Episode 24 – mai side 7

But my resolve is unshakable.

I promised myself that I would never leave Yui’s side again.

Fortunately, I had enough money saved up from my three years of idol activities.

I’ve got enough saved up to live with Yui …… for a couple of years.

　
Naturally, I didn’t tell my parents about Yui.

I simply told them that I wanted to experience living on my own from now on in order to become independent.

I also told them that I would pay for all of my living expenses.

　
Perhaps my persistence …… or determination was conveyed to my parents, but they reluctantly agreed in the end.

With my parents’ agreement, I proceeded in earnest with my preparations for moving to a new place.

However, I had a hard time finding a house.

To be honest, I don’t know what kind of house Yui would prefer nowadays.

I kept a detailed record of Yui’s preferences by category in my notebook up to the age of 13.

I have a notebook that has detailed notes on Yui’s food preferences, hairstyles, and behaviors…….

　
But I guess Yui’s tastes have changed in three years.

　
I realized once again how cruel the passing of time can be.

In the end, I decided on a safe choice – an apartment in front of the station near the high school.

I would be able to decide on the interior design of the room after I started living with Yui, after listening to his preferences.

After much deliberation, I decided to leave my precious Yui related collection that I had collected over the past 10 years at my parents’ house.

I will be living with Yui from now on, so I don’t need them anymore.

However,……, I couldn’t leave them all behind, so I brought some of them with me.

Also, even though it was only a portion, it ended up being a fair amount, so I ended up destroying a room…

I also brought the “Yui hugging pillow version 3” …….

I thought it would be bad if Yui found out about it, but I thought I don’t need it anymore because I can see the real Yui. ……

Well,…… it will be okay if I lock it up and hide it in my room along with Yui’s collection,…….

It’s a much larger apartment for the two of us to live in. ……

The time went by quickly as I was preparing for the move and doing other things.

And then I realized that it was the day before I was to meet Yui again – his birthday.

I was thinking about the hairstyle, make-up, and behavior that Yui would like, and preparing myself for tomorrow, and before I knew it, night had fallen.

Even at night, I couldn’t sleep because my mind was full of thoughts about Yui.

Since I was going to meet Yui tomorrow, I wanted to see him in perfect condition, but I couldn’t …… sleep.

Fortunately, I didn’t stay up all night and got some sleep.

I stood in front of the mirror and looked at my face and saw only a few dark circles, which I could manage to hide with makeup.

I sighed in relief.

I walked through the gate of the high school that Yui attends and headed for the staff room.

My homeroom teacher explained a lot of things to me, but to be honest, I was too nervous to listen.

I had never been this nervous before a big live concert – Budokan or Kohaku –

I could feel my heart beating fast in my chest.

I had been simulating perfectly in my mind the conversation I would have with Yui when I met him again.

I had already simulated it over and over, dozens and dozens of times, hundreds of times.

I had repeated over and over in my mind the lines I would say and the way I would act.

The way Yui likes to talk, the volume of his voice, the gestures …….

I’ve spent more time getting it into my body than any other song choreography I’ve ever practiced.

Today is the best and the highest stage on which I stand …… and the audience is only one person.

It was my intention to talk to him calmly and casually, without being intrusive.

I had intended to do so, but as soon as I entered the classroom and saw Yui, my mind went blank.

I knew Yui was there,……, but when I actually saw him with my own eyes, I had this feeling.

It is difficult to put it into words.

A feeling of supreme joy, ecstasy, elation, and happiness…….

I was instantly filled with all kinds of emotions.

And then, driven by these emotions, I just jumped into his chest.

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