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I press the intercom again.
“Eh …… it’s been ten minutes already?! Well, I’ve still got my make-up and clothes-N-no, …… Okay.”
For some reason, Mai seemed to be just as flustered as before, but the entrance gate opened and I went inside.
Riding the elevator, I press …… which was the top floor …… where Mai’s room was located.
Already at this point I was struck by the overwhelming difference in living standards between me and Mai.
I try not to look at social networking sites like KIKTOK and Laista.
This is because when I look at such shiny things, the misery of my life stands out and it is not good for my mental health.
However, social networking sites are just an existence on the …… screen of your smartphone.
When you are made to see the disparity in real life, the damage is incomparable to social networking.
I tried as much as possible to keep the luxurious interior in front of me from being input into my brain, and kept my face down.
Really… Because I see things like this… I end up expecting something from my life in vain.
In the last two days, my expectations of life have gone up in vain.
But of course my real life hasn’t changed at all, even though my expectations have gone up.
The bigger the difference (expectations – real life), the more unhappy one feels about oneself.
Unless you are very talented or passionate, you can’t and won’t change your real life.
So, rationally speaking, the only way to be happy is to lower your expectations.
That way, even a shady loner like me can live happily there.
I’ve got to get back …… to that shabby house as soon as possible and lower my expectations to the max. ……
That’s my real life, and it’s a life that’s not going to change for the next few decades.
I stand in front of Mai’s room, sighing for the first time today.
I ring the intercom at the front door, and Mai immediately answers.
At the first sight of Mai, all the things that had been on my mind were blown away.
That’s how striking Mai’s visual was.
Mai was not in uniform, but in plain clothes.
Well, …… that’s natural.
The problem was that she was just as …… or even more incredibly pretty than in her uniform, and I couldn’t take my eyes off her.
Mai was dressed in a white blouse and a black miniskirt.
The blouse emphasised her slender waist and her supple curves, clearly revealing the lines of her body and making her feel irresistibly glamorous.
In addition, the black mini-skirt accentuated the beauty of her legs, and the shortness of the skirt further enhanced the viewer’s attention.
Then, the black tights that she wears at the end of the skirt make Mai’s slender and slender legs look even more bewitching.
Of course, Mai’s face and skin shine were just as …… beautiful, if not more so, than when I saw her yesterday, and I couldn’t stop staring at them.
In many ways, Mai’s appearance was a poison to my eyes.
Even though my rational mind knows that I have to take my eyes off her, my instincts refuse to let go with all my might.
Mai looked more radiant between my eyes than any woman I had ever seen in Laista or KIKTOK.
I ended up admiring Mai’s figure for a while …… or quite a while.
“……U-um….. Yui? What’s wrong? I-s this outfit of mine …… weird ……? Well, that …… was sudden, so I couldn’t prepare much …….”
When Mai said that, I finally came to my senses.
For some reason, Mai looks a little worried.
Also, her cheeks are slightly red.
“No, no,…… I was just a little spaced out,…….”
I managed to cover it up by blurting out an excuse that wasn’t even an excuse.
Mai saw my reaction and I thought her face clouded over for a moment.
“I see… well, since you came all the way, please come in. I want to talk to you about yesterday.”
But as soon as she said that, Mai’s face immediately returned to its original expression.
Suddenly you’ve come to the main topic,……
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