….
More than that…this situation…is way too bad.
After all, just by holding her hand, my brain was already on the verge of reaching its limit in order to process this abnormal situation.
In the first place, my brain does not have the specifications to properly handle the situation of being in close contact with a girl.
And then Mai’s body was in close contact with mine.
Moreover, Mai pressed her face against my chest and made a gesture as if she was sniffing my scent.
As a natural consequence, my brain overheated in front of this situation.
I-I mean,…… do I smell that bad,.. I shower every day. ……
However, Mai’s face didn’t look disgusting…it looked like she was very happy, or like she was intoxicated with ecstasy.
No, no…why would Mai do something like this in the first place?
Various thoughts come and go in my head.
But that’s all I could think about.
There was a squish feeling.
I felt Mai’s large, soft breasts against my body through my thin school uniform. ……
The moment I realized this, the function of my brain, which controls my rationality, had to be drastically reduced.
I involuntarily looked at Mai.
Mai’s face is flushed with embarrassment and she looks up at me.
Her large eyes are moist, she looks somewhat dazed, and her mouth is slightly half-open. ……
The expression on Mai’s face was irrepressibly bewitching.
My brain freezes …… five seconds before my reason completely disappears …… –
And then an interruption …… or rather a helping hand came.
The chime that signaled the end of the lunch break rang out.
“U-um..! Oh, um..! Well, then ……”
I rushed to separate myself from Mai.
“A…..W-wait..Yui”
I heard Mai’s voice calling out to me, and reflexively I turned my head towards Mai.
Mai’s long black hair dances around the tip of my nose.
At that moment, I smelled a nostalgic scent.
The smell brought back memories of my past.
It was both good and bad memories.
The image of Mai innocently smiling at me.
And …… the scene three years ago when I was abandoned by my family.
[You’re not family anymore. Get the hell out of my house]
[Aah~I’m so relieved! Now I don’t have to face a creepy kid like you]
People remember bad memories more vividly than good ones.
And my brain was no different.
Mai’s eyes were still as big as they had been then, moistened, and she looked sad.
But in my mind, I saw not Mai’s face but the ugly faces of those people.
My heart ached unintentionally.
I tried to shake those memories of the past out of my head.
Then, I unintentionally said to Mai in a strong tone of voice
“D-Don’t get involved with me anymore.”
I had said those words to Mai when I came to realize.
Without daring to look at Mai’s face, I left the hallway of the old school building as if to run away.
Unlike before, my mind was not clear, but rather, it was still in a state of confusion.
I stopped at a restroom on the way and washed my face in the washroom.
I needed to cool down a little.
Even if Mai was trying to set me up, her attitude was very unappealing.
Mai had nothing to do with those people.
That was just taking the blame.
I guess I still can’t keep my cool when it comes to those people.
It’s a pathetic story.
It’s no use dwelling on the past forever,…….
Should I apologize to Mai?
No,……, I went so far as to say so.
I’m sure Mai has realized that she can’t make fun of me anymore.
So Mai must have stopped caring about me.
Just before the end of lunch break, I returned to the classroom.
As usual, no one was paying attention to me.
Fortunately, what happened that morning didn’t happen at all… Like I said, it seems like it was a misunderstanding on Mai’s part…
People usually alter reality to suit their own convenience.
Even memories are fuzzy, and they unconsciously alter them to fit that reality.
This is also why people who were bullies seriously say that they were not bullies, but just good friends …….
In short, people don’t want a shady loner like me to stand out.
And the facts are also remembered as such to conform to that reality that people want.
That’s why my unreasonable explanation was so easily accepted by everyone.
Well, …… it was a little complicated, but it was also what I wanted.
I sat down in my seat, watching the reactions of my classmates from the side.
Mai had returned to the classroom before I knew it.
Of course, many of my classmates were gathered around Mai, in contrast to me.
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