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◆(Hinayo)
Hirakawa kun’s location–
Being SENLY friend means I’m allowed to keep looking at this, right?
It means I’m allowed to do this, right?
Ever since that day, I have always been concerned about Hirakawa kun’s location information.
Whenever I have time, I open my phone and check where he is right now.
Each time I do this, I feel Hirakawa kun’s presence and breathe a sigh of relief. But sometimes, I also sigh to myself, wondering what I’m doing.
Although I have obtained location information, I have yet to establish any kind of relationship with Hirakawa kun.
We’ve only had a few naughty moments once or twice, and it seems as if he will forgot it after a few years have passed.
I have such feelings for him, but the relationship is not progressing.
I have a vague idea of why things are the way they are.
I’m overwhelmed by the lack of action.
I have an ideal image of what I want to become, but in the process of getting there, I am afraid that Hirakawa kun will dislike me or look at me in a strange way.
If I don’t act, no risk will arise. But if I don’t take the risk, I will never achieve my ideal situation.
I knew this in my head, but I could not take the first step.
Then one day, Hirakawa kun and Sotogahama san’s location information was exactly the same.
From a ramen shop to a found one and then to a super public bath.
Fujisaki kun was with them until the halfway point, but in the end it was just the two of them.
……It’s a bit hazy.
No, I don’t think I did anything strange because it was a public facility, but there was a little black mushy feeling rising from the back of my mind about the fact that he was in the same place with Sotogahama san the whole time.
Nothing, right? There is nothing between those two, right?
From Sotogahama san’s point of view, Hirakawa kun is just a playmate…….
In the end, I—I got his first kiss, after all.
Right? Hirakawa kun will be mine, right?
Even though I didn’t take any action, for some reason I always thought that Hirakawa kun would be turned on by me.
I realized that my too ‘passive’ attitude was not good enough when Hirakawa kun was taken away by a pervert.
I had been tracking his location and was able to notice something unusual about him. But it was still Sotogahama san who actually took action.
I guess this is what I’m like. My no-good point.
I have always thought I was ahead of others, and without taking any action, I found myself losing it.
My bad part came out in full force. This time was good, but there may not be a next time.
–I have to change.
An opportunity presented itself. We went to see a movie together and happened to run into this scene.
[I want to have your children. I want to remember that you were alive.]
[……Can I kiss you?] [Y-yeah……]
A rich kissing scene between two actors with good faces.
In the midst of the excitement, I thought I would try to do the same thing.
Apparently, he thinks I’m after Fujisaki kun.
I think I’ve managed to clear up that misunderstanding, but I still haven’t conveyed my honest feelings. He still thinks I’m in love with someone else.
I’m sure he sees this as part of what he considers to be ‘practice for my future.’
Still, I have to push forward here.
Because I got the first kiss. It should be okay with a little bit of flirting. If he disliked me here, then that meant I wasn’t good enough.
Anyway, I had no choice but to do it. I have to take action.
“U-um……Hirakawa kun.”
“What is it?”
Go ! Me !
Let your instincts take over already !
In the darkness of the movie theater, I took Hirakawa kun’s lips.
I wanted him so badly already that I chased after his tongue like crazy.
“I-I’m sorry……I couldn’t stop……”
“I don’t mind, but Nishimeya san, we kissed for so long…was it really that good…?”
“Hah….”
The fact that he said he didn’t dislike it makes my heart flutter.
My presence was being accepted. I felt my body gradually get hotter.
“U-um……i-it’s not enough…….”
“Yeah, same here. I want to kiss Nishimeya san more.”
Hirakawa kun, you must like me if you say something like that, right?
There’s no need to end it with just a kiss anymore, right???
As if in response to this feeling, I felt heat in a little lower part of Hirakawa kun’s stomach.
“Hirakawa kun……? This is…….”
“This is……physiological phenomenon. ……
“Just a kiss can make you feel this way…Hirakawa kun, you’re so naughty…”
“Nn….hold on, I didn’t tell you to put your hand inside my pants…”
“D-don’t worry……no one is watching…”
At this moment, Hirakawa kun is mine.
As I stroked it, it became even hotter, and I could tell with my own hands that he had reached his limit.
I want more, I want more and more of Hirakawa kun.
Unconsciously, I was accepting Hirakawa kun.
I could see in the dimly lit space, his face as if he was feeling good.
It was so good that I wanted to keep it all to myself.
“Haa……haa……that was amazing……sorry, Nishimeya san…….”
“…..Nnn……it’s amazing……it’s like this……”
Hirakawa kun tastes like this…….
It feels like a grown-up. It makes my stomach churn.
I can’t stop it anymore. It’s okay if I go further……isn’t it?
“Y-you still good to go, right…? Well then, why don’t we practice a bit more…?”
We left the movie theater as it was and headed for my house.
We were both so excited that as soon as we entered my room, I pushed Hirakawa kun down on my bed.
“Nishimeya san, you seem to be coming on strong today…”
“I-is that strange……?”
“No, you’re usually so quiet, so I think the contrast made my heart race.”
“I–I was always being led, so I thought I had to try harder too…y-you see, I’m not very proactive, and my body isn’t that attractive…I mean, the difference between my top and bottom is only three centimeters, you know? I’m not saying that bigger is better, but I’ve heard that the right size is good for men in this world, and I’d look like a woman with nothing if I continued to be passive with these tiny breasts. I feel like I’ll remain useless unless I try to be a little more proactive, so today I ended up like this, but if you don’t like it, we can stop and even go home if you want–“
I look so uncool, muttering long-winded excuses.
But Hirakawa kun gently hugged me and said.
“That’s not true, Nishimeya san is very pretty.”
“Hah…..”
Oh, my God, he really is…..no match for me.
There is a great possibility that he says these things to anyone.
But still, I was honestly happy. Maybe I’m easy to fool after all.
I found myself satisfying my oral needs with another long, long kiss, and the number of condoms I had prepared in the room was down to a few.
I thought that moving on top was very good once I got the hang of it. Let’s call it ‘practice’ again.
Yes, this is ‘practice.’ In the meantime, I can have Hirakawa kun all to myself.
I must use this excuse as long as I can.
I wonder when I can use it next, I’m looking forward to it.-
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