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Finally, the long-awaited summer vacation is upon us. I’m not speaking metaphorically or hyperbolically, but seriously, it’s long-awaited. And it’s hard to go to school these days.
Well, on the last day of school, many students gathered around Amamiya-san. Was it hard to say goodbye, even though it’s only been a little over a month, or did they make plans to hang out? Either way, she’s totally popular.
By the way, I haven’t applied for a part-time job since then. I wanted to earn some money while I still could, but I decided to prioritize deepening my friendship with the two of them
“I’m glad. The first day of summer vacation…… or, technically, the day before? Whether or not the day of the end-of-school ceremony is included in the summer vacation is a bit of a question mark, but anyway, I can’t believe you asked me out on a date from the very first day.”
You’re still going around and being weirdly detailed. By the way, I’m the type of person who gets into the summer vacation mood as soon as the last day of school is over. I’m the type of person who gets into the summer vacation mood when the last day of school is over, which for some people may be when they arrive home.
But still, you’re dressed so roughly. You call it a date, but it looks like you’re dressed only for going to a convenience store. Well, it’s a good enough picture even dressed like this.
“If I hadn’t asked you out, you would have asked me out, right?”
“I’m flattered. You know exactly what I mean.”
She’s so happy to see me. She’s the type of girl who would be happy to go to a family restaurant on a date.
“That aside, what’s going on with Amamiya-san? I don’t think she would allow us to meet alone. ……”
Hahaha, I don’t think she is that lonely. Unlike us two, she seem to have a lot of friends.
I hope she doesn’t play with …… other students too much. In the beginning, I prayed that she would make friends, but that was only because I believed in my classmates. They just went crazy one day. So it’s better not to get involved anymore. ……
“Well? I think she’s making friends with her classmates, right?
After all, she is very popular.”
“Don’t take this the wrong way, but it sounds like she’s fine without you.”
Ugh. …… She just threw a straight jab at me, this one.
It was the original plan, but circumstances can change at any time. I mean, we’ve deviated from the current plan.
“Unlike her, I can’t do this without you. Early on, the first few months after you and I split up, I was a mess. Or should I say, I lost my edge?”
…Me too. I’d be a mess without these two. Amamiya-san would be fine without me, but Haruie-san and I can’t leave each other. I’m sure I’ll be able to recover by the time I enter the workforce, but I have no confidence. I feel like I’ll be dependent on them until I die. No, if things go wrong, I might even be dependent on them after I die…
“I guess I can’t do without Haruie-san either.”
Because I can’t imagine. I can’t imagine a future without Haruie next door, or at least I don’t want to imagine it. Just thinking about it makes my heart break.
“Hmmm? That’s a tough one, isn’t it?”
Haha, you seem happy about it. I get it. You want codependency. So do I. I wish you wanted to be codependent. If this was a mistake, if this was just a solo act, I might commit seppuku.
“But even Haruie could …… be someone other than me if she wanted to. ……”
“No.”
Where was the meaningful smile I had seen earlier? Incidentally, this is also the development I had hoped for. Maybe I’m a rather effeminate or troublesome guy. I guess I’m a Menhera…… guy.
“I don’t dislike it, but I don’t want to waste my time when it is without her.”
She…… Oh, Amamiya. It’s not the most precious word, but I think there won’t be many days in the future where these two be together at the same time. It’s embarrassing for me to say it, but this is a chance to have me all to myself, so I don’t want to waste it.
“I feel the same way. It’s not that I’m getting in the way of Amamiya-san. This is similar to what you said about group songs and solo songs having different charms. ……”
“I’ll be listening to your unique analogies along the way.”
“Shut up! Let’s go!” she said, grabbing my hand and walking quickly. Wow, it looks like I’m going to be dragged around from the first day of summer vacation.
“Where are we going, by the way? Basically, I’m going to leave it up to you, but I’m not in the mood for bowling or karaoke.”
“Don’t worry. Today is just a preparation for summer vacation.”
……? I don’t get it at all. Am I just being dull?
“I’m an indoor person, as you can tell by my white skin and my limbs that don’t match my height. You’re the typical outdoorsy type who goes to the pool, climbs mountains, and picks up girls.”
Is picking up girls an outdoor activity? Well, I’m not an indoor person.
“Haha, I haven’t picked up a girl in my entire life. If you know how to pick up girls, I’d like to know.”
I mean, isn’t that an urban legend? In this age of easy access to the opposite sex on social networking sites, no one would go along with a pick-up artist.
“If you like my seduction style, I’ll give you a long and detailed lecture.”
“….Which does that mean? Do you mean Haruie-san’s style of seduction technique or the technique to seduce Haruie-san?”
“Do you think I, a solitary person for all my life, would suggest the former? No one will listen to a fat girl’s diet lesson.”
The latter, I guess. …… After all this time, I still think Haruie likes me. I thought she wanted a physical relationship because she was so quick to press for intercourse, but …… she’s actually a purist, isn’t she? Rather than wanting to have intercourse, she wants to deepen her love through intercourse. ……
When I think about it, I wonder what I am to Amamiya. I guess I’m just a memorable first friend. Pfft, I’m about to cry even though I said it myself. It seems I’m really of a menhera disposition to be sad that I’m not seen in that way, even though I have no intention of becoming a boyfriend……. No, I think that expression is a bit naive.
Yeah… I guess I am… a bit of a loser when it comes to relationships with women.
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