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“H-hey. It’s my birthday tomorrow…….”

[……I see. I can’t see you tomorrow because I have after-school club activities. I’m sleepy, so I’m going to bed.]

“Eh, ah–“

After getting ready for bed, I was on the phone with Takamiya senpai in my room.

Since I started dating Takamiya-senpai, I’ve started calling him frequently, but today’s phone call wasn’t just for chatting like a normal phone call.

The purpose of today’s call, that is, to make plans for tomorrow–that is, to make plans for my birthday.

When it comes to a girlfriend’s birthday, it is normal to spend time together to celebrate unless there is a very good reason for not doing so.

Yet, Takamiya senpai did not broach the subject of my birthday even on the night before my birthday.

Feeling numb to the situation, I broached the subject of my birthday to Takamiya senpai.

However, the moment I started talking about my birthday, Takamiya senpai seemed bothered and hung up on me, saying he had club activities.

…I was trying not to notice it, but I noticed it.

I realized that Takamiya senpai no longer had any feelings towards me, and his attitude towards me had become colder.

Takamiya senpai, who was kind to me, changed into something like that when I went to his house about two weeks after we started dating.

We were sitting on the bed side by side in Takamiya senpai’s room, talking, when Takamiya senpai suddenly pushed me down and leaned over me.

I was frightened by the sudden event and refused, saying, [I’m still not ready for something like this…]

At that time, Takamiya senpai muttered in a small voice, […What a pathetic bitch.]

Normally, he wouldn’t have muttered such words loud enough for me to hear, but he must have been really annoyed that I refused to have physical relations with him.

I couldn’t believe my ears, but Takamiya senpai was unmistakably referring to me as a bitch.

Since then, Takamiya senpai’s criticism of me has become much stronger than ever before. 

I was hopeful that Takamiya senpai would not touch me again because I had rejected him once, but every time I saw him, he wanted to have physical relations with me.

He almost forced me to take off my clothes, and I sometimes wondered if it would be difficult to continue going out with Takamiya senpai.

However, since I dumped Eita and went out with Takamiya senpai, there was no way I could break up with him so easily.

Since I can’t break up with him, I’ve been pretending to ignore Takamiya senpai’s excessive behavior up to this point, but I can’t go any further…….

I think now.

Eita and Mai both saw through Takamiya senpai as the worst kind of man and told me that I shouldn’t go out with him for my sake.  

At the time I thought that Eita, who didn’t want to break up with me, was trying to keep me around with outright lies, but that was him thinking about me from the bottom of his heart.

……Why am I the only one in this mess.

I did nothing wrong, it should have been someone other than me who was at fault.

Whenever I’m about to be thrown a terrible word by Takamiy -senpai or forced into a physical relationship with him, I’m always reminded of Eita.

Eita would never have said such a thing to me, and Eita would have been kind enough to go along with my pace.

Takamiya senpai is good looking and older than him, and there are parts of him I can rely on more than Eita.

Even so….the only reason I would still think that Eita is because I was attracted to Eita more than I was attracted to the good-looking senpai.

I didn’t want to admit it.

If I admit that, I will be admitting that I made a mistake by dumping Eita and dating Takamiya senpai.

……Haa. If this is going to happen, I wish I had stayed together with Eita instead of breaking up with him.

Even if I wanted to get back together now, I don’t even know what I should look like to talk to him after I dumped him with such horrible words…….

However, if Eita still has feelings for me, there’s still a good chance that we could start dating again.

……Okay, if it comes to this, I’ll try to talk to Eita tomorrow.

Just as I was thinking that, a notification on my smartphone went off and Reimi sent a certain message to the group chat.

(Reimi), Hey, today I saw Yauta kun getting out of a big black car.

(Reimi) I was wondering what kind of car it was, and when I was looking at it, there was a cute girl sitting in it, but who was that?

A big black car……?

–Ah, I had completely forgotten about that car and the cute girl because of Takamiya senpai, but I had also seen that car and the cute girl on Eita’s first day back at school.

Eita was in a cast at that time, so I had settled in my mind that he was probably being dropped off and picked up by some relative, but is it really his relative?

Eita doesn’t have an older sister or younger sister, so if there is a possibility, it would be his cousin, but I’ve never heard of him having a cousin.

Then who is that girl……?

Don’t tell me she’s his new girlfriend……?

Are you saying that when I was having such a hard time with Takamiya senpai, Eita found a new girl and was doing well with her?

….I don’t like it.

I broke up with Eita because he was too reserved with me and I didn’t feel stimulated by our relationship.

And yet, there is no way I could ever forgive Eita for dating a cute girl.

I then decided to spread an impossible rumor that the reason Eita and I broke up was because he was forcing me to have sexual intercourse with him.

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IAMVIRUZ
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5 months ago

I broke up with Eita because he was too reserved with me and I didn’t feel stimulated by our relationship.

Bruh then convey your feelings or initiate it you industrial waste. Say that it was ok to do this and that.

And yet, there is no way I could ever forgive Eita for dating a cute girl.

Typical self centered person. I guess the author was hell bent on making us readers hate this waste

I then decided to spread an impossible rumor that the reason Eita and I broke up was because he was forcing me to have sexual intercourse with him.

Yep good bye. If the author decided to have the MC and the waste together, I’ll rage. Not even if it’s a harem ending with Kohime and the waste.

Thanks!