Episode 39 

Ever since she was little, Kohime has been a shy child, and no matter who she met, she would always hide behind me, her mother.

She had a withdrawn personality that was hard to believe she my child, someone who liked to talk to people, and Taketsugu san, who had increased the company’s sales with his own conversational skills, but I was optimistic that as she grew up, her shyness would gradually improve and she would be able to talk to people to some extent.

However, there was no sign that her shyness would ever improve, and although she was very cheerful and had a wonderful expression on her face when she spoke to us, she had trouble conversing with people outside of her family.

By the time he entered junior high school, she was gradually getting better at conversing, but even so, she was still not as good at conversing as most people.

However, this problem was largely her own problem, and if I tried to help her become more sociable, she might get even more frustrated and out of control.

I thought that even if I could not solve this problem, I wanted to stay with her forever if possible.

However,  the disease was eating away at me, and I was unable to sit close to Kohime and listen to her stories for a long time.

When I was dying, Kohime told me in tears that she had many friends and that school was fun, but as her mother, I understood immediately that this was not true.

I felt so ashamed and pathetic that I had made my daughter tell such a lie, and I wanted to die, but it was already decided that I was going to die.

And then, I took my last breath, but perhaps because I felt strongly that I didn’t want to die after seeing the tears that Kohime shed, I remained in this world as a spirit and continued to lead Kohime’s life to keep an eye on her.

However, I could not interfere in the real world, and I could only watch over her when she was being bullied.

I felt frustrated that I could not do anything about my daughter’s situation and was wondering if there was anything I could do to help her.

When Kohime was almost hit by a car, all I could do was close my eyes, but it was Eita kun who saved her instead of me.

Only when Eita kun was run over and injured, somehow I was able to interfere and let his body recover a little, but I still could not heal the broken leg yet, and I’m really sorry for Eita kun for getting injured for my daughter.

Since then, I have continued to watch over the two of them.

Since meeting Eita kun, Kohime has regained her energy that she had lost due to being bullied, and her usual shyness towards Eita kun is no longer triggered.

Thanks to Eita kun, the bullying, which was beyond the control of Kohime herself, has completely disappeared.　

Eita kun came to greet me like this, and I felt like I was about to enter nirvana.

Of course, the words that Eita kun said to me reached my ears.

Kohime has had a difficult life up until now, and I wonder if it was a good thing that I gave birth to Kohime, and whether Kohime was happy that she was born. I thought it wouldn’t be strange if someday Kohime says that she wishes she hadn’t been born.

Eita kun’s words to me, [Thank you for giving birth to Kohime] have touched my heart.

This child who says such words to me, who may or may not be there, must really be a kind child.

If a child like Eita kun is by Kohime’s side, I can safely go to nirvana.

…But I don’t have to yet, right?

Heaven forbid, my precious daughter, who has caused me so much worry in the past, should not be punished so much as to see what kind of relationship she will have with this boy and what kind of life she will lead.

Well, I’m not afraid of divine punishment now that I’m already dead.

I feel a little sorry for the two of them, as if I’m peeping on them, but I will watch over their life for a little while longer.

Maybe I’ll be watching over them all the time…….

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