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Well, to be honest, I was egotistical.
Because s had been saying so much, ‘I love you!’ I was afraid of what she might say when she found out I was her first love.
That’s just between you and me, I felt quite embarrassed by my egotism, thinking that I might be confessed…… with my momentum.
No, it’s true that even if she had confessed to me, I would have been quite troubled.
(But, thinking about it calmly, …… the other person is Ayase.)
She is a beautiful girl at the top of her caste who is kind to everyone and liked by everyone.
It is hard to think that such a girl would confess to me, no matter how much I am her first love.
Ayase is Ayase. I thought that even if my relationship with her was discovered, it would be the same as before—
“……Young lady”
“Hm? What?’”
“From now on we’re going to watch the Ayase Presents anime, right”’
A little while later, we prepared snacks and drinks and got down to watching anime, which was our original purpose.
“Yeah, we’re going to watch ’Nuru Nuru Otome! Stabbing and beating to death’”
“Excuse me?”
“Oh, by the way, I’ve also brought the “Burning and Bludgeoning Arc” with me.”
“What did you say?”
There were some pretty bizarre anime.
…… Well, let’s put aside for the moment whether the title of the anime is okay or not, and how you could be attracted to such a title.
Yes, that’s not the problem…
“Why is Ayase trying to watch it on my lap ……?”
I think it’s normal for her to sit on the bed opposite me so that she can watch the TV properly.
But the question is why Ayase is on my lap instead of sitting down in front of the chair or table where she usually sits.
My sitting height is higher than hers. It’s not that I can’t see the TV.
However, every time she turns around, her elegant face is right in front of me, and if I lower my gaze, I can see her well-developed cleavage through her worn-out school uniform.
In addition, the sweet smell that tickles the nostrils and the too-soft touch directly assaults me, and …… I don’t know why I’m feeling ‘why?’ right now.
“Ehh, it doesn’t matter, does it? Ikkun, you don’t like that I’m heavy?”
“It’s not that I don’t like it or anything…”
“Ikkun, peace♪”
A quick snap.
“Thanks again.”
“Phew. …… I’ve found a way to shut Ikkun up.”
This photo from this angle …… is even more marvellous than usual.
The folder is getting richer day by day, which makes me very happy.
“Speaking of which, Ikkun…”
Ayase, who leans on me with her back against me, comes to visit me.
“What type of girl do you like, Ikkun?”
“So wonderfully unconnected, what’s the matter?”
“No, you see! I’ve told my story so far, but I haven’t heard anything about you. Besides, I’m about to watch a romantic comedy, so I thought it would be a good time.”
A romantic comedy with that title would be a scam.
“It’s not really that interesting, is it? It’s pretty commonplace, and there aren’t any episodes that would make people laugh.”
“It’s an important story for me. When Ikkun says ‘face’, ‘breasts’ and ‘ butts’, I nod my head in interest.”
What is it? …… I can’t strongly deny it, but there are elements listed that would affect my good name if I don’t deny them.
“…… I’ve never been conscious of it, but I guess it’s what’s inside, isn’t it? Like, I feel at home with them, or I have fun with them.”
“Even though you like girls who are that beautiful or cute?”
“That’s different from this, isn’t it?
Because you’re going to be with them all the time, aren’t you? If you are going to fall in love with someone, you should look at whether or not you get along with them on the inside and whether or not you respect them, rather than on the outside.”
“Fufu, that’s very typical of Ikkun.”
Ayase turned around and hugged me—Wait, why did you hug me, Ayase? I’m worried that she will notice that my heart is beating soon.
“The other thing is, yes. I’m a bit of a deep man, so I might be surprisingly vulnerable to a girl who’s a bit more aggressive.”
“Hmmm ……”
When I say that, Ayase starts to think about something while hugging me.
And after a little while.
Just when I thought Ayase had finally left me, she suddenly stood up…
“…… heh?”
She pushes me down onto the bed.
And then straddled my stomach,
“Like this?”
She smiled a charming, mischievous smile, like a little devil.
“T-This is what I mean …….”
“I mean, your heart’s been beating really hard since a while ago.”
“It is thought to be the result of an irregular heartbeat and excessive bleeding. ……”
“If it’s the latter, I’ll call a doctor in a hurry.”
Combined, her face, which she had tried to pretend to be calm, suddenly turned bright red.
Then, Ayase …… somehow, looking at my face and happy, said.
“I’m a beginner in love, but …… even though I look like this, I’m very aggressive.”
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(*Mikan’s point of view)
I think I’m doing something bold.
It is not to say that it is out of character ……, but I am aware that I am doing things that I would never do with a male friend.
Pushing him down on the bed out of the blue and straddling his stomach is …… honestly quite a challenge right now.
(But I don’t have a choice.)
I look down at Ikkun’s reddened face as I listen to the beating of his heart, which is pulsating violently.
(He’s not a male friend anymore, but a member of the opposite gender)
—I was so happy.
I found my first love, I was able to thank him for that time, and he was Ikkun.
Well, I think I’m simple and easygoing.
As soon as I found out that my male friend was my first love, I felt like this.
(But now that I think about it, if I hadn’t found …… my first love, I probably would have fallen in love with Ic-kun.)
Because Ikkun is different from other boys.
He’s kind, calm when I’m with him, and he looks at me more carefully on the inside than on the outside. If anything, he even praises me.
It’s true that he’s a bit of a jerk when it comes to beautiful and cute things, but I can’t help it, I think he’s cute.
So when I found out that Ikkun was my first love, I was strangely convinced, or rather…
[At that time, I just did what was natural for me, …… and I didn’t want the Ayase of today to decide that she “likes” me just because of that.]
He considers me. I can say that it was natural for him to sacrifice himself to protect me.
That’s the kind of thing that attracts me.
But if I say what I wanted to say now, I’m sure Ikkun will be troubled.
On the contrary, I have a feeling that the game will be over before it even begins. Somehow.
(…… be prepared, Ikkun)
Now, I’ve heard exactly what Ikkun likes.
And what I’m going to do is…
(I’ll do my best to appeal to him to like me!)
Ikkun, my one-sided love …… won’t last long, okay?
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