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“Wait a minute, Mei !”
I finally stopped her as she removed my tie and jacket.
“I should’ve told you then. Let’s stop having anything to do with each other.”
When I told her this, Mei’s hands stopped suddenly.
She was a petite woman of about 150cm.
Her hair was pink, probably dyed, and it hugged the contours of her round face.
Her face looks younger than her age of 19, but her overly large breasts, toned stomach, and comfortable buttocks are not in keeping with her face, but are rather violent.
She looks at me and tilts her head.
“Yes, I heard that. But Mei didn’t nod her head, you know…..?”
“…I understand that it’s my fault. I’m sorry. But we can’t—-“
“Geez, Senpai. Don’t apologize.”
She stuck out her index finger to cover my mouth.
“When I was dating Sepai, I had so much fun, I was happy, I felt so good… Mei wants to go back to those days.”
“If you’re dating me, you’ll definitely be ruined… Mei should’ve known that too.”
“Yes, I know. When I was going out with Senpai, I couldn’t think of anything else but him.”
“Then–“
“—What’s wrong with that?”
Mei asks me as if it was obvious.
“When I wake up, the first thing I think about is Senpai. When I put on my makeup, I wonder if he’ll like my makeup. When I’m cooking a meal, I wonder if he’ll be pleased with the home-cooked meal I made for him. When I was making dinner, I thought, [will she be happy with the food I made for him?]……When I was doing naughty things in bed, I thought, [Ah, senpai, you look like you’re feeling good.] I was happy, happy…kuku, that was the moment when Mei was happy.”
She’s probably talking about when she was dating me and living with me.
I’m with her on that one. After all, she was a really good girl.
It was easy to be with her, to be satisfied with her, and to be willing to leave everything else behind. In fact, I gave up everything that was important to me.
“I ruined your life. You were an idol at the height of your popularity, and I took you out of retirement because of my own, my own–ugly desires and revenge.”
“You see, it was Mei’s will that she retired from idol work. I wanted to spend more time with Senpai.”
“I shouldn’t have let you think that. That’s why.”
“Of course, I knew that if I stayed with you any longer, it would ruin me. Mei also knew that you left her because you thought of her.”
“–If that’s the case.”
“—-but no♡”
Mei crawls up the neck.
My whole body trembles. She whispered in my ear as it was.
“My body has reached a point where I can’t go back. While Senpai was gone, it was painful…I was in constant pain here, you know?”
Moving her hips back and forth, Mei invites me to stimulate her sensitive areas.
She knows perfectly well what to do to arouse me and how to make me lust for her.
“Ah, nn……Senpai, look, you’re already so big.”
“Mei, I can’t….”
“It can’t be helped. I have something to report to my serious and stubborn Senpai.”
When Mei says that, she stares at me.
“Actually, I’ve been being threatened by Jinguuji Tooru senpai for a while now.”
“Jinguuji…..?”
As if I was caught off guard, the name came out and my mind turned completely white.
“Yes, that Jinguuji senpai. He said, [If you don’t become my woman, I’ll reveal the past between you and Tachibana Kei on the internet.]”
“Why…”
“Mei found out that he working with Kanatsu Kanako and threatened me.”
“Jinguuji……Jinguuji…..Jinguuji !”
Like a broken doll, I say that hateful name over and over again.
My breathing became rough little by little, and I could feel my whole body shaking with anger.
Then, Mei gently hugged my body.
“Senpai, if you continue like this…..Mei will be played with by a bad man again.”
“Jinguuji…..”
“Also, I hear Jinguuji senpai is still having an affair with Kanzaki Madoka as well.”
“Kanzaki Madoka……”
Jinguuji, Kanzaki.
The very first time I heard those names, I felt sick to the point of nausea.
The two people who ruined my life.
The two people who ruined my humanity.
Those two people I hated so much that I wanted to kill them.
“I’m scared, even though Senpai saved me from the clutches of that Jinguuji senpai. ……
I don’t wanna save her, I wanna go back to that time.
There was no fear or anxiety in Mei’s expression; it was the kind of face she would make when she wanted me to mess her up when we were dating.
“Are you okay, Senpai…? You look like you’re in a lot of pain. You’re sweating so much…”
I can feel myself breathing heavily. And the sweat that drips from my whole body doesn’t stop.
And then Mei took off my shirt and stood up.
“Senpai looks like he’s in pain. Poor Senpai. Mei, the bad girl who brought back bad memories, will do her best to heal you….here, please stand up.”
With my hand being pulled, I went to another room.
It was a bedroom, a room with a computer and other streaming equipment.
I fell onto the bed without effort, and Mei kneeled down at my feet.
“Don’t think about anything, just close your eyes. I’ll make you forget everything you don’t want to……Senpai♡”
She put her hand on my pants and smiled at me.
I closed my eyes, unable to think of anything else.
And then I remembered that—the worst day.
♦
Serious, kind, and single-minded.
These were the words that Ayana had said in junior high school when her friends asked her what she liked about me, and she looked embarrassed.
It was the highest compliment a man could receive.
Since then, I vowed to continue to be earnest, kind, and single-minded.
But Ayana does not know.
One day in high school, Tachibana Kei was destroyed by ugly feelings.
“──Yes, yes, Tachibana Kei kun, get down on the ground, get down on the ground.”
“Oy, quickly get down on your knees to Jinguuji senpai and Kanzaki san !”
“Gosh, Tooru kun and everyone else are already scared. Isn’t he going to cry?”
“Ah? Madoka, do you maybe have feelings for this guy?”
“Huh? Of course not, he’s such a creepy stalker.”
“Pfft, ahahaha ! He’s a stalker, poor Kei kun !”
“Look, look, Mr. Stalker, aren’t you sorry? Can’t you even apologize because you’re a stalker? Don’t you feel bad for making your senior’s girlfriend suffer?”
I had not had a relationship with the opposite sex since I broke up with Ayana, and the second girlfriend I had, Kanzaki Madoka–was stolen from me by Jinguuji Tooru, who was my senior at university.
It all started when a friend informed me that Kanzaki Madoka was walking around with a bad-looking guy.
I don’t think so. I could not believe my friend’s words.
That quiet Madoka would never do such a thing……
Maybe she was being deceived by a college senior, and if that was the case, I had to help her. That’s what I thought.
And when I found Kanzaki Madoka and Jinguuji Tooru together, I said to Jinguji, [Get away from Madoka !] as stormed at him.
Like a hero rescuing a heroine.
—But.
She panicked, explaining to Jinguuji that she wasn’t dating me and that I was a stalker.
Whether he knew it or not.
No, Jinguuji knew all about it, and he and his college friend forced me to get down on my knees to make a laughing stock out of me.
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