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I was too nervous to sleep.
This has never happened to me before in my life.
Even when I performed at the Budokan or appeared in Kohaku….. of course I was nervous, but not to this extent.
Now, I have anxiety and anticipation …… no, not anxiety.
I have nothing but anticipation and joy.
Because I can finally meet Yui tomorrow,…….
I involuntarily fainted in my double bed from sheer joy.
Yes,…… and I will see Yui again in the near future in this room,…… or even in this bed with me,…….
I cling to the large, human-sized hug pillow that sits next to me.
I don’t even need this “Yui hugging pillow version 3” anymore.
I have been very grateful for this hug pillow, though.
This hug pillow, which is a full print of the full-body photo of Yui that I took with a hidden camera….., is indeed very close to Yui.
But it still doesn’t come close to the real thing.
When I was in elementary school, I borrowed some of Yui’s personal belongings from him and even if I dressed it up in them, it still doesn’t change the fact that they are Yui’s personal belongings.
No matter how much I hug it, I can’t smell or feel Yui…
Besides… it’s already been three years since then, so Yui has grown up and is probably completely different from then.
I looked up at the ceiling and let out a big sigh.
That’s right… three years have passed since my unexpected split with Yui.
I knew a certain amount about Yui’s family situation.
I knew that her mother and sister were her step family
To be honest, I didn’t have a good impression of them.
But I couldn’t imagine that I would end up in such a situation because of that.
At least, they were friendly with Yui in front of me.
I sometimes talked with them when I went to Yui’s house.
At such times, their words and actions seemed to be strangely acted out.
I am always sensitive to the way women look at me, so I noticed it immediately.
There are always women around Yui, after all.
For example, Shiori san and Reina chan ……
Before I knew it, they had become a nuisance
Although they are inconvenient women for me, I trust them only on the one point that they love Yui.
So, as a special exception, I reluctantly allowed them to be by Yui’s side.
However, no matter how much Shiori san and Reina-chan love Yui, their feelings for Yui are not even close to the love that I have for him.
And also their feelings are one-sided, and the only one that Yui loves is me.
No matter how much I tell them the inconvenient truth, neither Shiori san nor Reina chan understands it.
They are under the delusion that they are the ones Yui loves.
No matter how anyone looks at it, Yui loves only me. ……
For example, Yui’s voice rises only when he calls me out of the three of us.
And he calls me an average of 10% more often per day among the three of us.
Also, the number of times he makes eye contact with me and the number of times he smiles at me …… are also far greater than them
Even though there is a huge amount of concrete and objective data like this, they stubbornly refuse to admit the unwavering truth…that Yui loves me deeply and deeply.
In short, Shiori san and Reina chan are both very much in their own minds.
And they both have the fatal flaw of not being able to see themselves objectively.
Yui should clearly tell them the truth.
[I love Mai]……
Oh,……Yui,……Yui,…
I fainted again at the thought of it.
Yui’s dull eyes would look at me, confess his love, and embrace me tightly and forcefully.
Then he pushed me down on this double bed.
That day is …… almost here.
Tomorrow I will meet Yui again and in this room….
No,…… that is indeed too soon.
He might think I’m an undisciplined woman.
Yeah…it’s no good to rush after all.
First of all, I need to talk to Yui and fill in the blanks of the past three years. ……
But if …… Yui asks for it, then–.
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