Episode 36

There is an obsession in her words and I can feel how much pain my absence is causing her.

“…… Ferris, how can I …….Shuji-sama, I want to touch you again.

I want to touch you, touch …… your love, I want to imprint your testimony on this body.
Ferris, too, I want to imprint on your body.’

Ferris embraces Shujirobot with tremendous force.

Don’t do it! I feel sorry for Shujirobo!

I couldn’t stand to see Shujirobo hurt any more, so I released the magic.

Then I let out a deep sigh.

I thought both Lianna and Leticia were dangerous, but …… Ferris, too?

…… haaa

What am I going to do, this.

I saved their lives. But …… even though I saved their lives, that didn’t solve everything.

Maybe I should have thought more about those who were left behind.

At least I can’t rely on the three heroes

…… What should I do?

I ponder as I manage to regain my composure. Lianna, Leticia and Ferris …… are important friends who fought alongside me in the other world. But I can’t leave them like this now.

Especially Lianna, …… she knows I’m alive and I don’t know what she’ll do.

I have to do something.

It’s not just Lianna. Leticia and Ferris too.

…… especially Leticia. From a quick glance, I think she’s in the most dangerous state of mind.

Right now she’s just escaping reality, but if …… it leads to the girls taking their own lives -.

…What is the correct answer? Should I meet them and explain the situation like to Lianna?

Well, I hope they calm down. But… what would I do if they went out of control like Lianna?

Do I just explain to them that I’ll see them regularly, magically, …… and they’ll be happy with that?

If …… their mental state is just anxiety caused by my self-sacrifice, then that should help.

But …… after that, maybe they will try to deal with me with crazy love.

Or …… should I talk to someone else about the situation and ask them to help all three of them to forget me and move on?

…… My ideal would have been that. Another world and Earth. Because I thought these were two separate worlds that would never intersect again.

We would each live the rest of our lives in our own world.

I thought …… that was best.

But Lianna has interfered with my world.

I don’t know what’s right. ……

Me asking myself. It’s a dangerous situation, one wrong move and you’re stuffed.

But after seeing what happened earlier,…… I thought the most dangerous thing was Leticia.

Earlier, it seemed to she haven’t slept well …… and she hasn’t slept well since I died, hasn’t she?

Can I try to tell you that I’m alive and …… try to convince you to live your future lives enjoying each of them in their own way?

Can I do that? To Leticia in that state? and To Ferris?

Why is this happening ……?

I’m not really the kind of person who loves someone. I’m just supposed to …… just travel with these girls but I am on the road with them for so long that they’ve misunderstood me.

If they had been more involved with people their own age, they wouldn’t have even looked at me. ……

The heroic system in that world is just too much. They only let you get involved with the minimum amount of people around them anyway, because they’re just going to disappear as sacrifices.

I’m getting angry at the guys in the other world for all the things they’re doing, you know?

I’ve been thinking that if the …… girls can live in this world without any problems, I’d rather they could live there.

However, when I was in another world, I had the power to guide the heroes, so I was able to manage somehow… but I don’t know what will happen to their bodies when they cross the world.

It was at that time—

“Shuji-sama, what’s wrong?”

Suddenly, I heard a voice and I looked up with a start. There stood Mei.

“…… Mei? What’s wrong?”

“You seemed to be having some trouble, so I …… asked you”

…… Oh no.

I must be too upset that I didn’t even notice that Mei was in the room.

Mei’s calm eyes are staring at me. Her usual calm attitude. But there’s something about the way she’s looking at me.

“No, I’m having a bit of a …… complication.”

I replied with a wry smile. There’s no way I can explain that my otherworldly friends are obsessed with me.

I have to find a way to get this mess under control without her noticing.

“Is that so? If there’s anything you want to discuss, I’m sure the Tachibana family can do something about it to some extent.”

“……”

Then, could you persuade the three people who are obsessed with me in the other world? There is no way you could do that.

　
I let out a small breath and shook my head.

“…… It’s okay for now. I’m just having a bit of a friendship crisis.”

“Speaking of which, I heard you were talking to …… various prominent families today.”

When I heard that, she seemed to have misunderstood my situation in school life.

“Well…I’m Yuzuka’s bodyguard, so I was wondering how close I should be to them.”

…… I wasn’t at all confused about that one, but I lied and misled her.

There was some resistance to lying, but it had to be done. If I told you what the other world was like, you would think I was crazy.

“Well, I think you should just treat them normally, don’t you? And they didn’t call you rude in any way, did they?”

“…… Well, yes.”

“Well, if that’s the case, then leave it as it is. That’s also what Yuzuka-sama likes.”

“In that case, leave it as is. That’s what Yuzuka-sama likes.”

After saying that, Mei bowed her head deeply.

“How I treat her now.”

How do I approach now?

After hearing Mei’s words, I was thinking a little about my strategy.

I’ll have a proper discussion with all…….

Discuss calmly and decide …… what to do in the future.

That’s the best thing to do.

…… as soon as possible.

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