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“If Al was Aruto kun. He will be that shy at the mere thought of touching my body, I would have a hard time preparing for the night. …… On the other hand, if he was used to it, I would have him spit out any way he could about where he had gotten that experience, I had to get him to erase that memory by any means necessary…… Well, as you make love to me, that kind of thing will change from embarrassment to love.”
I was almost distracted for a moment when I thought she was going to talk about something serious ──── , but I know that Charlotte san is not kidding when she says that she is talking to me about a certain thing.
I’m sure she’s waiting for me to …… start talking about my past life.
I’ve been constantly using my head to keep Charlotte san’s body out of my view, but now that I’m soaking in the bath, I can’t see Charlotte san’s body at all, so from now on I can completely concentrate on just talking.
…… I decided to open my slightly heavy mouth and start the important conversation.
“Charlotte-san,…… if I were the person that this Charlotte-san liked in a previous life, how would you feel then?”
“I think I would feel happy,…… no, I feel happy.”
“…. does that mean that you would be happy that Charlotte san took her own life in a previous life?”
I asked what stuck with me the most from the bottom of my heart.
If Charlotte-san feels happy to meet me in this world, it means that Charlotte-san is glad that she took her life as Reijo-san in her previous life. …… Even though it was her previous life, she would affirm her death, if I revealed myself to her. I would let Charlotte san do that, and that’s what’s stuck with me the most.
“I don’t think I’m glad I took my life,…… but if I could see Aruto kun, I think I’d be glad about that.”
“That’s because you took your life in your previous life, isn’t it? then, you ended your life in your previous life────”
“I don’t think I took my life. ……I am here now as I am, regardless of my previous life or this life, and I am alive now. ……I wonder if that is called taking one’s life? No, I don’t think so… because my love will always live on.”
“love is alive….?”
“Yes, if I had lost this feeling too, I could say that I have lost my life. …… But as long as I have this love, I will live on. …… This love is all I have.”
Charlotte san told me this with an unwavering expression and tone of voice with strong determination in her eyes.
As long as there is love, she lives on,…… I see.
I only cared about vital life, but I’m sure Charlotte-san cared about something else more.
Then I want to cherish what ──── Charlotte-san cherishes, too.
From this moment on, I no longer have any reason to hide my true identity, and I have decided to reveal my true identity to Charlotte-san from now on.
“Charlotte san …… my ────”
When I was about to reveal myself to Charlotte-san, she hugged me straight on.
Being hugged …… head-on is more disturbing to the body and mind than being hugged from behind, and for a moment I was blown out of my mind what I was going to say.
Then Charlotte san says as she hugs me.
“Al_…… my love for Aruto kun is so great that it can’t be conveyed just by hugging him, okay? It’s been going on since my previous life, and I don’t think any other love can beat it,…… because my love is life itself.”
By being hugged head-on by Charlotte-san without any clothes on, Charlotte-san’s attractive woman side came into close contact with my body, and I felt something that I had never felt before in Charlotte-san or Reijo-san. Something I didn’t have…Perhaps it was because of my strong romantic feelings that my rationality was blown away at the same time as what I was trying to say.
“So, if you say Al is Aruto kun, my love,──── eh…..?”
Unable to hear what Charlotte san was saying, I was hugging Charlotte
But there was no feeling of embarrassment there, just a desire to do so.
“…Al. I’ve never seen Al hug me so forcefully before–Al?”
“……”
The time spent waiting for Charlotte san to come take a bath, the sudden rise in body temperature due to Charlotte san hugging me from behind and having our bodies close to each other, and the ten minute argument I had to avoid while avoiding Charlotte san. After washing Charlotte-san’s back, I took a bath, and being hugged head-on by Charlotte-san caused my body temperature to rise again, to the point where I lost all sense of reason.–I was completely ecstatic.
“Y-you’re about to lose consciousness while hugging!? I-If it’s true, I should have let you out of the bath, but..-I’m going to miss this precious opportunity to be hugged by Al…!”
I heard Charlotte-san’s voice in my hazy consciousness, and I told her.
“Not Precious …….”
“Eh?”
“It’s not precious …… anymore, it’s just normal …….”
Before I could fully convey what I wanted to say to Charlotte san, I passed out due to both physical and mental exhaustion, but the last thing I saw was Charlotte san’s expression as if she was smiling gently at me, and I was confident that what I wanted to say had been conveyed. I felt relieved and passed out.
“……Well, I’ll have to give him a rest soon,……I finally got through to him, but it makes me itch to have to wait until Al, Aruto kun wakes up,────. I’ll wait as long as I have to,……. as long as I get to see Aruto-kun,…… I love you.”
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