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“I’m soaking wet, so I’ll have to clean up nicely.”
I would welcome Tokiwa kun’s sweat.
I’m sure he would welcome my sweat too.
But it’s a little bit tactless for a woman to be soaking wet over nothing.
“I wish he would ask me to take a bath with him.”
I fantasize about taking a bath with him as I watch the water rise to the surface of the bathtub.
I want to lick and touch his body covered with bubbles.
I want to slowly wash his back with my hands.
I want him to rub my back a lot as well.
I should ask him.
I hope he says yes.
“I can have my first time in the bathtub, right?”
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While Senpai went to the bathroom, I washed the pots and put away the dishes, then went back to the living room.
I knew that if I didn’t do something, my fantasy would grow and my reason would collapse, so I did the dishes knowing Senpai would stop me, but it didn’t distract me at all.
I went to the living room and the sweet scent of Senpai tickled my nostrils again, and my body remained heated.
I feel the urge to hug her, and I hug the stuffed animal tightly in an attempt to release it somewhere.
I hold it tightly, as if crushing it.
Even so, it doesn’t completely calm me down.
I tried to distract myself somehow and turned on the TV, but Senpai came back.
“The bath is ready.”
“Ah, yes.”
“Do you want to hug?”
“Eh? A-ah, this is just……sorry, it’s Senpai’s belonging.”
“No, it’s fine. Do you want to take a bath together?”
“Eh? Bath?”
For a moment, my heart raced, thinking that I had been invited to do something outrageous, but I soon understood the meaning and calmed down.
Well, I guess it’s no good if I go in with this stuffed animal.
Oh no, no, no, I was about to make a terrible mistake because of that.
“Erm, I don’t think it’s a good idea.”
“……No?”
“No, I’m not saying that, but I think it’s better not to.”
“Yeah. If you say so. Do you want to take a bath first?”
“H-how about you? If you don’t mind if you go in first.”
“Yes, that’s fine. Then go in first.”
“S-sure.”
After putting down the stuffed animal, I headed for the bathroom.
For some reason, Senpai looked very disappointed when I passed her.
Did she really want to go in there with the stuffed animal?
Well, she could have put it in a bag or something…..but that would have been difficult.
It’s rare for Senpai to be so gloomy.
When I get out of the bath, I’ll have to find something to make her happy instead.
“Phew.”
The water in the bath was just right. I soaked myself up to my shoulders, exhaled heavily, looked up at the ceiling, and then raised myself up to look at the surface of the water.
I’ve been thinking about it a lot, this bath is going to be for Senpai later on.
…….I wonder if it’s okay.
I wonder if she wouldn’t mind taking a bath after I’ve worked up a sweat.
If it were me, I would get excited just thinking about taking a bath after Senpai bathed.
“……We’re totally living together, aren’t we?”
I’m sure it’s nothing to do with cohabitation or living together.
Senpai feels like a member of this family.
As my mother said, if I had Senpai with me, I wouldn’t feel lonely at all.
I wonder how long this kind of life will continue.
Senpai and I have no relationship.
If she finds someone she likes, I won’t be able to see her anymore, and since she’ll be graduating first, if she goes to a far away university, I won’t be able to see her as much as before.
Of course, I don’t think she is worried about that.
The more I get used to living with Senpai, the harder I find it to imagine the end of this life.
“…..I have to do my best to make Senpai like me more.”
I couldn’t think of a time when I didn’t have Senpai in my life anymore.
It hasn’t been that long since we’ve known each other.
But I’m already in love with Senpai…….
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“Tokiwa kun meany……”
He refused the invitation.
Yeah, I knew that. I thought he would tell me that I shouldn’t be so carefree on the first day just because Mother-in-law wasn’t around.
But it’s sad to hear that.
I wish I could have washed my body with him.
I wonder if Tokiwa kun is taking a bath by himself in agony right now.
Or maybe he thinks I’m a dirty girl.
He didn’t do that, did he?
“No….I don’t want him to think that. You, can’t, okay? Tokiwa kun, don’t hate me, okay?”
Suddenly feeling uneasy, my feet naturally turned toward the bathroom.
As I approached, I could hear the sound of the shower.
I went to the changing room and found his clothes in a mess.
His silhouette reflected faintly behind the frosted glass door.
I wonder if he is washing his hair.
He shouldn’t be taking off his clothes this much already.
I’ll make sure to put them in the washing machine.
I’ll also fold his change of clothes and leave them there.
You really are no good without me, Tokiwa kun.
When I see you being so careless, I feel a little relieved.
I am no good without you, too.
So, Tokiwa kun, you are no good without me.
More and more.
I want you to depend on me.
I wonder if he can hear me.
Or he can’t hear me.
He told me that he loves me.
I still can’t put my feelings for him into words.
He sees through me like this and understands how I feel.
But I’m still sad.
I have to say it properly, right?
“…….I love you. I love you.”
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